EH BISING UH!!!
seriOusly man, i reAlly cAnt study at hoMe! AGAIN! it's reAlly bLoody nOisy sia! just like during my a levels, i hAd tO stay in sch to study, nOw i hAf to stay out more oftentO study oUtside. bUT thE freAking problem is that, my sCh assignments test & quizzez are all ONLiNE!! this mEans that disgustingly, i nEed a coMputer for me tO work on thOse papers. and i cAnt bE stUDying in my campus's complab till night right? and thE freAking crowd in the librAry is aLso anOthEr nuisance that made me wanna pukE! FREAKING IRRIrtAnting siaaaaaaaaaa!
iM reAlly reALLy pissed right nOw. i wAnna stay in hOstel. BYe.
MystiQ
* 9/30/2009 09:33:00 PM
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FARKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tdy is a very stUpid dAy! shit! while i was in lecture, this girl come n sit nxt to me and then fine. i thot its ok. bUt hell, truoUt the lecture she was being very irritating. She disturb me and diostract me frm listenin to lecture. i was really mad at her that i chg my tone n expression tO being a serious one and nO giggling n such coz there is a limit dUde. If u wanna play, can play, but afta lecture la! doNt disturb me like stupid shit la!
Then the blardy toot kips commenting on watever i eat. My like la i want to eat this or that! i fat already i can eat whatever Fats i want! stOp being particular abt this and that la! blardy S! u bLoody lOok like soMe bloody anorexic shit. stOp being irritating get it?? And then i went to campus lib tO studyafter tutorial classes but i just feel sO dejected. And sO i asked ppl out tO eat but evryone is just sO sicK. and sO i went to buy whatever i feel like having n brought those snacks home. I reached hm, cleanse myself, cudnt find a decent nailclipper. likE fARrrrrrrK! it was always there when i dont need them but now tt i need one, there isnt any in sight. Disgusting! And thEn i carried my bubblteadrink to the computer table to drink while surf. BUT, bLOody fArked up, the drink fall by itself slipping off my hand and burst on the floor. luckily it was in the plastic and sO, i hAd tO blOody wipe the floor and drink my bubbltea frm the plastic. How pAthetic is that!
Like hell. im reAlly nOt i a good mood today. onLy during the 1st hr of my lecture in the morning that i feel like i have make a good use of my day. And the new guy that made fren with me is a good companion for that 2 hr lecture coz besides havin to deal with the irritating girl, he was there tO pay attention to the lecturer wif me and compete with me on the correct answers to the quizzes. that is what i call a university student. and the lunch i had was nice. bUt other than these 2 things, i really hate my day today. bLoody ShiT! stupid drink, stuPid nailclipper, irritating ppL. And i hAd a test coming up oN friday and i feel really worried. cOz i doNt kNow the answers and i dontknow if im styduing the right way. and the fAct tht shits hAppened, i am reAlly nOt in any studious moOd. FarKep up post. And thE asswhOles tuTOr cAn gO and die. stupid zoMbie. hAlf dead and hAlf senile. might as well go die right? bLArdy shit! and disgustingly, i need mONEy. i nEed lOts of thEm. i nEed 2 new pairs of shOe coz my shOe is wOrn oUT like hell. aNd i nEed tO buy a watch coz i dont haf a watch sadly. And i wAnt a lAptop with the wireless modem attached cOz i feel that i can study & revise bEtter that way instEAd of just depending oN the pC and the sch lab. yes. i doNt haf laptOp coz im a pOor bLoke. buT thE blardy fact is that i cAnt buy any coZ i doNt hAf mOney! And hAving a mOther fEels like having nO mothEr. miGht as well i treAt it as shes deAd right? i juSt wished that im rich and haf the means tO purchase all these necessities. YEs. its not a luxury in the present era, those things are a nEcEssity. and the stuPid woMan who was in the retaiL storE is bloody stUpid. i wAs lOokin tru some clothes and then this asswhOle keep looking at the same section tt i was at and grabbing the pieces of clothes that i was lOoking at. bLOody Shit! fArkep up larrr!!
