ATTENTION!!
TO ALL MY FAITHFUL READERS, i will be gOin awAy for 3 days & 2 nights tO EASTLODGE HOSTEL.. wiLL be hAvin my CcA CAMP! yay!! sOOo.. wAt doeS thAt mEAN? it meAns, I CANT BLOG! hEehE.. soo.. jus prAY fOr my safEty in cAmp & i'll bLog abt it aS sOon as i retUrn frm the camp! & wiSh mE luCk for my Cca coMpetition (IVP) nxt wkEnd! thAnkks!! :D
Loves, sHaiKah :D
* 5/28/2007 07:49:00 PM
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heyy heyy heyy!!!!
guEss wat, tOday's SCiEnce mArAthOn waS heLLa tiriNg!! eerkk...i dun like~!!! it's really DRAGGIN! 8AM to 5PM! cann u imAginE thAt?? doin PHYSICs aLL the wAy fOr thAt blarrrdy 9 Hrs! oUh gOat! i fEel like pUking again! & dER's stiLL tMr! oUh nO... i cANt wAit tO end the mArathOn!! aarrrggHhh!
& i cAnt wAit for the CAMP! yay! tMR! i cAnt wAit!! woOhOo!
-_Maybe, ur nOt fOr mE_-
* 5/28/2007 07:40:00 PM
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YestErday, had IVP reheArsaL, mOrnin= MediCaL chECkuP ( wOrst chECkup evEr! onLy thE fighTErs wiL nOe why) & i waSnt fEeLin gOOd. i gOt an iLLneSs. bLEah.
dEn, gO lUnCh.. i had nO appEtite tO eAt aftEr i pukE(thAnks tO thE 100+,cOkE,sOyabEan aLL drAnk in onE shOt for thE wEight tHingy), so i juS bOught thiS 'longan tOfu' whiCh lOoks jELLyciOus.. sOo.. wENt tO baCk tO d tAblE & stArt eAtin it. tO my shoCk, the tOfu tHing taStE daMN aWfuL!! it taStEd likE sum jeLly bEing dippEd wif axe oiL! yUCCkkk!!! dEn i stOp eAtin it of couZ. i juS feLt likE pukin again afta tt. bUt i contrOlled. right afta tt, salihin aSk mE if i wAnna gO OCK wif aMy, & i immEdiatELy sAid 'YES'! haha..comE on, oCk is muCH bEtter thEn thE aXe oiL-ed tOfu! sOo.. grAb a curry puFf & eAt & blablabla.... uNtiL thE rehErsaL stArt, frM 1.30pm up tO 5.30pm. caN u bEliEve thAt?? 4HRS OF NONSTOP TRAINING! IT"S A BIG DEAL OK! wE wEre aLL sOO thirSty & sWeaty & tirEd.. daMn haLL, nO aiRcoN! i tiNk dEr is, BUT, dEy BUDGET, dEy wanna savE current! wEiSh! bIngitz sak! grrr...
dEn off tO eAStlOdgE fOr tOur...blablabla.. daMn tO BK & jOkE arnd hEre & thEre... plAn oUt tHE caMp's itinEry & fOod....yadayadayada... dEn off tO HOME. LETHARGIC. waShup,eAt dinnEr , watCh tv & dEn i feLL aSlEep on thE soFa. yeS. dEn i duNo hOw i gOt on my bEd dis morniN.. haha.. musT bE sum huGE tOyoL cArried mE onTo my bEd.. wEiSh!! nO larh, my lEgs la wAlk mE tO my bEd. tOyOL kE hapE.
