iM iN a BIG DILEMMA!!!
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MyStiQaL StAr
* 6/30/2009 12:18:00 AM
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hEllO!
DeAr reaDers, dO visit this blOgshOp fOr soMe beaUtifuL frEsh MaXi DresseS! Also there ar bags & beAch slippers! Not forgetting a woodEn sEt furniture (gO ask ur mOm!) up for grAbs at affOrdable prices! The bLog is my sistEr's bUt u can get back tO me tOo for any enquiries yaw. Go gO now! GO! :D :D :D
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MystiQaL StAr
* 6/26/2009 12:38:00 AM
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hi!
wEnt window shOpping wif twin & meet lady F todAy for dinner! tWin lOoks sOoo good with that new eyeshadOw while lAdy F has bcome tougher than before! ( shE's a 1st cLass shOoter mind yOu!) hEez. nOw i miss the other 2 luminOrian girLs. :(
And well, regARding the guy whO only look at the lOoks ( the one i posted abt in previous entries), tht is just an expressiOn of my thOughts. sO, dont need tO take it so seriOusly. it dOEsnt haf anythink tO do with me anyway. But i dO feel sOrry for the girls whO are crAzy over hAndsOme guys, only tO bE criticised or looKed dWn upon by thAt vEry guy himself. GiRLs! Listen up, gOod lOoks nvr stAys. sO, his lOoks is just tempOrary & no use gEtting sOo crAzy over him. yeAhz! So, whAt ar u wAitin nOw? duMp all the hAndsoMe guys u kNow and gEtta know more decent ppL whose heArt is sincere & whom u can depend on to guide u in ur life! yeAhhhzzaaa! :P
To twin & Fara: correction, the guy DONT really like ppl wearing sLack bUt he likEs ppl weAring mAke up. sOrry i was a lil confused just noW when talking abt it. :)
ANd heyy, i just fEel like... *sigh* Ok, wHAtever it is, tMr im gOnna call up the thing and ask em abt my status and then, i can decide on my next step. i just feel a lil nervous at times coz i dont know if im doin the right thing & yet, i doNt wAnna haf any regret. *sigh* its reAlly hArd bEing ME. im vexed.
And well, expecting 2 dates this week. We'll see how it gOes. hMm.. but i guess, being MiSs ShAi Norulez, i will just cancel both dates. aNd nt gettin attach anytime soon. LoL.
MystiQaL Star
* 6/24/2009 11:43:00 PM
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Hii!
My throAt hurts! ReAlly reAlly hurt. It feels like a needle poking at the side of my throAt. ouch! and its the 3rd day now. And plain water dont really help much. :(
hOHoHO! anyway, lastnight, i kinda haf a split second of happiness! LoL. Just felt uN-lonely for the 1st time. Ever. :)
And, i dOnt like it when this happens. And it happened. Again. hmm. This whole week, i just feel... like how i felt last time. All come at once. hMm. And dont tell me i hAd to be my evil self again. Thou its fUn to be da real ME, i dO feel a lil sympathetic. And i bumped into him at the mRt platform tOday. UnexpEctedly. Felt ackward a little. And he asked, '' sO wat ar u doin here?''. And i answered, '' Im waiting for..soMeone.'' And his face changed. and i just smiled. And his trAin came & we said byee. And this week itself, 2 of my old friends, well, nt tt old but both of them i knew for quite awhile now, asked me abt boyfriend. 1 of em asked: '' So.. u still haf a bf?'' while another asked: '' No bf meh?''. hAhaa. i lAugh when i reAd those qns. And yeAh, i told em simply, ''nOo, no bf.'' and ''im nOt a lesb but i dont like bOys''. hOhOHO :O ouh well, but i treAt both of them as my friEnds. yeAhz, u guys ar in my good Friends list. dont worry. :)
And i jus feel like letting someone know this. Dear *whOever*, i've rejected 2 boys & 1 girL only because of you. yeAhz, coz i WAS head over heels over yoU. bUt now, i dOnt know if it's worth hurting others coz of you. And since we ar on good terms & i've stOpped my childish moments, i feel thAt, i shoUld learn to stOp hurting others bt instead, accept them considerably. and yeAhz, tt's why im keeping my options open now. And having done that, maybe soon enuff, i will be with someone who cares for me for quite some time now. And i hope, im doin the right thing here. And again, i wanna ask yOu to do me this favour, please stOp makin me puzzled by using that term on me. Thank yOu.
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p/s:
Ernie, thAnks for updating us readers with the escalating no. of bAbi flu caseS in our national cty. hEehe :D
Faley, lEts dig in BJ since u reAlly want it. hoHohO! :O
Fara: i miss yOu. And i really do.
Zilah: hEe, 1st time jOgged wif ya! cant believe it! and then the morning jog was fun tOo. yeah, 7am jog on our bEd. LoL. :D
To Forknose, Sprinter Rag & Sporty Chick Ash: E.c.p probably on nxt wEekend yaw! :D
MystiQaL Star
* 6/19/2009 01:34:00 AM
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Hmmm..
Does lOoks matter?