MystiQ
* 9/30/2009 06:27:00 PM
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Phew! thE essAy is doNe! and sOo.. it has been 4 wEeks of sCh. thAt is equivalent to 1 month in Uni! well, things has been gOin on smOoth, adapting well in the new environment, great bunch of new ppL i met and lecturers & tutors are nice. Alhamdulillah. :) despite my bad cough for 3 wks, i managed to do my assignments well and pay attention in classes. i really Thank God for watchuing over me in the new campus. :D
However, there ar some things tt bothers me eversince the anticipation of Hari rAya and nOw, post hari raya. I cAnt hekp thinking abt my misery. sTupid things happened like ppl giving me pathetic peanuts for rAya collection ( i doNt cAre if its anyone else coz i dont even hope to get any hongbAo frm the visits as my purpose to eat the raya coOkies they make! hEhe) bUt, it is frm someone that ....... fine, i shall say no more. i doNt wAnt to be mistaken as being petty. alsO, im beginning to detect someone copying me! cOpying the way i react, the way i speak, the kind of language i use.. Urggh. haf some sense of originality will u?? In anycase, the trAinrides in the morning especially yesterday's was such an irritating ride. ppl acting disgustingly, being stupid here n there. Why cAnt u just obey the etiquettes of a trainride? evryone's life will be a better one then! duMbos!
In addition, i doNt know why my neW friends are sO bothered abt me nt having attached. They were surprised when i answered to them ' no, i doNt haf any bOyfriend now. nOt anytime sOon.' I mean, isnt that a norm? hAhaa. maybe, my face spells oUt ' i shOud be attached'. LOL. In any case, i doNt need 1 or 2 right now.
The reason?
Coz 1. I can manage my life on my own, without any 1 'special' person around. ( except for my woNderfuLbabes who keep me going! u know who u are!)
2. Boyfriend/Girlfriend adds tO ur burden. reAlly. i hAve eNuff probLems as it is & judging frm my babe's rship wif their boys, i can see that the guys nowadays expect tOo much frm the girls. i hAte expectations & commitment in things i dO. i prefer to be independent and i am used to make my life decisions by myself withOut anyone's influence to hinder me or such. i doNt like ppl telling me wat to dO or expect me to dO things i doNt agree with. ( and im speaking frm personal experiences yaw. hAhaa.)
3. I think that the boys in sIngApOre are very much hopeless. ( no offense to anyone). They are all sOo skinny ( they looked anorexic, yes.) and their brains are stucked in their S.( they give baseless opinions and expect credits for that. How duMb is that!) Plus, they are very disrespectful towards the female population. And the ideal reAl mAn species are very very rare in the current context. Hence, u tell me, hOw to depent on anyone like that? Might as well i depend on myself coz i know i can do things way better than those so called 'dominant' homosapiens!
And sO, im better left alone anyway. at least, there is nObody to irritate me and annoy me and i can enjoy my life freely without feeling any 1 person dangling on me all the time even when they ar nt there. hAhahaa!
hOhohO! Merry chrismas! (k, random.)
MystiQ
* 9/26/2009 03:30:00 PM
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SELAMAT HARI RAYA 2009!
Eid MubaRak 20O9 to aLL!
And sO, i've broken my promise to ipdate before raya. gRrRrRrr! *kNocks forehead 100 times against the walls and the doors, the windows, the floor* Apologies to my faithful readers! well, buSy prepAratIon of rAya & aLso studies. My first UnivErsity essay to be submitted on 210909 and of course, there is alot of research and information inquiring need to be done of how the essay is to be written and formatted. *sigh* plus, there was a last minute grp projectwork meeting held on last saturday that made me n my grp members headache coz the instructions n questions were sOoo dumb that whoever crafted them deserves a 1000 knocks on the head by me and my other 3 teammates. So now u know what i've vbeen up tO yeAh?? hEhee. well, i've not completed the essay that is due tdy. shheeeeeet. i bEtter gO finish it up nOw! and oh, the 'period' period is here. geeeeesh. having that excruciating moment of the contraction of the walls and the red substance aligning it. aaarrhh! sOo painfuL! ok oK, i gOtta rush! adiOs amigos!
To my bAbes!: *HUGS* tO yOu whO reads this! :D
-MystiQ-
* 9/21/2009 04:59:00 PM
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