well, i duno wAt tO say anymore.. i've strAined ma heArt again whEn i waS dOin my nApfa teSt..it waS accidEntaL. and nOw, thE pain is in mE, & forEver will be wif me. fOr thE 1st tiMe, thE pAinkiller dun wOrk. oHmagOat.. GOD heLp! hMM.. ok, i nOe i cAnt aSk for mUch bUt it's jus one thing tt i wana dO, tt is tO coMplEtE ma NAPFA and paSs them well. Jus lEt mE coMplEtE ma laSt ever physical fitneSs teSt. thAt's all. aftER thAt, thE strAin cAn stOp mE frm doin othEr stuff, i dun mind. i dun bElieve im typin dis, but tt is wat i wAnn nOw. Jus tO coMplEtE ma NAPFA teSt & up tO ma abiLity tO paSs em aLL. iNsyALLah.
Ouh GOD, pLs heLp mE. Thank You. :(
And GOD, pLs curE mA frieNd Ridzman whO is sUffErin froM his illness tOo. Amin. :(
-_i wiSh i waS like bEfOre, norMaL & heaLthy.. :( _-
* 1/29/2008 08:59:00 PM
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hOlllaaaaaaaaaaaa!
ok ok.. so, had a perfOrmance @ Haigh Girl's sChooL yestErday! hMm... it was great.. yeah..nice food n stuff.. and den.. UneXpectedLy, there are sum SCDF team puttin up a firedriLL shOw der.. and sOo.. ders lots of the bLue gUys dwn derE.. suM realli wOrk hArd while mOst are jus ' tangkap handsOme & act cOoL'.. urgh! iM diSgusted!
anyways.. after mA siLat team perfOrm for the G.o.H, we roamed aroUnd the sCh.. pLay games, take quizzez & interAct with the SCDF guys on how tO use thE eQuipments n stuff... it was gOod & usefuL. yEAhz. and sOoo.. we roamed arnd....& arnd.. & arnd... UNTIL, wE stopped at this cardiO pulmonary reSuscitation in short CPR booTh. hMm... the thing is,afta each game we participate in, we'll get sum prize or stuff lar so i aSked the guy in charge wat tO dO at tt bOoth & the guy shyLy said tt if i dO the CPR cOrrectLy and i will get a handy 1st aid kit. And sO, i immediately Q for ma tUrn... of cOuz, wEn thE officer asked me tO dO the CPR, i act duMb lar.. i canttell him tt im cErtified 1st aider mah.. if nOt, hE nOe im cheatin.. LoL!
ANd soO.. yeAh.. while Q-ing, anOther officer waLk past me & we eye-contact.. and den he chg shitft wif the persOn stationed at the booth ( at the onee tt i was Q-ing at ).. sO.wen it cums tO ma turn, he taUght me hOw tO gO abt dOin thE CPR..and i aSked suM stuff abt the mEthods n evrytink...and den he jOked wif us..( me ain & nadia )...after our turn, ain n nadia left while sofyan came to me & said tt he wana do the cpr tOo.. & so i accompanied him tO tt same officer..after yan had completed the cpr, (he's d last persOn tO do it) dEN we thanked the opfficer & walk away .. bUt jus a few steps awAy, tt same officer catch up wif me & talk to me.. LoL..jus aSkin sum Qns & well.. appeArentLy wE taLK abt UGs & rAnks & stuff.. & he's frm PayaLEbar SCDF team..den i aSked him wat his rank is as it sEems nice & goLden..LoL.. den he said ' im onli a lance cOrpOraL'.. dEN he aSked me wat ma rank was whEn i was in RCY & wen i tOld