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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

tmr is thE officiaLLy the last wednesday of 2008..
tmr is aLso the eve of New yeAr..
tmr is the dayy..
tmr..

2 weeks exact. 95% now. spEnding thE eve of nEw yeAr & the neW yeAr alOne. ok.no problemo.

iMmortaL MystiQ


* 12/31/2008 03:26:00 AM
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ESCAPE THEMePArk!

hUrrAyy! hAd a wiLd tiMe @ eScape ytdy! LaLakAhkiA roCCkkks! LOL. And i tell u, viKing is gEtting even crAzier & stOmach sQueezing, likE oHmAgOatiegOat! SERIOUSLY!! And thE hAunted hOuse II is a pieCe of loNg dark mAze! it hAs bEen revAmped & its bEttEr as it is crEepier nOw. And thE wEird thing is, 3 of thEm sEe someting inside in which i diDnt sEe at aLL! ask mE if u wanna nOe mORe abt it. LoL. sAdLy rAinbow & invErtEr was closed for mAintEnance like WTH!!! WTC! WTS!! grrr! i sOOo wAnted tO tAke bOth thE rides! anywayy, go kArt i tOok doubLe rider for thE 1stime & its cOoL as i hAf my persOnal driver in which when shE sPEed, it feels reAlly cOoL, windy & gOod! u pAssed thE driving teSt SardinE! LOLness. :D & bAwAng & ciLi pAdi is cOol tOo. ciLi padi scrEams reAlli shOCked thE whOle themepark i tell u. hAHaa. ovEraLL, it was a BLAST! ThanKs doLLz! :D
iMMortaL MystiQ


* 12/31/2008 02:04:00 AM
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Sunday, December 28, 2008

Zubaidah mUrdering the iCE creAm. reAlly cruEL.

Her fancies of thE fries?? :P

Zu & ShAi

Anyways, i hAf bEen miting my lil aUnt here for aaLmost evrydayy but stiLL i dun gEt tired of hEr! hAhaa. she's a chatterbOx & iM a very kEen liStEner(chEyyy!) sO when we mit up, thEre ar juSt our 'KEcohnEss'! hAaha! yeAhh, it's in thE bLood! Shaik's bLood! LoL! :D
tHE 08's ShAik's gEnEratiOn. :P
And yeAhh, iM frEe froM nOw up tiLL 1st January 09, sOo fEel frEe tO ask me out! hAhaa. nO lar, i meAn afta 1st Jan, im prObably will bE stArting tO wOrk sO it will bE hard tO mit me again. hOhOHo! hopefuLLy i'll gEt thE da jOb. Amin. And tO mY MI-ans, stOp sLacKing & stARt wOrking! hOHohO! im stArtin tO sOrt of MISS MI & stuff like thAt. LoL. i guEss iM a TRUe MiLLenniAn. Cheeyyy! :P
93% todayy. & rising. it has bEen 1 wk 3 dAys. wAt ar u thinking? hMmz.
iMMortaL MyStiQ


* 12/28/2008 04:34:00 PM
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PrEsEnting ELMO & HashbrOwn!
PresEntiNg the WEirdOs of DX!

My shOuld-hAf-bEen-pEnguin BUt turn oUt to be a cat & doLphin! LoL-ness. :P

Zu mAde this! CUTEZ! :D

ZU & Me mAde thiS, iduNg kEmbang!! LoL! Looks like yOU! LOLnEss!!


The Eye... mAde by Zu!

DX...3?? LoL.