TODAY, BEEn really BUSYY! yes..i plAyed a strEetsOCca mAtCh at clEmenti, undEr 'NARPANI sumtink suMtink' organiSation... waS quitE okay... i waS aCtually slEEpy & my wholE bOdy aching thAnks tO tHE rehEarsaL yEstErday bUt i FORCed myseLf up & plAY socca.. soo.. waSnt really gOod in thE firSt mAtCh.. BUT, i BUCKup in thE laST matCh & oUr teaM did weLL.. bUt thE oPpoNENt teaM is a lil strOngER dEn us sO, wE loSt. ovEraLL, wE woN 1 gamE, loSt 2 gamE, bUt thE pOints arE really neAr,,. sOo a JOb weLL donE tO BUKIT BATOK LADIES TEAM! :D oUh, & wE camE in 3rd! weLL donE ziLah ( oUr supErb GK), yOvonne(thE cOoLhAir with shAdE gurL),chEwy( the cUtE bUt dangEr hatriCk sCorEr) & DiwyA( thE taLL eNthUsiAstiC gUrL evEr)! :D
dEn mEt CESS! oUh yes! iT's bEEn agEs! fAtE broUght us baCk durin thE coMp @ clEm jus nw! :D & wEnt tO eAt wif hEr & raUdhah( a neW found frEn!) weLL..did suM heARt tO hEArt taLk.. & weLL, sum cAtChups & updatEs! yeS! weLL.. tO CESS, watEvER happEns, iM stiLL hEre 4 u, u cAn juS foRgEt thoSE shitCraps. bE sTrong, stAY happy & chEriSh ur life! life haS gOt mOre tHings tO offEr sO dun stOp haLfwAy... LOves! ;D
dEN off tO suM placE & dEn off tO mit Nirwani.. weLL.. diSCuss abt projectwOrk 4awhiLE & dEn... weLL.. i bOught hEr sum gifts b4 shE leAve foR hEr MANADO trip tMr.. hOpE shE likeS it! :D Loves!
weLL..dEn off tO HOME! yeAh.. neArLy fAinted in d trAiN juS nOw..i tiNk ovErusE my Energy thiS wholE of 2 dAys... hMm, & thErE's sCiencE maRatHon tMr..in sCH.. BUSSYNEESS! :(
tO aLL my lOveLy 06A2 claSsmatEs & MI sChmATe, ENJOY UR 1 wEek MANADO TRIP! lOok aftEr urseLf wELL & hAf a SAFE jOurnEy! i lOve u aLL! haf fuN okAy! BUT, dun fOrgET tO revisE ur nOtes! MIDYEAR stArts wEn sCh tErm REOPEN remEmbEr??? HEehE.. & i shaLL ENJOY MY BONDING CAMP on tUeSday! yay! cAnt wAit! wOOhOo! :D
hMm.. deArest M1, u wAnna paTCh up? u suRE? u duN soUnd sErioUs enuff... whER's ur siNcErity?
ANd, deAreSt M2, i likE yOu. nO, wAit, it's jus iNfAtuatiOn. iGuess.
-_I aM a SUPERwOMAn!i cAn taHan dis Shitz! yeahz!!_-
* 5/27/2007 06:53:00 PM
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A Letter For My DeareSt Dear,
i dun wAn yOu tO gO. i dun fEel gOod. iM cErtaiN. lOokin at aLL oCcurring nEws ryte nOw.. all thE gLobaL ocCUrences makEs mE fEeL scarEd. i dun wAn anythink tO happEn to yOu. i loVe yOu. you've bEen a vEry wOndErfuL frieNd, loveLy in natURe , born smArt, chEerfuL pErsOnality & pOssEsses greAt qualities.
HOWEVER, i dO wAnt u tO expEriencE thE adventurin oUt of sIngApore.. it wiLL bE a greAt expEriEncE. It's oncE in a lifEtiMe tO gO on sUCh trips. It's gOnna bE bEneficiaL to u tOo in terms of aCquiring knoWLedgE. iM surE u'll haf a totaL grEAt tiMe thEre. i prAy for ur safE jOurnEY. LOok aftEr urseLf weLL & gEt baCk in tiMe & witnEss mE in aCtion nxt wKend. Gona miSs u my friEnd...& eNjOy urseLf.. :D
LovE, ur nUttygiLabUddy. :D
* 5/26/2007 12:05:00 AM
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IVP's coMin. yes. in a wk's tiMe. & tHE camp, in 2 days tiMe.
BUT, wAt happpEnnn?? thE camp, wAT's d plAn? thE cOmpEtitiOn, wHo arE thE confirmed fightErs? hUH, did i hEar sumtink? brEAk? withdrAw?unhAppy?othEr commitmEnts? wHHhaaaatt!!
