iNnovators, less brAnd loyaLty and dare to take the risk.
hAHaa. tt was a random thought on my mind frm my marketing moduLe. LOL.
anywayz, quiz were okay. bUt not a gOOd preparation on my side. hMmmm! next up, law test nxt week. gOtta read! ;)
and well! tdy went to Raghini's 21st bday party! she look gOrgeoUs like a princess! Amd the briYani was NICE! hEhee. and met ShobAnA, PavitrA, SiyA, Nir & JaMie SuSie ThoMas! hEhee. miss them lOts! 06A2-ians are very much missed, and the inDiAn gang was totally crazy jus now. LoL. we keep laughing and cAtchup on each other's life. sweeet! hope to see them all again very soOon :)
And the babes went to chill for awhile jus now, had some laugh, updates and momentarily teases. hAhaa! When MystiQ n Lady meets, Babe confirm kena bUllY! LOLOL!
Overall, i like tOday! and im really happy to meet my FrIeNds once again! Shobee's party next! ;)
ps: SorethrOat now. rocK songs up for recOrd! hAHahaa! LOLOLOL!
MystiQ
* 2/28/2010 02:28:00 AM
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brrrrr. I shall not harbour any feeling to anyone right now. coz i know, i will hate tt person in times to come. So, let us stay this way. YeAh. *knocks own head* hw can i like a stranger?? Ohmagoat. *knocks head twice* how cud i even think abt tt stranger everyday? *knocks head trice* how did i even do that in the 1st place? *faints* I guess, this is it. Im gonna let my fathEr choose for me my future husband. LOLoL! :)
* 2/24/2010 09:01:00 PM
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im waLking away from the trOubles in my life.
anD i wonder, why u kEep on running in my mind. can u just vanish? doNt trigger my ridiculOus behaviour. bUt i guess,, ur tOo sweet for that. ;)
I kEep seeing ReD tshirt tdy. thOu not many wore rEd tdy, bUT my eyes kept zOoming at any particular someone who wore red. anyone. weird.
And i wanna watch the mOvie.
MystiQ
* 2/22/2010 10:17:00 PM
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Mid Term bReAk is gOnna be over!
Back tO campus tMr! and iM gOnna start the race again. cOoL enuff! ;)
ANyway, my mind has been distracted lately by external influences. i gOtta keep myself sane. yes. sanity. anyone know of syArahan goin on or any events that can motivate ppL, dO beep mE immediately! i need it sO much. coz im easily distracted. brrrrrr.
And someone chAtted with me today.. the way he says the things.. he seems unhappy with me. i've explained to him bUt, well, i guess, im being MISUndERSToOD. aNd as much as i want tO, i cAnt make him understand.
And iM gonna catch a mOvie very sOon. mYnaMeisKhAn. yes. that one! ;)
MystiQ
* 2/21/2010 09:50:00 PM
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Today... i feel lifeless again.
And when i thought im gOod enuff, it turns oUt, im nOt.
it seems like im healthy, but i still feel the strain on my heart.
And when im happy, my happiness cant be shared. and thus, i dont feel happy anymore.
it seems like everything is perfectly normal with my current family, bUt i still feel thE anomalies of a brOken family.
What aM i? Who aM i? Why aM i experiencing all these? Where do i stAnd? How aM i gonna resolve everythin? How do i react?
these ar the questions that ar left unanswered.
MysTiQ
* 2/17/2010 09:58:00 PM
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Soccer on SuNday was GREAT capital G! i lOve my Raphaelite girls. Ernie was superb as always, Twin was tOp sCorer of the day, Faley was pOised, Bana was lOud, and the new babes are gOod. Overall, i enjoyed kicking altogether ;) bUt im thinking, shall we recruit a coach or we gonna do self-trained? hMmmz. shall consider it again!
Anyway, tdy's movie date with my best buddy was cancelled due tO some unwanted occurences. i knew it this gonna happen. bUt ouh well, its Fate that wont let us meet. nobody's fault. fate seems to play a joke on us both. hAhaa. fuNny uh fatE. brrrrr.
on another note, i feel that.... familiarity breeds excitement. however, pride comes in when it come to responsibility. hmm.. it's always after we lost tt something, only then we miss it. gaaaaaaaaaa. how should i react? really really, i doNt kNow how to react. teach me somebody. anybody. sigh.
And yes! Midterm bReak is here to stay! i am feeling goOod abt this hols! gOnna enjoy it as much as i cann! ;)
MystiQ
* 2/16/2010 11:44:00 PM
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Tdy was good, went shOppin with Flea! ;)
The apek was fUnny. hAhaa. as i took a long time to decide which pash i wanna buy, he asked me, '' masih lama tak? '', i was like '' errm, jap eh..'' and he was '' oo.. saya mau kluar jap,.. tk bole tahan!'' and i was like " ooo! okayy! erm.. okay, go ahead.''. Then before he left his shOp, i said " eh! ok ok, saya mau byar skarang!''. LOL
Aand chendoL was niceeeeeeeeee! wOohooooo! and then bump into this dude who have a long sidebUrn, and i was whispering to Flea abt tt dude and we laughed. bUt sheeeep, he was Flea's friend! daaaamn. was it HakiM? is tt his name? gaaaahaha! and Flea hOpe u didnt tell ur friend abt wat i said abt his sideburn. hAhaaa!
And this bOy is stalking me onliNe. i jus feel like askin him, ''arent you tired of flirting?''. kinda gets irritating. brrrrrrrrrr.
