im rEally drAined oUt. uNderpErforMed & unproDuctive. eMotiOnaL trAuma & rollErcoAster. it just suCks.
hoWever, iM thAnkfuL for this very onE thing tt happEned and i must say, ' ma pAtience paid off '. sO, if u wAn anything, be pAtient & u will get it. or, it may come tO u. tHank GOD for thAt.
AnothEr thing is, imuSt say, ' Our lives are really prEcious & is vuLnerabLe tO anythink at all..' sO pEople, trEasure ur loved ones & let em nOe tt u lOve em jus as mUch b4 its toO late. May ALLAH bless thEir sOULs & May they reSt in PEACE. AL-FATEHAH.. AMIN.
i had FUN FUN FUN ytd! went tO ECP wif the reSt and lOts of surprisEs aye! EIN & NIR, CONGRATS 4 the ATTACHMENT! hEehe.. NADIAH & NASIR, hAppieSt 1st ANNivErsAry & hOpe u lIke the cHoCoLate cOffEebeAn cAkE! And FARA & KHAIRIL, COngrAts for ur 3 mOnths aNNiversary too! we all had fun & well, we bondEd as one. To RiDzMan, thAnks for evErything & iM gLad tt u lEt gO & stArt afreSh! i salUte u for that! iM reaLLy gLad! wiSh AmiNah was there tOO but its ok coz i nOe she can fEel our hAppineSs ytd during her faMiLy piCnic tOo! :D
and soOoo... ppl kip aSkin me... ' sHAi, when is ur turn?' and i said, ' tMr...' hAhaa! well, FARA & KHAI gt attaCh dis yr 2008 on FEB, NAD & NAS on 2008 MAR and WANI & EIN on 2008 APR. so, hu's neXt for nxt month 2008 MAY?? hAaha.. well, we'll sEe wat happEns! :D
and sOoo... i lOst 1 KG! hAha. bUt well, ONLY 1 kg?? hMM.. no big deaL. hOhoohO! And, i enjoyed fri's trAining! firSt tiMe i enjoyed thE trg wif the coAch. LoL. dun aSk me why. u wont wAnna heAR the ansWer. LoL! anywAys, i cAnt wAit for June's cAmp! gona be a BOOT camp i guess! hOoho!
Checked ma hOrosCope a few days ago & it sAys ' U have stopped pioneering! what happen? Explore. Check out the new sites or new eating pLaces, & yada yada yada..'
okAyy.. nOw.. soMe updates for dis week. it's true tt iM nOt as cOmposed as i alwyys do. But, its nOt ma fauLt. i tried tO stAy aLert in cLasses and sTudy weLL and gO for trAining & dO ma beSt in all the mOves i learnt. However, the reSuLts are nOt as wAt i've aLways achiEved & yes, iM very diSatisFied wif my pErforMance dis wEek. it's sEem like iM losing ma energy & strEngth eaCh day. i do eAt on tiMe, hAf enuff slEep & be chEerfuL & sMiLe tO everyOne i mEet eaCh day bUt as i do all thAt, i fEel lethArgic & weAk & i reAlly dun uNdaStand why thAt is hAppening.
SiLat trAining had drAined me oUt phySicaLLy. And the elEcted cOAch sEems tO be piCkin on me. ok, he is gOod in coAChin us nO dOubt bUt i juSt fEel like.... ok, mAyb im jus bein sEnsitiF here. i adMit my mOves sux. Its faiLing me. reaLLy. iSsit my staMina? or iSsit my bLurness? or iSsit iM intiMidated by the coaCh preSence? i reaLLy dunO. BUt heLL, im gOna dO suMtink abt ma it, iM nOt gOna let my stAmiNa ( iF tt's dA reasOn ) to affect mE. NO WAY!
oUh weLL, thEre's sOo muCH tO do fOr nxt wEek. Gotta cAtchup wif thE piLing aSsignments & tutOriaLs and thE mOuntAin of reAdings. Thanks tO Nik fOr da wiShes of luck! Happy eNgageMent tO ma coUsin KhairuL & ShaMiLa! And am lOokin foRwArd tO mEet Hidayah for lunCh/dinner! And lOokin forwArd tO nxt wEekend wiF HunTer & the reSt! bLah!