iM quite mad aCtually. i duNo wAt's wif theSE ppL. wE arE havin thE CAMP, tO BOND. yes, wE arE nEw ppL, in a nEw aCtivity. laCK of skiLL? yEs. wiLLing tO leArn mORe? yEs. sOo, wAt'z wif d reSt? think ur fuLLy inChargE? think ur really supEr dupEr gOod?think u can makE deCisiOns & coME aS & whEn u like? tHink u cAn shOw ur attitUdE? oUh coMe oN', u r skiLLed ppL tHAt wE loOk uP tO. sO, duN spoiL ur oWn reputAtiOn by doin thiS. wE wud lovE tO hAf a happy mEmbErs in oUr aCtivity sO dun crEAtE probLEms. anything ur uNhappy wif, fEEdbACk tO us pErsonaLLy. duN gEt in cliqUes and plAn thIngs amOng urseLves. thAt is nOt thE right wAy. wE wAnt tO do thiS tOgAThA. wE stArt it gOod, wE end it grEAt. duN waSTe this oPportUnity of expAndin ur sociaL nEtwoRk aS wEll aS leArn & guidE evryonE thRough tOgAtHEr in thE pAth of mArtiaL arts. dun bE sEnsitive. wE tolEratE wif u coZ wE try tO undErstANd ur condition. But, u muS aLso in tuRn undErstand OUR poSitiOn & hELp us thRough oUr diffiCuLt timEs. pLs. bE rAtiOnaLe.be open. be proDuCtive.bE profeSsionaL. be considEratE.. & bE understAndin. thAt's wAt wE asK fOr. THANK YOU.
-_bEing a lEadEr is nOt eAsy.bEin in a team rEquirEs commitmEnts & cOopEratiOn_-
* 5/25/2007 11:29:00 PM
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hMm... weLL.. wud like tO say suMtink ..
wAt wiLL u dO whEn u found oUt thAt ur clOsE fren like suMonE whOm u hAve like fOr sOo lOng nOw? wUd u jUs igNore hEr & gEt along wif thE guy u like? OR wUd u sACrificE fOr ur clOsE's frEn sakE? SACRIFICE ur 'lOvE' for Ur clOsE's frEn's hAppinEss?? is thAt lOgiC?is thAt aCceptEd?is thAt okAy? OR wud u gO aLL oUt tO chAllEngE wif hEr & sEe hU gEts hiM? thAt wud meAn u haf tO SACRIFICE ur frEnship wif hEr iSnt it? whAaaaat?? SACRIFICE? AGAiN?? weLL, in bOth wAys, thEre's stiLL suM SAcrifiCing nids tO bE dOnE.. oUh weLL, wAt iS SACRiFICE in the 1st placE? is it a goOd thIng? or bAd? hOw wUd u dEfinE it? oUh... weLL.. is it really thAt iMpoRtant tO sacrifiCE? if nOt, aRent yOu bEing seLfiSh? hMm.. i guEss.. u aLL muS bE diZzy sEeing mE bEing skEptic abt SACRIFICEs. oUh, & dO u realisEd thAt i've typEd thE wOrd 'SACRIFICE' fOR 9 tiMes nOw? oUh weLL, lEt's maKE it 10, SACRIFICE.
i dUnO wAt tO dO... i guEss thAt's da beSt wAy tO kip thIngs goin..i duN wAna breAk any frEnship thAt has bEen made wif lOts of fond mEmOries.. iT hUrts. hOw do i nOE? bcOz i hAd paSt expEriEnces abt frEnship brEakUps. iT's nOt cOoL. trUst mE. i dun Ever wAna bEtray a CLOSE FREN, jus for hiM. bUt at thE samE tiME, i really dO likE hiM. instEad, i spEnt eQuaL tiMe wif hiM & my closEfrEn. sO, thEre's EQUALITY in both relatiOnship. bUt i duNo thAt SHE waS gOnA mEet wif thE unluCKy inCidEnt & thAt HE happens tO bE dEr, to heLp hEr.. thAt's fate i guEss.. bUt hE dun likE her, or do hE? i likE hiM bUt i kEpt it silEnt coz i wAna takE it sloW. bUt aM i really takin a lOng tiMe thAt hE stOpped wAitin & movE on wif hEr? my CLOSEFREN? is he gOna do thAt? nO hE cAnt. cOz i like hiM firSt. yEs. i noE u miGht tiNk im bEing seLfiSh nOw. bUt dEn, wAt shUd i dO? sUppreSs my fEeling hardEr & let hEr initiate thIngs wif hiM? & sEe hoW it goEs? in shOrt, SACRIFICE? hMmm...
weLL, i duNo. i dunO wAt tO dO. i gUess, jus lEt it bE. mAYb, i'll kip it lOw wif hiM.. fOr my frenship sakE. :(
-_jGn pisahkAn aKu dan dia( dun sEparatE uS)_-
* 5/25/2007 10:51:00 PM
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i realli likE dis soNg by avriL in my bLog... 'NOBODY'S HOME'.. i juS fEel like im ablE tO reLatE juSt aS muCh tO thE lyriCs..ok, iM not trynA be eMo hEre but it's juS a faCt.. weLL..u gOt nO choicE bUt tO accEpt it.