him i was a sErgeant, he quiCkLy said," ouh! woW.. tt's gOod lar..u r higher rank den me! i kEne salute tO u! ' hAaha!! i juS laugh it off & said tt it's diff lar.. hE in NS whiLe im in a sch cca.. it's 2 diff thing.. den we jus talked & qn each othEr whEn sOfyan waLk beside us & duN wAna gO eLsewhEre.. i meAn, come on lar, i & tt lance cOrp are interactin wif each other and sofyan jus wana sebok2 and walk wif us... grr! bcoz of sOfyan, tt lance cOrp kinda ackward tO contiNue taLkin.. hMm.. i duNO why.. he jus kinda slow dwn the conversation sUddenly.. hMmz.. dun tell me he tHot Yan is ma guy?? oUh nO... grr! he's nOt!! haiyz.. i tink he wanted tO ask me sumtink cOz he was like sayin ' sO whEr do...' & the qn stOps der as tt was the mOment whEr Yan waLk near us.. hAaaha.. its ok lar.. anyway, we said bye tO each othEr & smiLed & went tO our own direction... hMm.. tiLL fate let us meet again, hEre's tO a nice mEeting, chEers tO him! :D
* 1/27/2008 02:11:00 PM
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ANd soo..had wondErfuL tiMe dUring trAining dis 2 wEeks! ( WARNING: Dis entry coNtAins all abt SiLat tRg & nOthIn oUt of thAt tOpiC, sO, fOr tHOse whO arE nOt tt iNtEreSted in it, dO nOt rEAd. hEehe.. )
on thE first relaxed training, wE had a 'grAb da dUstEr spAr!' and i hAd thE priveledge tO play the game 1st. it's a neW 'game' invented by oUr dEArest belOest prEsident, Shirin. hEehe!! and sOo.. i mAtch wif Ain... hMm.. kinda nErvOus of coUrse... wAts mOre.. hAVin a bad coNcussiON wEn i foUght wif hEr dUrin the prEviOus mAtCh! thE othEr teAmates wEre all tEasin & hOpin that i wUdnt gEt anymOre injury on thE hEad... LoL.. anyways.. yEah.. thE fite were oN & wE spar...of coUz, wE fOrgOt tht oUr miSsion is tO gEt the duSter at eaCh othEr's baCk. iNstEad, wE spArred as usuaL... both me n Ain focusin oN bringin eaCh othEr aSses dOwn! (jatuhan!) hAaha.. bUt suDdenLy, on thE 3rd roUnd, i remEmbered the miSsion & quiCkLy, i diD thE jAtUhan on hEr & at the same tiMe grAbbed tt duStEr of hEr! & i woN! wOw!! hAaha!! it was a grEat fEeling..bUt sUrprising tOo! evryoNe chEered & wEll..continue wif thE reSt... evryonE fitE sEriOusLy & thE oPpOnents wEre aLL wEll matChed untiL, it camE doWn tO Amy & I'in. yes. thEy had tO maTChed wif each othEr! LoL.. bUt i mUst appLaud em bOth fOr doin weLL! yEs. thEy bOth tried very hArd tO gEt tt duSter off eaCh othEr's baCk. hOwvere, it bEcame a draw, well, wat cAn i say, both of em r gOOd. really gOod. Amy, u mAde thE femaLe spEcies prOud! :D and fAra, she was a lil bad tt day.. she injurEd nini's pAlm!! hAaha... wEll, actually, it gOes tO shOw tt Fara's skill in spArring is iMprOvin. She was attaCkin mOst of thE tiMe & shE rEally is fOcusin on hEr mOves mOre thAn her uSuaL smiLings! gOod jOb SistAlurp! iM proud of u too! :D And at laSt, my tEam (REdteaM) woN the challenge wif the agg sCOre of 2-1! yay!