And tmr is Sunday! gonna have reuNion lUnch! yayy! :D
And soccer on Monday! doUble yayy! :D :D
MystiQ
* 2/13/2010 11:00:00 PM
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i live each day this week feeling lifeless. well, apart from the assignments and meetin datelines for project, its really a tiring mind boggling week. on top of that, i am really unwell. hit by flu bug again and now cough. and my voice is fading. and i did my assignment thinking i was on the right track but ended up, i realised that my sources though complements my topic issue, it does not directly talk about my issue. false hOpe! And sO submitted the freAking paper an hour late. plus xceeding the word limit as iF i usually doNt. haaaaaaaaaa. and the only complement i got this week is by my tutor tdy pointing at me while saying ''she is the only one i hear and its not fair coz u guys are not contributing and so, we dont learn much tdy. other classes i give alot, but this class, only 70% of my effort.'' i know its a gd thing for me tt she recognise my contributions, however, things are nt tt simple people. and i dont deserve any round of applause for that either. coz i didnt complete the work tt we all suppose to complete. thats my failure tdy.
and my results ar up. shall not comment on it. and well, i feel dejected. so dejected. coz it seems that every soul is busy with their own life that i feel neglected and abandoned. and no one is available and interested to share my happiness with me. ouh well, a lonely delight. u can say im childish, sensitive and whatever. bUt tht is what im feeling right now and yes, that's just it. craaaap. and i just wish that every single night, when i go home frm sch, there will be a chauffer waiting for me to carry my heavy bag and drive me hoMe peacefully. and i NEED a laptOp. and i WANT a crumpler. to facilitate my learning and lift the burden of my shoulders. ouh well, just IN MY DREAM. even if i grow beard, i wont be able to get all that. coz im living in an unfair world where sadly, im one of the worst off population. freAk.
And i shall stOp fantasising over anyboday. cOz noboday is fantasisng over me. truthfully.
MystiQ
* 2/12/2010 11:11:00 PM
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SHiTCrAPFaRk.
* 2/12/2010 06:19:00 PM
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And sOoooo... i knOw his name! hAhaa. and we ar nOw officially FrieNds! LoLOL. he wOre green tOday.. nOt reAlly my fAvourite, but ouh well, rather than grey! haHahaa!
And soMehow, i feel bad tOwards someone. And i hAven seen tt persOn arnd. wOnder what is uP.. And that another soMeone.. i dOnt know if im dOin the right thing to tht persOn. hMmm.
And today was orAnge! and nOw, we ar playing sLaps bag! LOL. bUt he gOtta watch whEre he sLaps. hAhaaa!
oUh well, iM unweLL. yeAhhzz, been sOo healthy for sOo long, tiMe tO gEt this fLu bUg again. brrrrrr. And i didnt like tdy's tUtOriaL quEstiion, it kinda make me feel like it's intruding on my privacy n sEcrecy. And i didnt kNow what tO say in the class jus nw.. and for the 1st time ever, i didnt contribute much. brrrrrrrrrr. i hate this.
And i gOt a questiOn! cAn we believe in horoscoPe? *wonder wOnder*
MystiQ
* 2/07/2010 12:24:00 AM
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i dont know why this week alone, my life is surrOunded by 4 diff gUys. yEs, just dis wEek alOne. all of them ar making me feel like shit. i doNt wAnna feel this way. gOod or bad, just dOnt enter my life this way. or at best, doNt even enter my liFe! just disappear n get lOst! i aM NOT like any other duMb girLs who weep for yOu evry single night nOr dO i think of any of u sharing my life challenges with Me. and i aM nOt the girl whO cheat or had the impuLse tO dO sO behind anyone's back. gEt that straight. i hAve MY OWN LIFE to lead and i aM sOoo VERY CAPABLE of leading it MYSELF. thE rest just get lOst of my sight! im very much disgusted just by the word 'GuYS'. yUCk.
gEt lOSt! gEt lOst! gEt lOst!
And anOther vEry frUstating extremely puKing parallel shit is thE M*****F***ERS whOm i desperately fEel like destrOying is anOthEr burden to my life in which it is literally making me dEpressed like freAk! gO to hEll and dOnt ever cross path wif me ever again! blOody sickening freAking aSsHOles! GET OUT OF MY LIFE bLoOody sAtaNS! i wiLL FIGHT with yOu with every little strEngth i have even up tO my laSt breAth and iM gOnna make sURe ure gOna eNtEr HeLL!!
* 2/04/2010 12:53:00 AM
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whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat the hellllll???
what is wrong with YOU?! how come u Dots mE?? huhhh? i really really doNt understand this part. wasSuuuuuuuuuup with that???
*sigh sigh sigh*
aNd that Dude rigth there ar making lOts of effort while anOther dude is tryin gently. aiYoh! whY i always end up like this? am i cursed or something?? aiYoh!
And nOw, what? Dots? that's not sOoo nice isnt it? omg.
MystiQ
* 2/02/2010 09:36:00 PM
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Bad bAd baD...
im just gotta feeling that something is gOnna be nOt right.. probably, disastrOus?
and well, last night, it was really unexpected coincidence... like... why did u text me that in the 1stplace? despite the fact that i actually shared it with someone else? funny but.. well.. unexplainable..hmmm.. hAhaa. well, i shant think abt it tOo much.. thOu it's really.. Funny. And today, when we met, it kinda...seems like we ar strangers.. u didnt even acknowledge me. all others except me. can i ask u why? *sigh*
And tO yOu there, sOrry i skipped the eye contact.. was busy and confused and... well.. i know, its just plain xcuses on my part. bUt really, didnt meant to be stucked up! well... sometimes.. i dont knw how i shud react. *sigh*
And i have a wiLd guess that u like her. hAhaa. jus a wild gUess.
aNd the other yOu, u tOo. maybe.
MystiQ
* 2/02/2010 08:57:00 PM
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