"Nobody's Home"I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,She felt it everyday.And I couldn't help her,I just watched her make the same mistakes again.What's wrong, what's wrong now?Too many, too many problems.Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.She wants to go home, but nobody's home.It's where she lies, broken inside.With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside.Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.Be strong, be strong now.Too many, too many problems.Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.She wants to go home, but nobody's home.It's where she lies, broken inside.With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside.Her feelings she hides.Her dreams she can't find.She's losing her mind.She's fallen behind.She can't find her place.She's losing her faith.She's fallen from grace.She's all over the place.Yeah,ohShe wants to go home, but nobody's home.It's where she lies, broken inside.With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.Broken inside.She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeahShe's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
wELL, nO nO, dun strain ur eyEs tO read thoSe woRds abovE.. its ok.. it's juS thElyric of thE soNg.. weLL.. juS expreSsin wAt im feElin.. sOo.. yA.. oUh weLL, fOrgEt abt tt..
ok, baCk tO reality, & tHE faCt is, i've bEen REALLY REALLY EXTREMELY BBBUUUSSSYYY!!!!!!heLL yeAh! i nid a BREAK! yEs, a BREAK! i nOe i really deSErve thE BREAK! the juNE hOLs i meAn.... hMm.. aLso, dEr's a CAMP coMin uP! lOOkin fOrwArd to it soO muCh... weLL, d faCt is, i jus wAnna escApe frm hOmE.. dun aSk mE why...
ouh weLL.. wiLL poSt sum pics sOOn.. for now, u juS dO wAtEver u think is gOod for u.. dun heAr wat othEr ppL sAy, it might nOt bE bEnEficiaL tO u..
_-It's juS INFATUATION. I nOe.Dun fOoL urseLf-_
* 5/24/2007 10:52:00 PM
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hMM... i lOve yeSterday!!! wOohOoo!!
gUess wAat!! yEsterday wEnt tO watCh SPIDERMAN 3 at CINELEiSURE! Like fiNaLLy!! kakakkaa!! oUh man the mOvie waS supErb man! i totaLLy lOve it! ouh, did i tel u i didnt watch part 1 n 2? kErkEr... bUt thE movie is sOoo nice. It's suMtink nEw in a cOmiCaL hErO mOvie, thE storyline wAs really exciting & creAtive, thE effects arE really cOoL & styliSh & thE acTors (especially Harry Osborne) waS gOood lOokin! kakkakaa! Mary jAne (kirsten durst) is prEtty tOoo.. love her wAvy hAir & thE diMple! :D
anyway, yestErday was sOoo muCH fuN! oUh coME on, wHy sO? cOzzzzz... i had grEAt coMpanies! greAt company + supErb mOvie = SUpEr sUpEr FUN!! yayy!! weLL, credits tO Fara & Nirwani fOr orgAnising! & thAnks to Amy,Salihin,Ridzman fOr being suppOrtin! yay! i lOike! :D
hOwever, i wAs lethArgiC yesterday. daMn tired! well, i had futbol trAinin in the mOrnin, artistic prActice in the aftanOon & mOvie at night! wOww!hellavlot! & on fri night,ther's SPORTS HEATs in sCH frm 7pm till 10pm! yes, at night! kakakaka! tired tired!! bUt wen it comes to SUNDAY, of cOz i spent lOts of time SLEEPING!! hhOhOho! wOke up really late tOday.. bUt i dEsErve thAT slEep! yes! hEeHe..
anyway, im juS lOokin foRward tO sCH hOLs! woOohOoo! can plan piCNics, mOvie mArathOn, & slEep! BUT, the nOnOnO things tt i haf to do nO matter what is of coUz, rEviSe for mid yr,prOject wOrk mEetings,aSSignments & cCa + spORts cOmpEtitions! hUrhUr... thAt's life as a STUDENT..
okayy, i will uplOad sum nEw piCs thAt i snapped during the oUtin in frEnsta sOOn okayy! thOse hu wans it cAN grAb em dEr! bUt i will infOrm u afta i uploAd em aLL.. fOR now, dErs nothin in my frEnsta except for my facE! kakakakka! k lar, till hEre, *spOOoof!*
_-i lOve H.O.!!woohOo!-_
* 5/20/2007 05:41:00 PM
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shaikahhh iss sOOooo Busssyyyy! haha!!