The 2nd rElax trg hOwvere is a lil disappOintment cOz ma team lOst. And i hAd tO sparr wif ma twin! I really fEel guiLty and i dun wana hUrt ma own twin of coUz. bUt, well, it's martial arts, u hAf tO fOcus on ur sparring skills & not ur persOnal emOtions or wAtsOever.. and soo.. we had a gOod mAtCh. wE bOth wEre dOin gOod BUt ma twin mAnage tO grAb thE duSter off ma bacCk, & she wOn! hAaha. coNgrAts tO hEr & thE othEr team! :D And oUh, Nisa jOined us for tt trg.. she spar wif liyana bUT at laSt, it was a draw.. it'S ok nisA! dEr's stiLL mOre trg tO coMe! :D
And on laSt friday, 19.01.08, wE hAd trg in the hall fOr the 1st tiMe ever! it waS cOoL.. & Hanif joined us fOr hIS 1st triaL.. it waS fuN. wE lEArned nEw moves..it was really cOOL! And dEn, camE thE spArring sEssiOn....Hanif was chosEn tO spAr wif Hafiz.. it was fuNny!! hAaha.. Hanif nOe nuts abt tHE ruLEs in thE ring & hE jus run tOwards Hafiz & kiCk hiM hArd. Hafiz kiP coMplAinin tO mE ( iwas his cornErwoMan ) tt his *&@! hUrts. LoL.. nxt tiMe bring ur gUard alOng ok! :D And dEn, Shirin aSked em tO stOp & ask Hanif tO hAnd ovEr thE bLueveSt tO me! Ouh woW, and nOw i hAd tO spArr wif Hafiz! i was bLurr & shOcked. I nvr spAr wif a gUy b4. Of couz, thE nErvOusa was dEr...And sO, ma twin bEcame ma cornerwoman & she mOtivAtEd me aLOt. hAaha.. thANks twin! And well,, dER it gOes.. ma first spar wif a gUy.... And tO thinK, hE mAdE mE fall on gOt me on mA 2nd coNcussiOn! i was rEally bLur aftEr thE fall, fOr a fEw sEconds dEr, ma hEad was spiining like mad cOz it hit me on the exAct same spot as ma first concussion! bUt after a few secs later, i fEel alright & contiNue the sparring. tO ma surprisE, i diD quitE well! i mAnaged tO hit hiM, grAbbed hiS leg up & mAdE hiM fall a fEw tiMes.. nOt tt mAny tiMes, jus a fEw tiMes.. hAaha! & i tried many tiMes tO do the 'nike' mOves bUt Fiz hAs iMproVed on his reSistance, And sO, i cUdnt dO it. hAaha! bUt nvr minD, at lEaSt i tried! haAha..it was a gOod matCh.. evryonE chEered mE on inc I'in & Shirin! pity Fiz, nO onE support him durin tt mAtCh! hEEhe.. sori eh FIZ! :D ANd oUh, thE funny embArasSin part was, nO one did 'SapuAn' durin the spar & i jUs fEEl likE doIn it wen i spar wif Fiz, And sO, dErs dis poItnn of tiMe wEn i was nEar Fiz bUt he Didnt wana attaCk, and sO, pUff! i did thE sApuan on hiM & gueSs wAt! HE ALSO DID THE SAPUAN AT THE SAME EXACT TIME!! LOL!!! da...evryoNe kacau lar... sayin wE fAted la, gOt tElEpAthy lar.. wAtErvEr lar!! hAaha!! i waS rEAlly stump fOr wOrds.. pAiseh lar! saMe tiMe u nOe! wAlao.. hAaha..bUt Overall, it wAs a goOd matCh, Fiz waS sAyin tt i hAd stRong hAnds & lEgs! LoL.. thANks Fiz! u've iMproVEd tOo! Ur reSistance level iS iMprovin & u nOe ur wEAkneSs & strEngth. tt's a gOod obsErvatiOn. And dEn anOthEr funny thing hAppEned, Salihin was chOsen tO matCh wif Hanif, and sO, i waS I'in's corneRwomAn.. dEn whEn thE matCh was abt tO start, i chEered em on. Both of em.. & in thE midst of thE matCh, i chEEred Hanif on ( it wAs a spOntAnEOus aCt ), bUt nEvEr did i reAlisEd tt thE whOle team was quiEt at tt pOint of tiMe & i waS the onLi onE chEerin Hanif alone.. And Hanif quiCkLy aCknOwlEdge mE for tt chEEr by sAying ' wAh, FiNally (u sUppoRt mE)! Thanks!! ' And dEn evryoNe tUrn tO look at mE & stArted kaCau-ing me Again! dis tiMe, i waS rEAlly pAisEh. Come on lar, It was Hanif's 1st trg wif us and thAnks tO ma chEerlEAding skills, i hAf mAde a fOOL of maseLf. hAaha...okAy, lar, he aLso thAnkd me fOr tt CheEr, and sO, i shdnt bE pAiseh lar,.. LoL.. it's nOt as if i likE hiM tt's y i chEer hiM on ryte? And oUh, Ain aLrEady 'Chop' hiM... ' i da ambik Hanif eh, u takE salihin Ok!'..tt was hEr wORd tO me! LOL.. ain ain... kau ni pOn! well, and so, thE womAn of thE matCH gOes tO SHIKIN! yEss! shE really fite weLL, shE mANagEd tO dO suM jAtUhan on Fa.. shE is iMprovin hell of alOt! gOod jOb kin!! :D
And sOo.. dEr it gOes, ma 2 wEeks of siLat trg hAppEnings! hAaha... lOokin fORwArd tO more fuN in trg! yay! :D
* 1/20/2008 12:50:00 PM
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hEyy....