Names & fOotpriNtz! :D

YEAhh, went tO ECP again ytdy, this tiMe wif our deArest ELMO! Sardine was oUt of tOwn in LangkAwi.. :D Ernie cudnt jOin us cOz she ends wOrk late while Nik hAd tO be hoMe for some pErsonal matter and sOo thE 3 of us Dx wEirdOs + Mr HashbrOwn wEnt tO chiLL at the beACh! the wEAther was sOo fiNe & we plAyed bEach soCcer, ssAnd grAffiti & Zu attracting 'sEa-tErmites' LoL. it waS reAlly cute & funn! i enjOyed ytdy, whAts more miting uP wif my DeAreSt Faleyy aftA sOOo long! woOhoo! yEAhhz, ytdy waSnt enuff for us tO cAtchups cOz thEre ar just sOo many stuff tO taLk about & limited tiMe spEnt! hOhoOhO! And sOO... we'll mit up again sOon befoRe Faley stArts her sEmester again in 2 wks tiMe. :D
I LOVE FALEY & ZU! To thE reSt of DX, miSses tO u aLL! reAlly hOpe we cAn mit up sOon. :D
iMmortaL MyStiQ


* 12/28/2008 03:30:00 PM
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Friday, December 26, 2008

yEAhh, i was really sad tO know afew days back that HasSan SuNny was engaged. bUt tdy, i gOt a SURPRISE from hiM! HE COMMENTED ON MY WALL! aaaaaahhhhhh!! iM eCstAtiC aLready! LOL! i left a comment onhis page with da intentiOn to repLy tO one of his contAct's comments & SUrprisingLy & uNexpectedLy, he replied tO my waLL.and he toLd tO me tO tAke care & wish me a gd dAyy wif a wink! yeAhhhzzzaa! ThAnks Dearest HS! iN ma eyEs, Ur thE bESt GK in Spoore! yUpp. Even my Father agreed thAt yOu're cOoL. LoL. :D :D


In cAse u're wOndering hOw hE lOoks likE, hEre he is!






:D cOoL right? :D And i really wAnt thAt 'stAr' soccerbaLL hE's hoLding! it lOoks reAlly coOL! i sAw the ball at AdidAs shoP 2 dAys ago & it was nEar 30 buCks! it gOt a few More coLours & i feLL in lOve wif it! i WAnt thAt baLL!! Advance Birfdayy gift anyBodyy?? :D


it's accElerating up to 90% nOw. 10% to gO. cAn i reAch that percentage? hMmz. it's bEen 1 wk & 2dAyss. hMmmz.

iMMortaL MystiQ



* 12/26/2008 10:30:00 PM
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Thursday, December 25, 2008

DX21 PICNIC cum 2nd BirfdAyy ON SUNDAY, 21St DEC 2008!






:D
iMmortaL MyStiQ


* 12/25/2008 03:27:00 PM
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SHIIIITTTTTTTT!!
i juS fOund Out thAt HaSsan Sunny iS attached tO dis woman! aarrggh! iM sOoo brOkenhArted! HS! how cUd u dO this tO mE?? arrggh! :( :( :(

iMMortaL MyStiQ


* 12/25/2008 04:58:00 AM
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Escape.

Hah, thEre's no escape for me. iM stiLL sTuck with the sO called 'obLigatiOn' inwhich i woUld rather call a 'hassle' or a 'fOrced to subMit' sitUatiOn' in which i cAn gif soo many excuSes as i've done befOre but i jus chOse not to this tiMe aroUnd. yeAhh, iM just bEing nice. again. wAtever it is, i still cant run away completely wif excuses alone. i hAf to do soMething mOre & it is reAlly gOnna hurt evryoNe if i were tO take actions against it. Yes, and thosE ACTIONS ar the forces that i've been suppreSsing dEep within mE, inside of mE. i've bEen really pAtient & respectfuL. reAlly. i aM. if i wEre to be myseLf & stand up for the autOnomy i hAf, it wud hAf been mOre chAotic & probably abusive. but Islam teaches us to be patient & forgiving. And i wAnna be a gOod MusLimah. bEing pAtient, tolerAnt and, forgiving. to be pAtient & tolerant is whAt i've bEen dOin bUt to fOrgive & forgEt? im not able to do sO. just yet. & will never wiLL. Allah, i sEek ur heLp. Please, heLp mE. As a buddy once said to me: '' prAy to Allah & believe thAt He wiLL help you whEn the tiMe coMes.'' InsyAllah. Amin.