BBBUUUSSSYYYNNNEESSSS!
sOOo.. will pOst sum entry dUring the wEekend okayys! chEers! :D
_-sO, wAt's next?-_
* 5/17/2007 12:25:00 AM
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wOOhOoo!
hUrhUR.. soRii abt my daMmmNnnn-ed bLarrddy EMO entries... waSnt bEen gOod for mE dis paSt days... waSt myseLF. . haiz..
anyways, tOday waS bEttEr! haha! had siLat trAinin.. weLL.did PT & leArn fightin skiLLs... was fuN... ya.. i lOve thE skiLLs! wOoohOo! & sadLy, nO rEgu trAinin tOday.. hw sad.. haha.. bUts it's aLright. i enjOyed my trAinin today! yahooOOooo! :D
well well.. im juS woNderin.. hOw cuM sOOoooOOO mANyy pEOpLe arnd mE ( my fREns) are havin suCh hard lOve life... hMM... i meAn,, y aLL at thE samE timE?? saME exaCt periOd?? is der any significAnt tO thAT? hMm.. their lOve lyfe.. aLL.. very very hard ones.. heArtbreAkin i can say... hMm.. why oUh why... hMm... *stOning*
well well..anyways... im like in chArge of sOOoo many mANy thIngs tt iM tryin mA very very very the BEST, noT tO breAkdOwn & gO mad! yeAhhh... tOugh pEriod, tOugh chOicEs, tOugh life. hMm.. bUt the beSt pArt is, thEre arE stiLL ma BUDDIES around tO suppOrt me. that's enuff fOr mE. faMiLy is thE cOre suppOrt nO doUbt. bUt if thEir suppOrt is basEd on whAt thEy like & contrAdiCs tO ur likings, might as weLL gEt thE suppoRt frm elsEwhEre.. CORRECT?? U agrEE wif ME?? hEehEe... hMm..
weLL, juS a fEw shOutOuts hEre! wOOhOoo!
TO:-
SaLiHin aka PengUin, i wiSh u an eArLy reCovEry fOr bOth ur ankLe!& kip ur spirit & enThUsiasm aLive tiLL IVP! yAY! & thAnks for ur sUppOrt durin thE trAinin..haha.. weLL, i waS chOse tO fight in the greEn mAt arEa wif anOthEr aRtiStiC gUrL. & whEn 2 artiStiC ppL combinE, thE wholE tanding thing wiLL tURn ASRTISTIC~! hEeheE.. :D
FaRa, thAnks alOt & aLOt fOr ur carE & advicEs! i really dO apprEciAtE 'em lOts girL. tHanks fOr ur offA & i love u! iM thaNkfuL tO haf mEt suCh cAring frEn like u fara! tHanks! :D
Amy, hEysis!! hEehEe.. weLL, i alSo wud like tO THANK u persOnaLLy, in bLog, in mSn & in evrywhEr pOssibLe fOr ur nEver endin suppOrt & encOurAgemEnt & advices & concern & love! i reaLLy treAsUre oUr frEnship. THANKS alOts! :D
NirwAni, thANks fOr bEing dEr fOr mE trU my uPs & dWns... im soRry if i evEr hURt ur fEelings dURing oUr joKes & teaSes & stuff... and hEy, thAt mUghEad, wASssssup wif him today hUh! prAisEd Us like nObOdy's bUsinEss! LOL.. mUs bE suMtink up his sLEeves.. hEHeee.. yEAh, thE buShes!! haha! nO, thE foReSt! heehEe.. btw, aLL da vEry beSt for ur AKE pErfOrmanCE on I- DAY! wiLL bE dEr tO suppoRT U, HEndrA, FahMi & thE reSt! hEehee..
ErNie, woOohOoo! babE!! JERSEY JERSEY!! wOOhooo! i wAnn my JERSEY! lol... updatE mE abt it okay! dO beEp mE uP anitiMe shall u nid my heLp. :D & iM miSsin u.. it's bEen a wk plUs.. boOhOo! :D
FaLi, wOOhOoo! wE gOna kiCk suM ***!!! haha!! diva la's COMING! muSt rEgiStEr sOOon!! i wAnnn tHE boOts vOuChEr! kakkakakaka! & thANks fOr ur cOnstAnt uPdatE abt diva la! wOOhoo! i miSs U! :D
tO da reSt, thAnks fOr ur visit! hoPE tO heAr frm u via my very niCE tAgbOard! kErkEr! ciOw chin ciOw!! BLAh!
