And sOoooo... i knOw his name! hAhaa. and we ar nOw officially FrieNds! LoLOL. he wOre green tOday.. nOt reAlly my fAvourite, but ouh well, rather than grey! haHahaa!
And soMehow, i feel bad tOwards someone. And i hAven seen tt persOn arnd. wOnder what is uP.. And that another soMeone.. i dOnt know if im dOin the right thing to tht persOn. hMmm.
And today was orAnge! and nOw, we ar playing sLaps bag! LOL. bUt he gOtta watch whEre he sLaps. hAhaaa!
oUh well, iM unweLL. yeAhhzz, been sOo healthy for sOo long, tiMe tO gEt this fLu bUg again. brrrrrr. And i didnt like tdy's tUtOriaL quEstiion, it kinda make me feel like it's intruding on my privacy n sEcrecy. And i didnt kNow what tO say in the class jus nw.. and for the 1st time ever, i didnt contribute much. brrrrrrrrrr. i hate this.
And i gOt a questiOn! cAn we believe in horoscoPe? *wonder wOnder*
MystiQ
* 2/07/2010 12:24:00 AM
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i dont know why this week alone, my life is surrOunded by 4 diff gUys. yEs, just dis wEek alOne. all of them ar making me feel like shit. i doNt wAnna feel this way. gOod or bad, just dOnt enter my life this way. or at best, doNt even enter my liFe! just disappear n get lOst! i aM NOT like any other duMb girLs who weep for yOu evry single night nOr dO i think of any of u sharing my life challenges with Me. and i aM nOt the girl whO cheat or had the impuLse tO dO sO behind anyone's back. gEt that straight. i hAve MY OWN LIFE to lead and i aM sOoo VERY CAPABLE of leading it MYSELF. thE rest just get lOst of my sight! im very much disgusted just by the word 'GuYS'. yUCk.
gEt lOSt! gEt lOst! gEt lOst!
And anOther vEry frUstating extremely puKing parallel shit is thE M*****F***ERS whOm i desperately fEel like destrOying is anOthEr burden to my life in which it is literally making me dEpressed like freAk! gO to hEll and dOnt ever cross path wif me ever again! blOody sickening freAking aSsHOles! GET OUT OF MY LIFE bLoOody sAtaNS! i wiLL FIGHT with yOu with every little strEngth i have even up tO my laSt breAth and iM gOnna make sURe ure gOna eNtEr HeLL!!
* 2/04/2010 12:53:00 AM
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whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat the hellllll???
what is wrong with YOU?! how come u Dots mE?? huhhh? i really really doNt understand this part. wasSuuuuuuuuuup with that???
*sigh sigh sigh*
aNd that Dude rigth there ar making lOts of effort while anOther dude is tryin gently. aiYoh! whY i always end up like this? am i cursed or something?? aiYoh!
And nOw, what? Dots? that's not sOoo nice isnt it? omg.
MystiQ
* 2/02/2010 09:36:00 PM
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Bad bAd baD...
im just gotta feeling that something is gOnna be nOt right.. probably, disastrOus?
and well, last night, it was really unexpected coincidence... like... why did u text me that in the 1stplace? despite the fact that i actually shared it with someone else? funny but.. well.. unexplainable..hmmm.. hAhaa. well, i shant think abt it tOo much.. thOu it's really.. Funny. And today, when we met, it kinda...seems like we ar strangers.. u didnt even acknowledge me. all others except me. can i ask u why? *sigh*
And tO yOu there, sOrry i skipped the eye contact.. was busy and confused and... well.. i know, its just plain xcuses on my part. bUt really, didnt meant to be stucked up! well... sometimes.. i dont knw how i shud react. *sigh*
And i have a wiLd guess that u like her. hAhaa. jus a wild gUess.
aNd the other yOu, u tOo. maybe.
MystiQ
* 2/02/2010 08:57:00 PM
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ThanK GoD! ALHAMduLiLLAH!
iM thankfuL for everything Dear ALLAH. ;)
nExt up, it's mOvieee tiMe! :D
MystiQ
* 1/28/2010 10:36:00 PM
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This is the reason why i dont like stayin at hOme! Unnecessary noises! never ending arguments, baby's cry, asking me to do things that is not my responsibility. like whaaaaaaaaaaaaat! and i have nO time to be nice to everyone. if u all think im rude or rebellious or whatever, be it. im sick of compromising. when i say i doNt like someone, means i dont like! doNt try to use emotional blackmail on me. iit WONT work! ever! i really feel like goin back to my teenage years where i can dO stuffs that satisfies my desire although it harms me alot. i dOnt care what other ppl think, i doNt care abt other ppl. i was living in my own world at tt period. growing up reAlly sUcks! i dont like Now. i dont like everything. i wanna escape. from everyone around me. and i can dO what i want without worrying abt whoever. it is exhausting, really.
MystiQ
* 1/25/2010 11:29:00 AM
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it seems like...im lOoking forward to see someone. be it online or real life...im kinda anticipate the person's presence. hMmmm. what is wrong with me? *bangs wall*
MystiQ
* 1/25/2010 12:21:00 AM
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I need tO forget this feeling. this thOughts. i need to forget it. No, i need to throw it away! how did it came abOut in the first place??? i doNt know! im nOt suppose to think like this. this is tOtally wroNg. tOtally. rararrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!hope, tmr when i wke up, i will have already thrown away the thoughts. its not right. how cud i even thot abt it? wAke up!!.
MystiQ
* 1/24/2010 01:40:00 AM
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Somehow or rather, it is likeable, but on another angle, it seems irritating. it is playing in my mind.. images of....is this fantasy? or is this for real? cant be.... but... sure sure, i will stay wif my pledge. but in the corner somewhere, the urge to break it is culminating. Oh my, i need some breather.. *gasp*
MystiQ
* 1/24/2010 01:35:00 AM
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wOo! played streetsoccer jus now. was fun sweating out n match wif some kids tt persistently wanna challenge us. LoL. and they won. and we get to conquered the whole court. LoL. i know it doesnt make sense, but well, my teammates n myself dont really bother abt those kids. LoL. sO we kick arnd! ;)
sch is getting hectic. more assignments comin up! tt means, i will be bUsy wif research n what not. tiring but cOping.
aNd well, it's hard to keep ur thoughts and feelings at bay. sometimes, good things dont come easy. however the fact tt it is reachable, but it is beyond attainable, makes me feel useless. and pictures dont really tell any story. they ar just a common practice to denote wher u have been and what u were doing n with who. that is aLL. no interpretations needed. it is explicit as just that. boring? no? u decide. *sigh* and all i can dO now is stay true to my pledge and live wif any agony tt comes my way. yes, agony. *sigh*
MystiQ
* 1/24/2010 12:29:00 AM
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gOod day! i had an AWESOME day today. ;)
tired buT really happy! somehow.. i noticed the frequent looking even thou stOpped talking. then, at the makan shop, somehow... 'i lOve this!' just made me think twice.. and smiled. and the laugh,jump,shots.dance.drive,bball. LoLOL! i tOtally feel CrAzY today. like really crAzy. in a good way.. bUt well, i better knock my head hard n wake uP frm the fantasy of whatever and then, go to bed. goodnight! ;)
MystiQ
* 1/20/2010 11:30:00 PM
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