okAyy, its bEen agEs sincE i typE an enTry in hEre.. wEll, lOts of stUff hAppEned ever siNcE sChoOL opEn... hMm.. 2008...it's nOt a gOod stArt fOr mE. lEt's sEe..
on thE 1st weEk of sChoOL,
- enjOyed sLaCkin fOr 3 cOnsEqutive days wif mA bElOved FSWARNS girLs.
- fuLfilled NirwA & Nad's new yEar resoLutiOn of lEpAk-in at syEd & crAp & lAff likE mad.
- had mudpiE @ MacD likE fiNaLLy aftEr bEin kEmpUnan duE tO undErcoNstrUCtiOn of Lot 1 Macd & d faCt tt suM oUtLets duN sELL dis nEw stuff. grr!
on thE 2nd weEk of sChoOL,
- 1st evEr cOncussiOn on da riGht sidE of mA hEAd tt lEft mE tOtaLLy bLank on da spOt
- sEveraL luCky escaPes froM rOad aCcidEnts, sEriOusLy, vEry lUCky escApEs
on thE 3rd wEek of sChoOL,
- gOt scOLded by ma dAd on thE fOne whilE i waS in sCh, bEen called namEs & uNdEsirabLe thrEAts
- bEen eating disOrderLy cOz nO appEtitE
- offEndEd suM of ma frEns cOz ma miNd is nOt in thE right state, ok, i was sO affEcted by ma daD's bEhaviOur towArds mE & thE whOle wEek, i juS duN lOok gOod, as in, many ppL aSk mE if im ok n stuff coz tHEy say i look palE, i lOok tirEd, i lOok bLur & coNfusEd & in a daze. well, i gUess, ma facE shOws it aLL. yEs, iM a prObLemAtiC kid & it's nEver eNding. hMmz.
- tOtall wOrn oUt by p.e. evry singLe day in sCh, i jus fEEl lEthArgiC. wat's wif siLat & thE staCk of piLing gEog tUtoriaLs. & p.E. is a reAlly a kiLLer. iM bEginnin tO hatE p.e. nOwadayz. wE hAf tO trAin for the napfa test coMin up soOn & it's just wOrn mE oUt sEriOusLy.
- again, hAd a sliGht coNcussiOn during sparring & it hUrts cOz it hit me on thE exacT samE spOt tt i hAd thE laSt sparring sEssiOn.
- the whOle wEek, thE strAin of ma heart mUscLe cAn bE feLt & yEs, it dOes wOrsEn at tiMes. hMm, gUess i mUst hAf strAin it fUrthEr hUh? hAiz..iM a stUbbOrn kiD. i hatE maseLf fOr thAt.
And sO, tt's thE miShapS & bits of hApPEnings in ma entire 3 wEeks of 2008. it suCkks i nOE. oUh weLL, its all paRt of lifE. Let's accEpt nEw chAllengEs & handLe em weLL & up tO ur abiLity. DarE tO tRy, DarE tO suCceed. iM aLright nOw.. juS nid mOre reSt phySicaLLy & mEntaLLy befOre thE wEekend eNds again. tiL hEre. sayOnara tO aLL ma swEet rEadErs! thAnks lOts fOR viSitin!
-_Ur wOrds hUrt mE alOt. But i shall nOt hOld em agAinSt u. why? cos i lOve u._-
* 1/18/2008 10:51:00 PM
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whEn iM bOred,
i'll remiNiSce abt tHe paSt.
whEn iM alOne,
i'll thiNk abT mA stAnd.