Yesterdays were 80%. TOday was 85%. Tomorrow wiL be mOre. iM sure, certainly. & i sAw her wif a guy today supposedly hEr boyfriend. U don't stand a chance bUddy. He's more gd lOokin then yOu. I agree tOo. well, sAd for yOu, bUt u chose to like her. so u aSk for it. i dOn't wAnna get involve in ur love affair. once it reAches 100%, ur tOtaLLy out of my concern.

iMMortaL MyStiQ


* 12/25/2008 03:18:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

iF onLy im a riCh kid, i cOuLd hAf bOught thAt AdiDas jACket & thAt AdiDas bAgpack.

ADIdAS hAvin 30% oFF!!!

gRrrrr!

AnyhOw, my suSpicion aLL this whiLe was coNfirmed tO be trrue. it wAs hEr. im crUshed tO pieces. 1 thing for sUre, iM gLad i've achiEved whAt i've set oUt tO gEt. thAnks bUddy. i'll tAke my leave. :D

iMMortaL MyStiQ


* 12/23/2008 01:25:00 PM
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Sunday, December 21, 2008

To DX.

im reAlly disAppOinted wif most of yOu, DX girLs. iF u cAnt mAke it, u cAn just tell us eArlier and we wiL nOt mAke it hAppen on thE tEntAtive date. BUt nO, mOst of u dUn hAf thE initiAtive tO dO thAt. And allow me tO teLL yOu thiS, ME & ZILAH ar NOT GONNA ORGANiSE Or PLAN anyMore gAthErings. coz for sUre, u aLL ar juSt fAking ur intEreSt tO gEttOgether. i hAd enUff & iM gOna namE thE ppL iM hAf nO iSsues with. iM cOoL wif thEse ppL coz they tOOk thE INITIATIVE TO INFORM THAT THEY AR NOT ABLE TO MAKE IT.
EXCEPT FOR ZANA AMY NAKIAH SHARIFA ZU ZILAH & FALEY, thE reST of yOu ar nOt bEing responsible or kind enuff tO ME & the mAin organiser ZILAH. & by the wAyy, in case YOU forgot, tOday is DX 2nd yeAr aNnivErsAry. YES. wE wANted tO hAf a cOoL relaxing cElebrAtiOn. bUT suMhow, it tUrned out that SOME ppL ar bEing a shithEAd. HahAa. nO problem mAn, those ar present ENJOYED tOday's piCnic. NO dOubt abOut thAt. ANd I regret tO teLL yOu thAt THOSE who didnt tUrn up or go MIA or laStmin eXcusEs, YOu cAn coMe & kiSs my ASS. ANYTIME u liKE. That's aLL iM gonna sAYy, & i wAnna THANK EACH & evryOne of YOU fOr giving laME XcUses & bEing a hYpoCrite DX all this whiLe. THANK U SO MUCH. DO IT AGAIN OK! DONT FORGET UH. DO it AGAIN. EVRYTIME, juSt DO IT.

iMMortaL MystiQ


* 12/21/2008 10:44:00 PM
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Saturday, December 20, 2008

I miSs Cess.
& I miSs SiLat.
I miSs bUbbLeteA.
& I miSs StreEtsoccer.

TO DX: i miSs kiCKin arnd wif yOu.
To Faley: i reAlly hOpe u wiLL gEt cuRed mirAculOusLy as sOOn as pOssibLe to jOin thE piCniC! i wAnt u tO dEsign my nEw room. reAlly rEAlly!
To ErNie: i wAnna mit up with ya. Let's re-ignite our crAzyness which is fuLL of fun & lAughter & lets forget thE wOrLdly orDeaLs! MisEries shaLL bE kiCKed!
To ZiLah: it's bEen quite awhiLe since i laSt ate Sardine. & kEntang tOo.
To Nik: i hAte bAwAng bUt i lOve yA. eRm. Ok. i Love yA bUt i hAte bAwAng.
To Zana & Amy: ur uNcLes got mArried on thE wrOng dAyy lar. grrr.
To Bush: i cAnt gEt trU yA! working iSsit??
To Zu: my sports mAte & stuDymate! hellO cAPtAin wuShu!
To Sharifa: my 2nd sports mAte & stUdymAte! i kNow u love playin wif stiCks bUt i dun like pLayin stiCks! i wAnn balls. whAt? nO baLLs? ouhweLL, friZbee wiLL do. *wAt wEre u thinking!!*
To fifi, yAnti, diLah: juNiors? nAhh, wE ar teAmmates! yeAhhzzaa!
To Bana: why is ur Mom aLways thE 1 pickin up the fonE? i cANt gEt tru ya!

