woOOhOooo! NOw, taLkin abOut MYE 2007! hAaha!! lEts sEe....
MON- ECONS pAPER 1
-2 DRQ QNs = 1 caN dO, 1 cannOt dO
- MALAY PAPER 1 & 2
- eSsAy qNs = DAMN BORING TOPICS! i chOsE thE mOSt logicaL toPic to writE on, 'JENAYAH' (CriMe) & nOt doNE weLL eNuff fOr a pASs. My LAnguAgE is a sUcckkAa fOr thiS pApEr sErioUsLy.
- ComprEhEnsiOn = i caN dO! hAahA!
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TUE- GEOG PAPER ( HUMAN & PHYSICAL)
-3 qNs HUMAn gEog = 2 caN do. 1 fOrgOt thE ansWers! ( thx tO my S.T.M! grrr!)
-3 qNs phySicaL gEOg = ALL CANNOT dO!!! wAAaaa!!! diFFicuLt Okay! gRrr!
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WED- pHYSICs pApER 1 & 2
- MCQ = DO-abLe lar!! hAAha!
- STRUCTurEd qNs = CANT dO!! iM dOom! damN hard pApEr!!
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i waSnt feELin WeLL thAt day on wEd. i waS reaLLi UNWELL dUring phYsic pApEr. daMn..
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THUR- ECONS PapEr 2
- 4 EsSAy qNs chOosE 3 = i caN dO 2 1/2 qNs! anothEr 1/2.... erMm.. fOrgEt tHE ansWers! aGaiN, THAnKS lOts tO mE S.T.M!! grrRr!!
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FRI - LIT PAPER ( PROSE & K.L vs F.F.)
- pRosE qN = dO-abLe! hOpE tO gEt morE marks! i got Identify + Support + Elab/EvidEnce ok!! :D
- KiNg LEAr vs FaStin,fEaStin = dO - abLE BUT, nOt eNuff tiME!! grrrr!!
- A LVL ORAL EXAMINATION
- rEadiN = exceLLent! bUt i waSnt surE thE proNounciAtion of the KRONISME word.. hAizz..
- cOnvErsation = daMnnnn!! i thOt tOo muCh abt thE poLiticaL faCtors & she aSked mE abt DIsCipLinE?? i waS BLANK! bUt, i mAnAgEd tO smokE my wAy trU wif suM logicaL ansWers.. sOoo hOpefuLLy, MERIt plS? hEehE ..
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weLL.. thAt's it.. hAaha.. waS realli NERvOus b4 takin my A OraL ... bUT suMonE managEd tO caLm mE dWn wif hiS enCouragin mSg.. ' dOnt paNiC, stAy cOoL' .. & i repeAt thAt alL da wAy tO thE invigilatoR's tabLe.. it heLps! ThaNks tO thE sEndEr of that mSg! :D
sOo.. my laSt papEr wil bE on TUE, LIT-OthELLo... soOo... yEah.. gOt 3 dAys tO mug it, SAT (iM sooo gOin oUt!) SUN( we'll sEe if anybOdy aSk mE oUt) MON ( yOuthday hOLs! yAy!)... hAaha.. wiSh mE luCk fOr my laSt papEr! hEehe..
fOr nOw, iM gOna juS ENJOY.. tREat mE! trEAt mE!! hAahaa! i juS finiSh kAraokE-ing juS nw... dEn it rAins... oOo.. cOOoL... niCe... blEsSin fRm thE aLmighty.. hAaha!! yEah..
-_miSsin u likE crAziE thOu i doubt ur siNcErity_-
* 6/29/2007 09:42:00 PM
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HEy hEy!! iM baCk tO UPDATE ABT DIVA LA FUTBOL 5!! yAy!!
hAaha.. YEAh.. sOri ppL..my tiMe wAs tAken uP by my 'xm dis whoLe wEek sO nO tiMe to updAtE my prECiOus BLOG!! hAAha!!