AnswEr 1: Nooo larr! wAt matter the most is the heArt! :)
Answer 2: Of course! I got image u kNow? The more handsome/pretty partner i haf, the better. lOoks compatible wif me! :)
CRraaaaaappppp! The 1st answer is sOoo typical. of coUrse u wud say as such lar but when it comes to reality, certainly u will chOose that PrEtty sWeet lovEly girL over thAt Simple avErAge-lOokin gOod girL. What? ur saying NO? come on man, ask urseLf, whO wud u ask oUt for ur company's D & D? And which one of the 2 girls wud u take lotsa pictures with and pOst on ur online fOto aLbum? ANSWER THAT. and dOnt gif me buLL***T if u cAnt give me a gOod reasOn.
Anyway, i dOnt understAnd why u asked me to do thAt when it dOnt really meAn anything. iM over thAt childish periOd now. well, 'childish'. i cAn take in whatever u wAnna give me. Meaning, i will not get sOo affected now than then. So, just shOot.
And iM gEtting attach sOon. hAa!
MystiQaL Star
* 6/17/2009 02:52:00 PM
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10th JUNE 09:
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BFF NORAZILAH TAIB aka SARDINE!
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MY CFF SITI NIRWANI NGAPANI aka Ms NERDY!
12th JUNE 2009:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DX BABE FIFI aka FeeFReAk!
15th JUNE 09:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FA FARIZ RIZ aka MATReP!
Hope u guys hAd a woNderfuL celebration this yeAr! May God bless ya'll wif gd heaLth & may lOve surroUnds ya'll forever! Love u guys! :D
P/s: View thE bdAy vidEos on the left cOlumn! ENJOY! :)
MystiQaL Star
* 6/16/2009 03:04:00 PM
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And sOo.. had a nice night oUt with my buddy on fRi and went tO hauNted hOspital -thelivingDeAd on sAturday! had sUshi & sWensEn with my sistaz & broyankee! yUmmmyliciOus! Enjoyed my wEekend! yay! :)
Well soMehow, i feEl different tdy. i had a dreAm, a weird dream tt kinda open my eyes as a girL. its aboUt... a mixture of... revenge, responsibility as a girl, friEnds,family with oUtsiders, hP & communicatiOn, and an unexpected loVe with a bAd guy. itS reAlly weird & oUt of imaginatiOn. And when i woke up, i found myself saying, '' thAnk GOD, it was a dreAm. It was only a dreAm.'' *sigh* and it got me thinking, wat does it mean? all those scenarios in my dream, wat do they tryna imply? im stiL thinking....
And now, i feeel like pampering myself. with everything. yeAH, eVerything. hMmm...
MystiQaL Star
* 6/07/2009 08:43:00 PM
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teLL mE iM speciaL even thOugh whEn i knOw iM nOt.
i hAd rEcentLy fEel very demOtivated & dOwn. fEels hOpeless & useLess. jUst, what aM i living fOr? and whAt aM i reAlly? i kNow, i dont dEserve a chArming prince cOz im nt a princess & my lyfE is nOt, nOt evEn any neAr tO a fairytaLe. i kNow, im nOt a genius kid whO can aCE all her academic subjEcts. aNd iM not boRn intO a rich cEo family. iN othEr woRds, iM just a plAin ugLy kid living in a destructive enviroNment wherE evErything falls apArt and nOt sMart enuff tO qualify for higher stUdies tO makE her famiLy proUd and whEre mOney is thE rOot of all probLem and bElieve it or nOt, i aM a loner. yEs, soMethings diD chAnge for the bEtter. bUt ME? iM nOt any bEtter. the bruise may be gone and teARs may nt be shed. thAt's tO kip up with being BraVe & sTrONg. bUt aLthOugh i've provEn my strEngth & kip evRyonE happy, nO oNe kNows hOw tiring thE facAde cAn bE. aNd whEn i fEel reAlly reAlly weAk, i juST fall dEeper & pOssibly breAk intO pieces. stiL, i hAf tO gEt back up on my oWn and face thiS wickEd worLd alOne. and then i find myself sAying , "ShaiKah NuruLain, u hAf tO deaL with this, sO, just DEAL with it!'' aNd get uP tO cOntiNUe waLking. And then wAt happens? the cycle repeAt itseLf. and again,i find myseLf repeating the same line. '' DeaL With iT!''.
And aLL im dOin nOw is, im hoLding on. hoLding on nt for my duMb ugLy seLf, but fOr YOU. (whOever tt might be)
MystiQaL Star
* 6/01/2009 03:44:00 AM
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YogUrt wif oReO! NicCcceeeeee! :D
*Pose*
MystiQ & Lady of ConquerOr
hAhaa! hAd a niCe tiMe wiF my deArest LadyF tdy! wEnt shOpping ( for hEr) and windOwshOpping (for mE) at buGiz! hAHaa. bEfore thAt we hAd a suMptuOus meal of Nasi BriYaNi DAM! yyUuummmyyliciOus! thEn shOp shOp shOP & finally, wE hAd some nice taLk abt bfs n suCh at BErrylite while enjOying a nicee sMMooth frEsh fAt frEe yOgUrt! hOhOHO! :O ok, gyM tMr! LOLOL! :)
MystiQaL Star
* 6/01/2009 03:23:00 AM
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