oLa! sOooooooooo my buSy dAys are ovEr! yAy! well, for now la. hAHaa. in any case, i hadnt get a good sleep since last week. sO this week im gona sleep early everyday! (yeAh right. look at the time of this entry.) LOL.
So whats next? Lets sEe... =Accounts tutorial & online quiz due on this Fri -Stats Revision -IrhR Essay next next Mon - Individual Account project on nxt Fri - FInal WR submission on Wk 12
HahAaa. crAzy? yeAh totaLLy. :) And tick tOck tick tOck, i didnt know that there is 1 wEek study break coming up soOn until all my frens told me and they were like, '' Ouh i cAnt wAit for the 1 wEek holiday!'' Me: '' err.. holiday? 1 weEk? when? Them:'' *all shocked fAces* whAt? u mean u didnt know theres a holiday coming up?? wE are all lOoking forwArd to it and u didnt know abt it??it's in 3 wks times! only left 2 wks for sch!'' Me: '' Really?? oh my gOd. i reAlly didnt know! Them: * lOok at Shaikah wif a horror shocking face * Me: '' Ok okayy! iM a NErd ok?? i didnt look at the schedule much. brrrr. ''
hAHaa! sO tHAt's it! Blur Me. LOL! ppl anticipating holiday while i didnt even know one is coming up.
ANd today i received another surprise. hAHaa. There is this boy who works at LjS ccK. i aLways order frm him and he is very polite n smiley. And sO my surprise, this aftenoon, my frens wanted to eat Long jOhn for lunch sOo i dragged my feet there at tiong bAhru LjohnSilv. then that Familiar face greeted me and i was like..... isnt he????? sO i happily oredered frm him.
Him: *smile* 'hi mam can i haf ur order?' Me: '' hi, urm, give me that cheese chips..bla bla blac...' Him: ''ok total is $$$' * paid him and he prepares my food.* Me:'' urm, u ar frm ccK brAnch right?'' Him: *smile* '' yeah... haf to come here.... '' Me: '' ouh.. coz not enuff ppl here isit?'' Him: '' yeah... but only for today la... coz later haf to go back to cck...in the afternoon.. hahaa.. *smiles* Me: '' ouhh.. okayy.. hahaa. ''
sOo.. it was a weird but interesting conversation and imust it was a nice surprise and it made my day! coz, the whole day tdy i was feeling slEepy. hAHaa. Thanks boy! ( i dont know his name.) :D And to add on, My younger sister made me proud as she hAd scored excellently in her final yr geoG pAper! (which i tutored) hhEe! Smart girl! im vEry proud of you babysister! :)
Misses: And i miss Ernie & Faley alOt! Followed by Fara. Annd i bumpd into Zilah tdy in the bus 300 going home. hEhee. :) And tO Shobana: apologies, cudnt go to ur place for DeepavaLi celebration! but i reAlly reAlly thAnk ya for the invitation! thAnks! ( can i haf some laddu & muruku pls pls pls?? hEHee) And to Raghini: thAnk u soO much girL for the tag! hEhee. dOnt worry, im coPing & surviving well here.. dont get stressed by my craps here yaw.. hehEe. chEers to you! :D
chEers to everyone! words of wisdom by Shaikah N: '' Happy days cant be everyday, coz if it is everyday, then it is not a life. Life is defined by mundane routine as well as surprises and changes or alterations and adjustments of our actions. U cAn choose tO be hAppy or sAd. However, the amount of the workloAd is the same everyday. sO, why not choose to be happy? hAHa! Shaikah being OPTIMISTIC here.. ZU! sEE this ok! iM being an OPtimist! LOL. :D till here dearest readers, *huggies!*
phEw! This week has been hectic. hAd Economics test yesterday and STatistic teSt tOday just a few hrs agO. And im gOnna aNNounce this tO the whOle world man, ''STAtS is my biggEst ENEMY for nOW!!'' craaaaap. *sigh*
On a brighter note, i talked tO him today.. for the 1st time ever.. hAhaa! Me: '' hEy, how was the test?'' Him: '' heyy.. so -So... hAhaa!'' Me: '' it is CRAP right? hAha.'' Him: '' yeAh.. hAhaaa!'' Me: '' *smiles* ok,ayy,, byebye..'' HiM: ''*smiles* byebyee..'' And we parted, he wif his clique, im wif mine. :)
On the grey area, - IrhR essay 2 plan due on Monday -Econs Assignment due on Monday -StAts grp presentation and 1st written report on Tuesday - AccoUnts iNdividual projEct on Friday
And sO, my wEekend gonna be burned to ashes. LoL! bEsides that, on sAturday morning, gonna practice siLat with Marini for our 1 day coaching at Zhenghua Pri at the end of this month! phEw phew! busy busy time!
Special thanks tO: ERNIE & FALEY for the very encOuraging words at my tagboard! Now i know that im not alone facing this kinda sheeets. U both had it worse and yet, u both manage to survive! *salutes* u both will be my living example of a survivor! hOhoHO! Also tO FARA for the kind advises and always cheering me up till i cant stOp laughing abt our in-jokes! hEhee! And to TWiN, hopE ure dOin oKayy there :)
And sO, tdy Zilah wentto interview at tiOng and thot i didnt have lesson when i actually exceptionally haf lecture today! n sO we didnt get tO mit, :( but nvrmind cOz we ar meeting sOOon! :) till hEre, i'll update again soOn! :D
dAMn. iM nOt hAppy since last weEk. things kEep on hAppening as days passed. im lOsing my grip on things. its irritating bUT i cANt controL it. evErynight, i will sit on my bed n stare into space for i doNt know hw loNg. tHinking of stUpeed things. its reAlly tiring. And ive nOt bEen productive in sCh. tOld ya thAt i cANt foCuz. evrything just distract me. or is it me distracting myself? i doNt kNow. In anycase, jus wanna post my complaints here.
i usEd to think that laptOps are just for display and it is more of a hassle to carry it arnd n stuff like that. i used to think tt it is nOt any gOod an iNvestment. However, nOw, right nOw, i cAn safely say thAt I NEED A LAPTOP. iNdeed, it is a neccessity for mE. I nEEd one tO assist me in sch stuff. i reAlly cAnt rely on my half dEad pC and the crOwd in the lib waiting to use the coMp. its reAlly freAking piss me oUt. 2ndly, i nEed a wAtch. sAw this one wAtch at bUgis junction, cost arnd 30bucks and i kinda like it. But again, nO means to purchase it. And i just bOught myself a shOe to sustain me for now coz my favourite shoe has worn out real bad. yeAhz, i only haf 1 pair of shOe for walking arnd n for sch. i nEed another shoe, watch, laptop & money for transport. like reAlly reAlly. i just feel sOo pOor. nO NO, im nt asking anyone to sympathise wif me, i just wanna share my agOny of bEing pOor. it sucks all the time when u cant get the things u need. And the pressure of weAring brAnded gOods is still oN toP of my head. cant get rid of it. ppl arnd me ar all rich or shall i say cAn afford to buy the necessities they need. good for u all. bAd for me. And i guess, making new friEnds everyday is nt a gOod idea. but i dun wana appear stUck up. it's hard to adApt. bUt i will try.
Besides that, my twin's revelation is coming up soOn. I will just pray for the best for her. As for my confrOntation, i guess, i wil haf to put it off first. Not now. Having tests soon and i dun wann distractions. Howver, i must admit, i feel the cringe EVERYDAY. To do wat im suppose to do and coNfroNt it all. but, its not the time yet. yUpp.