My miSses. tO aLL.

im xpECtin it bUt i thiNk i chg my mind.

iMmortaL MyStiQ


* 12/20/2008 12:23:00 AM
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Doubt.

DiLemma.

Distressed.

SO WHAT?!

Crush?
Crushed.

iMMortaL MyStiQ


* 12/20/2008 12:01:00 AM
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Monday, December 15, 2008

PopEye is supErdeliciOus! coUrtesy of Fara & Amiinah, ThAnks fOr thE dAyy! :D

yEstErday's 2/6 gAthEring waS cOoL. wEll, nOt many turned uP. onLy 7 girLs & 3 gUys. LoL. But wEll, sMaller grps allOw us tO chAt & cAtchup bEttEr. i diDnt knOw Amyra is in NurSing. hAHaa. Murni iS cute aS usuaL & shE wEArs PiNk. hAhaa. Kat is prEtty. i Love hEr hAir! And i gOt frEe 'soLve thE diLemma' sEssiOn wif Kat! hAhaa! And anothEr thing is, bOth of uS think aLike, like reAlly reAlly. wE even sAid thE same thing at thE same tiMe tO thAt 'GUARD' hAHa! And yeAh, EvrytiMe thAt 'GUARD' shOuts, onLymE & kat wiL tUrn fEel shocked & turn to him at da same tiMe whEreAs thE reSt nO reActioN. LoL. wE're cOoL. And Kat n mE cAnn stArt a mAtChmaking agEncy for our deArest Sonia! hEhee.. Sonia hAs Lost supEr lOts of Kgs! shE reAlly lOoks diffErEnt. nO strEss Sonia! lEts chEer up! wE aLL cAnn hAng oUt again soMedayy! ytDy is nOt tHE end tO oUr supEr roCkin chiLLing 2/6! :P & to thE 3 bOys hu gOt supEr hiLariOus cutE dEsigns on thEir bOxers, make sUre u wEAr em! LoL. HappieSt birfDay To Hafiz Salleh, Hafiz Saini & Tamam Sari. & tO Murni, thANks for orgAnising!

Not fOrgEtting our hEart tO hEart chAt wif nottykitty & bLurQueen, u tWo are lOved by ShAi! :D & spEciaL thAnks tO Nik for thE insights on ............! yAYneSs! :P :P :P

The SMses kip coMin in truOut thE whOle of yEstErday frm My CRush! hAHaa! it mAde my dAyy! thAnks! And yeAhh..

bu yao wAng qi hOr! wo men go kAi kAi xin xin hAo! :D

IMMortaL MystiQ


* 12/15/2008 12:09:00 AM
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Sunday, December 14, 2008

iM uGLy. likE sEriOusLy. iM dAmmnn UGLY! & iM sOOo fAT! buLging bULges evErywhEre. rEAlly hOrriBLe! WTH!

FAT & UGLY. yUck.

i jus fEel disgUsted with myseLf. i kNow iM not perfect. i kNow iM not the nice cAtch. i kNow iM sArcaStic at tiMes & hurt ppL thru my woRds. i kNow iM not the polite friendLy fLawless girL nxt door. i kNow my attitUde sUccks. i kNow iM nOt a gOod counsEllor. i kNow iM nOt a gOod dAughter. i kNow im nOt a gOod fRiend. i kNow ppL get siCk heAring my freAking lifestOries thAt sEems never eNding & my frEQuent bAd mOod. BUT this is juSt ME!