-_iM ENdUriN. rEaL hard._-
* 5/10/2007 12:11:00 AM
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wOOohOoo!
i lOve today.. iM alOt happier tOday as compAred to thE paSt days... it jus suCcckks!.. anyways, had dinner wif teaM Millenia ppL! woOohOo!
i wanna specially thANk thEsE ppL for mAkin mE happy & thAnks fOr jOinin in the dinnEr! yay! u guYs make my day reAlly, thANks!
FAHMI- kErkEr! u slEpt in thE trAin! hEehE.. hAf a gUd reSt kAy! hOpE ur okAy! :D
SALIHIN- haha! u & ur sEmangAtness in silAt! haha! u arE the cloWn in thE teaM miLLeniA i guEss.. hEehEe.. thAnks for bein supportin! hOpE u wiLL enjOy kiCkin aSs tmr! :D
HAFIZ- wEii!! haha! first tiME had a lOng lONg talK & intErview wif u! kErker.. dun frEt, being the eLdeSt isnt tt bad aftEraLL correCT? haha.. hopE ur doin finE & bonded wif the yr 2s!kip smiLing! :D
RIDZMAN- *saLute* iNspeCtOr RIDZMAN, shAi reportin fuLL streNght. haha! kEsian sEh u... kenA tOrturE rabAk2! aiyOoo.. bUt it's aLL about bEing a s'porean gUy,..hahA, hopE u wiLL ENDURE till the end! aLL da beSt! :D
SHAIK- woOhOoo! cOuzzz!! thANks for thE piCs! hEhee..
AMYNAH- hey babE! put tt asidE, foCus on tMr matCh! tOgaTha, we'll kiCk aSs! kerker, love u babE. stAy strOng like a TRUE sRikAndi wArriOr. :D
MARINI- wAhaha! i haf suMtink for u!! wiLL gif it tO u tMr! wOOhOo! :D
SHIKIN- hEhe... u sEnyap jE ehK! evryonE's madE thEir choicE, whO's urs??? :D
HAIFA- hEhee... u go & temAn him jumpEr bArbEr!! hahah! :D
NIRWANI- iM sOrry foR not sittin wif u jus nOw! sorry tAu. & we shaLL haf fUn wOrkin tOgAtha sOoon for oUr PW! wOhOoo! :D
Nadiah- chey chey..happie lar u mit ur beStfrEn jus nOw.. hEehEe.. pity hiM hUH? kena tOrturE seh.. walAoo.. unfAir ryte? hAiz... haha.. u stAY pretty gUrL! loves! :D
IDA- OoOops! didnt tOk to u muCH lar jus nOw.. bUt hey, u kip ur bubbLy persOnaLity gOin on ya! kip on sMiLing & make evryoNe SMILE! hahah! :D
aLL in aLL, i lOve thEsE ppL sOo muCh. u guYs rOCk! thAnks fOR the fuN & joY & lafftEr & spirit & love! Let's aLL facE thE chaLLenGEs tOgathA & fight tiLL thE eND! hUrray! :D
ziLah is cOmin to watCh mE perfOrm tMr!! wOohOoo! :D
ErniE, hOpE u will reCovEr frm fEver soOoN!! love u babE! :D
Fara, i gOt a GOOD & SHOCKIN nEws tO teLL YOu tmr!! :D
FadiL, kErker... i tiNk i nOe hu.. haha... u wAna confeSs first Or u wAnt mE tO sAy oUt hER name? kErkEr..
faLi, its finE deareSt, jus sAy it's a one day gATherin @ ECP or sumtink.. haha.. miss u lar! :D
adit, hMm.. it's bEen a MONTH sincE we laSt mEt.. wAt happEn hUh? hMm..
Arid, hEy dUde, i hOpE ur tAKin it weLL & hey, leT's vEnt oUt oUr frUstrAtiOn tOgAtha tO oUr oppOnEnt okAy? haha! :D
okayy lar! wAnna get dOwn tO bUsiness. ciOw!