And nOw,
iM diSsapOintEd.
iM hUrt.
-_it's jUst mE_-
* 1/02/2008 09:51:00 PM
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gOodBye 2007.
hEyya 2008!
oOkayy.. soO.. eRNie hAd pOsted bits of her lYfe in 2007 & hOw sHe wAns mOre hAPpenings in 2008. aMy hAd doNe suM seLf-reFleCtiON as weLL as a refleCtiON abt thE stEwpit scREwed wiCked witCh. FaLey hAd listed rOughLy wAt hAppened in her sOciaL lyfe & hEr skOoL coUrses & hEr briEf 2008 resoLutions. Syazwani had listed her hAppEnings by mOnths. FAra & Nirwa, pEnding...hMmz...
sOo.. wat shall i type in hEre? My 2007 lyfE? 2008 ResoLutIOns? hAaha... if u all wanna nOe, every yEar my resOLutiOns will bE the saMe, & it nEver bEen achiEvabLe. wAt iSsit? ' i wAnna bE sLiM & buiLd mOre muScLe!'. yEAh rytE. Let's dElEte that resoLutiOn. Let's dO a nEw onE. hAaha.. oKay.
hMm.. tO stArt with, this yEar, 2007, hAs bEen a vEry mEmOrabLe onE fOR mE. Let's sEe.
1. Joined a CCA thAt i nEver dreaM of jOinin.
2. 1st Fight in the IVP ring.
3. 1st titLe of 'Captain' in ma sOcca teaM.
4. More inJuries & bruiSes. (as coMpared tO 2006)
5. 1st encOunter with thE supErnAtUraL. (dUring cCa caMp)
6. 1st tiMe hAvin 3 CCas at one gO.
7. 1st tiMe gETtin tO know a dEcent gUy dUring thE mOnth of RAmaDhaN.
8. 1st tiMe bEing involved wif soMe 'bROthErs'.
9. 1st tiMe cUtting off mA coNneCtion ToTALLy wif a gUy tt ' it diDnt wOrked oUt wif '.
10. 1st tiMe sEein ma frEns bEin in hOspitaLs.
11. 1st tiMe kNowin thAt ppL arOund mE arE r sUffErin froM hEArt-oriEnted siCkness.
12. 1st tiMe wEnt fOr a hEaLth chEckup wif thE maChine tt i nvr hEArd of.
13. 1st tiMe hAvin a circLe of frEns hU arE gOod ppL & iNfluEncing gOod hAbits.
14. 1st tiMe hAvin NO sEriOus dEpreSsiOns abt FaMiLy mAttErs.
15. 1st tiMe havin many ppl (freNs) cElEbratin thEir birfdays bEfOre mE or nEar ma d.o.b.
16. 1st tiMe nOt hAVin tHots of coMmitting sUiciDEs.
17. 1st tiMe winning medaLs afta many yEars.
18. 1st tiMe aftEr 5 yEars of nOt pErfOrmin on stAge, did i gOt thE chAnce tO pErfOrm mArtial art mOves fOr 3 coNsecutive tiMes in sChoOL.
19. 1st tiMe sittin fOr A LeveL papErs.
oUh weLL, tO liSt dOwn, thEre is sOO mAny unpLeaSant things hAppEning dis yR bUt i wUd rathEr nOt reMiniScing abOut them. Let it bE trEated as the paSt. YEs, my paSt. And fOr the wondErfuL hAPpenings tt hAppEned, i wiLL chEriSh thEM fOrever. Here's a goOd stArt fOr 2008:
HAPPieSt 2008 tO aLL my bElOved FRIENDS & FAMILY MEMbeRs! May 2008 briNg us MORE JOY, FUN & LOVE! My NEw yEar resoLutIons? Let's sEe... bEing invoLved wif suM arAbian gUys mAybE?? hAaha!! oK ok, i shall stOP it. i wiLL uPdate u aLL sOOn wif my NYResOLutiOns! yAy! CHEERS TO ALL! HerE's a TOaST! wOOoOhOooo!!
Sign off,
ShAikah NuruLain SR.
* 1/01/2008 02:12:00 PM
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