I wiSh i could be gOrgeoUs, sWeet, niCe, lady, polite, friEndLy, chEerfuL, sLim, smart, flawLess, nOt mOody, softspokEn, usefuL, heLpfuL & hAppy gO luCky. i wAnt evErything tO be sMooth saiLing. i wAna be like that 'GIRL'. she is aLmost perfeCT. shEs beAutifuL smArt & cApabLe & my weAkness are her strEngths.........

i juS fEel riDicuLoUs. pPL ar turning thEir baCks on mE. moSt dAiLy hAppenings led me tO reminisce thE paSt memOries that can bE a tEarfuL. No. i Dun Cry tt mUch. i fEel thAt crying is duMb. its dOesnt heLp tO soLve anything at aLL. it's the duMbest wAyy tO express urseLf. WTH. So how do i express myseLf? i gOt my oWn wAys. thOu it may hUrt, the pain is such a sudden rush for me tO wAKe up & mOve on wif thiS frEaking frEAky lifE. Friends can only help that much. i gotta stand up & move on. i kNow that. and iM trying my vEry beSt evEry single day tO do wAt is right. bUt at the end of the dayy, it just sEems wroNg. And whEn miStakes ar made esp by ME, thE cOnseQuences can be quite excruciating & may be left uNforgiven. Why is my fauLt aLways made as a hUge commotiOn? i dun undaStand. yeAHh, im nOt as sMart & quick as soMe othErs bUt heyy, i kNow i put in extrA effOrt in evrything i dO tO achieve thAt equaL stAnding with the reST. i aLways dO. bUT stiLL, iM thE black shEep in aLmost every incidence. nOt fAir. UnjuSt. biAsed.

Ok fArk it. if u think iM WhiNing in hEre & sick of reAding it, thEn dun reAd my bLog. for sure, these ar my thOughts & im not trying tO win any syMpAthy or wAtever nOts. igNore my blabberings. Let me fEel like Shits. im immUned tO this anyway. dEstructive roUtine. hEll with it. Nothings gonna chAnge anywayy. iM stuCk with thEse shits in this lifetiMe. like Paladin.King said, maybe i Am a suMbody n hence the greAT depth of teSts on me, on my faith. i wAnna gif up. i wanna reSt. burden-free. tEst-free. its a long tOrturing jOurney. 1st tiMe im gOnna say this wOrd afta such a LOngtiMe of nOt using this wOrd. '' IM TIRED.'' i reAlly aM.

i wish i am an iMpeccabLe persOn with iMpeccabLe tAlents.


* 12/14/2008 01:39:00 AM
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Friday, December 12, 2008

YeAhh, jus officiaLLy ended thE wAr. Me vErSus FahMi. And crAppp, hE won. ouh weLL, its 5-10. not bAd wAt! hAhaa! And so, thE bEt was $1ooo (mOnopoly nOtes). :D it wAs a cOol wAr againts hiM. hAHaa. wE NoctUrnaL mAmmaLs. 4 Am oso dunnO hOw to slEep! LoL. ANd yEah, thiS entry is ESPECIALLY CREATED fOr my dEAreSt FRIeNd aka A.M. mayhEm bUddy aka The fUture PoLiCeeoffiCer, Mr FAHMI! hEHee.. wEll, i wAs being stUbborn not to let hiM won the War actually and i asked him tO wAit lOng long. And hE got fEd up. hEhee.. thEn i purPoseLy DC ( well, thE 1st tiMe is reAlly DisconnECted oK!) myseLf abt 3 times in tOtaL. and he stArted nAgging. hAHaa! yEAh, He's my buddy for abt 2 yrs nOw, kNown him for 3 yrs bUt we forge a cloSer friendship in yr 2. Fahmi is a gOod friend. Thanks for bein dEre Buddy! :D i'll mit him online again sOon. prEtty sOOn! hAHaa!

