Okayy... soOo... oUh weLL.. hMm... sO waSsup wif mE theSe feW dayz? hMM.. let me tell u..
sOo..this few days (since wEdnesday) @ sCh.. it waS kinda mind bOggLing & cOnfusiOn..yUpp,, bEen thiNkin a lOt abt mA persoNaL lyfe.. & my frEns... oUh weLL.. & im juS reminiscing the things that happened in ma paSt.. & iT jus hUrts, aLOt. hMm.. hOw i wiSh suMtimEs i cAn turN thiNgs arnd & haf a bEtter lyfe.. bUt u cAnt juS chAnge FATE lyke u chANge ur cLothEs ryte? iT's juS fAted tO be that wAy & i juS haf tO aCCept it & leAVe it tO the ALMIGHTY tO decide wAt's neXt... i cAN plan bUt i cAnt controL mA lyfe.. iT's HIS jOb.. sOO..ya..i guEss, i realised that im the type of persOn hu juS leave everything tO fate.. i duN realli go aLL oUt to fiGht fOr wad i wAnt... im juS like "anything uh" kinda persOn... hMm.. is dat a rEAlly BAD thing? i cAnt dO anything abt it uh.. it's juS my naturaL behaviour.. & aLso, one mOre thing, iM oSo the type of person like 'i will teLL onLy wEn u aSk' kind.. i dun like tO infOrm evryoNe abt my life..if u wanna nOe, u aSk. iT's that siMpLe. i dun wAnna invite 'nOn-interested' party.. hMm...bUt dun u eveR uNdEreStimate ME. i cAn gO wiLd & Mad & viOlent wEn proVoked. And i makE sUre that u wiLL hatE me for the reSt of ur lyfe wen thAt happens. sOo.. yeAH.. i guEss, im juS born with thAt temperamental genes and grew up wif that kinda Attitude. It's juS in ME. nAturaLLy. u cAnt chAnge mE. bUt u cAn heLp mE by bEing huMan & shOw mE sum love. i will really appreciAte thAt. cOz sOme of us did nOt fEeL the MothErLy lOve wEn we grEw up in oUr teEnagE yEArs & sO, wE nid sum lOve frm the peoPLe arnd uS tO kip uS alive & suppoRTing oUr ambitiOn. hMm... sOrry, bUt iM juS bEin EMO here.. guEss, that's the EMO side of mE in thiS bLog. thANks for reAdin mA EMO pOst dis tiMe. & pLs, lOve thE ppL arnd u cOz u nevEr noE whO really nids it tO kip him alive in this BLARDY cOnfusing Unfair wOrLd...