_-iM alOt happier wif my frEns thAn YOU.-_
* 5/04/2007 10:07:00 PM
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wOohOo... hMm hMm.. tOday wE gOt thE resuLt of thE PW GROUPING... yeAh... thE thing thAt wiLL sumHow affeCt u7r futUre gradEs.. haha.. yeAhh.. thAt's wAt NirwAni sAys.. lol..
anywAys.. yeAh.. wEn KY annOunces it, i waS realli surprised that hE mEntion my namE first aftA 4 grps.. haha.. meAns, i will bE in mY own groUp.. hahaa.. i meAn.. i might bE leadin thE grp.. haha.. bUt thE beSt thing is, iM in thE samE grp wif my clOSe bUddy, NIRwAni!! hahah!! yAYyyyyY!! wE wEre really shOCked lar... cudnt bEliEve tt wE arE in thE samE grp... haha! well, MIRACLES happen..kErker.. & sumothER ppL arE jealOus of us.. haha.. sOrii ppL! nOt our fauLt.. dis is wAt i call F.A.T.E. :D anywAy, im hAppy wif my grp mEMbErs! yeAh! no complAint... weLL, nOt fOr nOw.. haha.. :D
anyway.. today..in sCh.. hMm. jus lyke yeSterday.. i cudnt fOcus in leSsons... jus dun haf thE mOod to stUdy & wEn i fORce myseLf tO gEt baCk on the lesson, i wiLL juS gEt distraCted & i cudnt absOrb anything. i waS really CONfusEd. really. oUh shhiiitz. i cudnt gEt it off ma mind. bLoody heLL LARh. i dun wAn it tO affeCt my sTudies, my mOod & myseLf. mAn. i daMn hEr. i really DO. I DAMNED U!
-_WAT am i s'pOse tO do?HOW am i s'pOse tO reaCt?_-
* 5/03/2007 10:36:00 PM
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oOops! shitttz! i jUs reActEd viOlEntLy agAiNs my coMp & priNtEr & shOCked my abah. & hE said, " dun stUdy untiL u go crazy lar"... watevEr.
i AM on tHE vErgE oF gOin mad!!
_-SHHHIITZ.-_
* 5/02/2007 10:59:00 PM
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weLL weLL... recEive lOts of cOmments abOut my gOth piC.. kErkEr... it's okayy ppL, i weLcoME more cOmmEnts.. yes.. pLs dO.. hEehEe...
anYwAys, regU's trAinin today waS OKAY..i mean.. jus.. OKAY.. yeAh.. wat more can i sAy? like dat Lor..hMM.. got a lil proB la aCtually.. bUt it's resoLved... or has it? hMm.. i dunO lar.. we'll sEe how it gOes okayy.. i dun haf anymore thiNg tO sAy... bEttEr juS shhhh abt it. wAtevEr. jUS lOokin fOrward tO IVP. insyAllah..
P.I. waS gOod..excEpt that i haf tO make suM chAnges hEre & dEre... aCtually jUS the acCessibility sEcTiOn.. dat's aLL. wAtever.
hMm.. my miNd is really frEAkin mE oUt mAN. i cANt think. iM juS confuSed. iM lOst. y mUst suMtink happen onLi nOw? doEsnt shE realisE that aLL dis whiLe shE has doNe a GRAVE mistakE? is shE BLIND? stEwpit. i duNno wAt's gOnna happen man. & i duNo wAT iM suppOse tO dO. wat shUd i dO? im reALLy sad, disTurbed & cOnfused abt it. in oNE angLe, iM happy abt it. on thE othEr angLe, im terribLy sad & sympAthize fOr hEr. teLL mE, wat shUd i dO? i gUess, this is thE tiMe i nid suMonE thE mOSt. suMonE tO be my sidE & gUide mE & shOw mE the coRreCt wAy tO tAcKLe dis pRob. bUt hu even bOthEr? evryOnE is sOo bUsy wif thEIr own life. nO onE bOther. sO why sHud i dEpEnd on other ppL? No. i shUdnt. iM a strong girL. im indEpEntdEnt. i duN nid any gUy. i duN nid anyonE. my girLfrEns arE enUff tO gET mE gOin. i duN nid aNothEr stRong suppOrt. im a strOng girL myseLf. i cAn haNdLe it. yEs. i cAn. & i wiLL. wAtevEr.
-_iM nOt iN DENIAL, aM i?? shitz._-
* 5/02/2007 07:51:00 PM
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