By the wAyy, tO Zi : i'll cOnfirm wif u again tMr aftAnOon ok! i'll sMs ya! And i miSs Zi's crApz. :D And WTC! i sAw soMeone that i dO not wAnna sEe tOday at Lot 1. Grrrrr!

SN +SwEetNothings+


* 12/12/2008 05:23:00 AM
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Thursday, December 11, 2008

Life is unfair.
Nothing is pErfect.

Both are the coMmon phrase we aLways hear. And bOth are the truTh of life. But why aren't there anyone who qUestiOns why cAnt there be any perfectiOns? Why cAnt anyone stAnd up and creAte perfectiOn in the worLd? oUh yes, wE are WEAK INDIVIDUALS whOse lives are gOverned & shAped by the pOwerfuL ever doMinant extErnaL factOrs thAt ar bEyOnd our coNtroL such as the famiLy, the society & the state that we live in. WAT THE CRAP.

And tOdayy, suppose tO be a frUitfuL & meAningfuL dAyy. But, it has tUrned oUt tO be a sAd day. Why? Bcoz i cudnt gEt wAt i wAnted. Why? Due tO the stEwpit crApshit of the freAking coMplicatiOn that aLWays occUr at thE wroNg tiMe at the wroNg day. i dun bLame anyOne. coz apOlogies has been mAde & accEpted. And sO, its settLed. But heyy, im stiL fEeling shittty like a pieCe of crApshit that has shit aLL over thE surface & one thAt lOoks like a shit. And it is a SHIT. iM nOt sAtisfied. Why cANt i get what i wAnted? WHY? why? WHY? soMebody or anyone?? ANsWEr ME wiLL yOu?? oh wAt thE crAp, thEre is nObody here. And iM cAught taLking tO myseLf. Again. WTC!

iM sOO fickle-mindEd nOwAdays. i cAnt decide whEre i wANna gO. End up. i mAde my friEnd uPset. iM sOrry ErniE abt yeSterdayy. I reAlly thOught Faley sMs-ed U. But nO, iM not bLaming Faley, i shUd hAve sMs u. ANd iM sorry if i sEem tO bOther aLL othErs who ar not interested wif my sMs-es. I won't initiate any soccer trAining or other oUting anymore. Well, not anytiMe soOn. FOr evryonE, hu ever hu wAnna hang oUt wif me, feel frEe tO bEep mE up & aSk me oUt. i WOnt be asking peopLe oUt anyMore. iM tired of gEtting rEjected. REJECTED. bLeUrrgh.

And it hAs bEen a lOng tiMe, very lOng tiMe since i last tasted a meaL made by a Mom. Naz toLd me he brought his mOm's mEe gorEng tO skOoL. *iM jeALOus* hAaha. And Monkie toLd me i lOok cute in Frensta. *ur jeAlOus* hAhaa. And San reAlly wAnna mit mE iSn't hE? tOo bAd. *ur rEjectEd. hAHaa. iM sOO eviL.

Qn: Miss NoruLe, why dun u jUst gO out wif those bOys who ar interested in yOu?
Ans: ....................

Qn: Miss NoruLe, ar u frEe on next fri?
Ans: Depends.

Qn: Miss NoruLe, Can i call u?
Ans: iM not frEe right nOw. wAnna wAtch tv. duN disturb ok!

Those ar the FAQs (freQuentLy aSked Qns) & FGAs ( freQuentLy given answers). HAhAa. the actual answers are,

Ans 1: I wAnna gO oUt with pEopLe thAT im intErested in!
Ans 2: i duN wAnna gO oUt with yOu. DuMbass.
Ans 3: thEre's nOthing to taLk about. sO lets nOt wAste ur phOnebiLL juSt to hEar my vOice. Save ur MOney. Or donate it tO chArity of u hAf tOO muCh of it.

hAHaa! And soo, as u all can see, iM bEing NICE. yeAhh, im just bEing NICE and had bEen NICE aLL this whiLe tO everyone. But heyy, im tired of bEing nice tO evryone. i wAnna spice things up. iM gOnna stOp bEing MiSs-ouhh-so-NicE tO Miss-meAn-sarCastic-cynicaL-to-those-who-deserve- it! hAHaa! MiSsNiceGirL tO MiSs NORULE. YES! NORULES! iM gOnna live up tO my naMe. You ALL are jUst pLain shithEAds with nO reaL baLLs & piEces of shits stuck insidE thAt bLarrdy aSss hOLLes! ALIENS! gO baCk tO MaRs & VeNus whEr u belOng. Don't ever rEtUrn tO pLanet Earth. U dun deServe it cOz u LOok like a big duMb aSs of an ASs! hAhaAaa!!!
Go & cry tO ur mOommy & dAdddy & mAke em wipE ur aSs face! LoL!

Suicide nOte. : i Love mySeLf tOo muCh! & i duN wAnna lEt othErs tO livE on thE same pLanet as mE. GO! ShhhoOoo! oUtta ma lYfe aSses! :D

WTC. imnOtgOnnacommitsUicide. iM just sUicidaL.

SN +sWeEtNothiNgs+


* 12/11/2008 11:22:00 AM
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Sunday, December 07, 2008

gUess wAt?
i jUSt made the fAceebOok stuff. Hah. yEah, sUrprise sUrprise. afta sOoo many rEQuests thAt is & after i kept sAYin NO. FiNaLLy i mAde it. why? coz iM frEaking bored. BLah.

wO hen ni. wo yao kai kai xin xin, kuai le. ni bu kuan wo. wo heng xing ku. wo yao bao chong.

SN + SwEetNothings+


* 12/07/2008 02:32:00 PM
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yeah, the chicken rice was delicious.

and now, i dunno wAt tO type here. Lets just leave some bLank.








SN +SwEetNothings+


* 12/07/2008 03:01:00 AM
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Saturday, December 06, 2008

WTH! WTF! WTC!
WASSUP WIF PPL BLAMING ME FOR EVERYHTING?! Y CANT SOME JUST APPRECIATE ME FOR WHO I AM & RESPECT MY DECISION? AND HELL, I DUN HAVE ANY SUPPORT FRM ANYONE AT ALL. EVEN MY BACKBONE IS NOW GONE, JUS DOIN OWN BUSINESS & LEFT ME HERE ALONE? WTH!

AND ANOTHER ANOYING THING, JUST BCOZ OF A SMALL TINY MATTER, WATS WIF THIS SUDDEN BERSERK UR GIVIN ME?! WTC!!

ANOTHER DUMB THING, IF U GOT A QUESTION OR DOUBT, ASK THE PERSON IN CHARGE! DUN ASK ME EVRYTHING! WTH!

WTF IS GOIN ON! Y AM I THE VICTIM? WHY AM I THE ONE TAKING THE CRAPSHITS WHILE ALL OTHER SHITHEADS ENJOYING THEIR LIFE LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS! WTF!!! AND HELL, THERE IS NO HAPPY ENDING IN MY LIFE. THERE'S NEVER WERE. SHIT. ASS. CRAP. HELL WITH IT. GO **** UR GRANDMA ASS!!!


* 12/06/2008 12:59:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 02, 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4kNvAld7cg

Me Singin New sOuL. waS fEelin bored. :P


* 12/02/2008 04:40:00 PM
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WooOhOO! siLat BBQ waS cOoL! thOugh lOtsa ppL caMe lAte.. LOL!
i wAnna spEciaLLy thAnk aLL MY BELOVED JUNIORS for thE pLan!

THANKS TO :
IsZaki & Liyana, RiNi & SakinAh, KaMaruL & Hasby, Hani & Hafiz, Liang Zheng & AtiQah, AL-Amin & En Jia, Ain & Ms J & aLL my bElOved siLatmates thAt heLped out fOr thE bbQ! THANk You! fOod waS rEAlly niCE! otAk2 dEliCiOus (Fa shud nOe wAt wE did tO thE otAk2!) hOhohO! And tHAnks ALoT for thE cooL sOuvenir! i lOve it! wOOoghOoO! :D

To thE bELoved jUniors!
''TRAIN AT UR BEST, POLISH UR SKILLS FROM FRIENDLY MATCHES & GO ALL OUT WHEN IN THE RING! NEVER HOLD BACK, ENDURE & LOSE WITH HONOUR, WIN WITH PRIDE!'' rEmEmber thEse advIcEs! hohoHo! i lOve u cutE lil gUys tO the cOre! :P

To the mOst bEloVEd feLLow sEniOrs!
NameLy: Shirin,Aminah,Marini,Shikin,Haifa,Fara,Salihin,Lily,Nisa

'' I REALLY HAD THE BEST TIMES STARTING THIS MARTIAL ARTS CLUB & TRAINING WITH U GUYS. THE 1ST YR OF TEAM MILLENNIA SILAT IS SUPER COOL I MUST ADMIT. WE INDEPENDENTLY MADE THE CLUB WELL KNOWN & WITH OUR DEDICATION, WE SET UP A REPUTABLE SILAT CLUB. THIS I MUST SAY IS A GREAT ACHIEVEMENT. I WANNA SPECIALLY THANK SHIRIN ( THE PRESIDENT) FOR GUIDING ME TRUOUT IN TANDING & PUTTING UP WIF MY CRAP. HOHOHO! & TO AMINAH(THE vICE-p) THANKS FOR GIVING ME THE OPPRTUNITY TO SHINE & TO THE WHOLE TEAMMATES, THANK U ALL SOO MUCH FOR THE ENDLESS SUPPORT & ENCOURAGMENT IN BOTH MY SPARRING & SENI TRGS! ILOVEU ALL TO THE MAX & I THANK GOD FOR LETTING ME MEET SUCH WONDERFUL BUNCH OF PESILATS WHO ARE ENTHUSIASTIC AT HEART & PASSIONATE IN EVERY MOVES. WORKING WITH U GUYSARE THE COOLEST THING EVER & WE SHUD GIVE TRIPLE PAT ON OUR OWN SHOULDERS FOR OUT DEDICATION & SPIRIT OF BRINGING MI SILAT TO GLORY! THANK U ALL & I WILL CHERISH EVRY MOMENT SPENT, SWEATS, INJURIES,PLANNING,CAMPS,MELACCA TRIP,FRIENDLY MATCHES,COMPETITIONS & PERFORMANCES THAT WE ALL DID, NEVER WILL I FORGET. IREALLYTREASURE EACH & EVRY ONE OF U. LOVEYAGUYS! :D

To the coAches:
Cik Kadir : the funny spOrting coOL dude! thAnk u sOoo much for ur gUidance & coAching us in both Seni & tAnding. ur Lameness will never be forgotten, reAlly. hoHoho! thou only a short time spent, i respect Cik Kadir to the max for his superb skills & his hilarious jokes & teases! & the i still remember he said '' ni pertama kali korang (his silat disciples) buatkan birfday celebration untuk Cik, Cik betul terima kasih kat korang '' aWww... & yupp, Cik Kadir really anggap all of us like his chiLdren. he cAres for our well being & safety. i still remember he tease me abt the dog when he made the 'wooof woof' noise & i was shocked! also when u randomly scold me them mumble to urself. plus, ur random hit on my arm when i was just sitting innocently & smiling to myself. LoL! also thanks for taking care of my injuries ( yeah, he gave me the beSt bruise for memo.) u nOttii coACh! HAhaa!
Abg Im: Thank yOu for ur guidance & coOL coAChing! the nightrAining spent wif u was rEally cOol & amazing. u allowed us into new dimension of moves & motivate us to achieve higher. The torturous trainings are the best moments that i will kip in my memory. & im still sOrry for injuring ur thumb & fingers. hEHee! To bOth tHE COACHES: THANK YOU TWO FOR NOT GIVIN UP ON US! UR THE BEST COACHES EVER! :D

Yours Truly,Madly.Deeply,
PesiLat Shaikah N. :D


* 12/02/2008 04:15:00 AM
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