ANYWAyS, DIVA LA rOcKkkkssss My sOOoooccckkss!! hAaha! it wAs daMn fuN!aLthOugh we loSt a fEw matches, iM prOud thAt onE of my teaMs wEnt iNtO thE DIVA LA knOCkoUt stAGE! & hEy, thE OPPonEnt teaM wOn by pEnaLty kICk, sOo...DX iS nOt that bad aftA aLL rytE?? hAaha! & i lOve thE luNchbREak tiMe whEreby bOth DX21 teaMs played agAInst eaCh other + coAcH + jamEs ! hAaha! daMn fuN!! & amy, i oSo kiCk thE baLL & makE it tErsEndat!! hAaha! u tO thE rigHtside & mE tO thE left sid of tHE gOaLpOst!! hAaha! thOse hu wEre thEre wiLL noe exaCtLy wAt iM taLkin abt lar! hAaha!! Dat's tOtaLLy fUnny lar! thEn thEn..
weLL.. thEre's suM pArts whICh i cUdnt controL my angEr & hEy, HE is bEin UNFAIR tO mE OK! sO, i hAf aLL thE riGhts tO igNOre hIM & cursE hiM & hAte hiM & freAkin shUt hiM off hiS blArdy biG MOUTH! YEAaaahz!!! U cAn shUt ur big fREAkin mOUth up lar suCka! daMMmnnn U! GrrrrrRRrrr!!! deN wAn tO sMs mE & try tO bE niCE tO mE & stuff... HA HA HA, wAtEvEr it iS, i stiLL HATE U. BEAr tHAt iN mInd MR WATEVER SHITZ.
ANywAy, a SHOUTOUT tO my LOVeLY DX21 babEs! :
DEAREST DX BABES! ALTHOUGH WE LOST, WE ARE STILL HAPPY RYTE? HAAHA! BCOZ, WE HAD FUN & ITS SOOO MUCH FUN THAT I WILL REMEMBER THAT DAY TILL MY LAST BREATH! YeSYeS!! IM SURE IT'S A GOOD EXPERIENCE FOR THE NEWBABES WHO JOINED US DIS YR FOR DIVA LA & TO THE EX N.O.C BABES WHO HAF BEEN WIF ME SINCE LAST YR, I MUS SAY, UU PPL IMPROVED HELLAVALOT! REALLY REALLY! U GUYS SHUD BE PROUD OF THAT YA! HeEHeE... NOW, WATEVER IT IS, DX21 BONDAGE WILL NVR BREAK! YeS YeS?? HaAHA! WENEVER U FEEL LIKE KICKIN, U NOE WHO TO FIND YA DX BABES!! HaAHA! I LOVE MY DX BITS & PIECES LAR! YAY! CAPTAIN S LOVE U PPL! EXCELLENT EFFORT I MUS SAY TO EVRYONE WHO MATCHED! LIVE THE GIRLSOCCA & NEVER GIF UP HALFWAY! PURSUE UR DREAMS & ACQUIRE AS MANY EXPERIENCE AS U CAN WHILE U R STILL YOUNG OK? HaAHA.. -MsG BY caPTAIn S! :D
SoO, NEXT UP foR DX, a gathEr gAthEr sESsion!!! hAaha! fOR nOw mAkE urself FREE on 070707!! yEAh, we arE gonna haf a PICNIC OR mAYB BBQ.. suMWhEr in sPOrE! hAaha.. weLL, iM in thE miDst of plAnnin lar sOo caNt infOrm u girLs a DETAILED iNFo abt thE gAThErin yEt... HOwEver, onCE iM dOnE, i wiLL cErtaiNly tELL u aLL lar ok!! haAaha!! ( MY PLaNnin ACcomPlicEs- FALEY & ZILAH! heLP mE lar dEy!! hAaha!) & thoSE hU wAna VOluntEer ur tiME tO heLp mE in thE plAnnin, hey, U R WELCOME TO DO SO OkAy!! :D haaha!
-_ i LOvE my DX babEs!_-
* 6/29/2007 09:19:00 PM
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TMR IS THE BIG DAY! the day thAt i'vE beEn wAitin fOr! it is..................
DIVA LA FUTBOL 2007!!!!
hAaha... sOo.. i guEss DX babEs arE aLL gEAred up! sOO.. wE shAll kiCk suM nUts & baLLs
tmr lArh!! oKayy!! haAha! i LOve dx! nO matter wAt happEns, rEmEmber, oUr mAin objeCtive is to
HAF FUN! sOoo lEt's gO crAzY on fiCo's fieLd tMr! yAy!
aLL thE beSt DX21 GIRLS!! wE RULE wE NOE! yEAh!! :D
LovE, CaptAinsHai! :D
* 6/23/2007 12:03:00 AM
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OK, i sAid tHE F woRd coUntlEss tIMes TODAY. yEah, i mAnaged tO stOp sAyin thE vuLgar fOr sOOo lOng nOw & TODAY, ALOT OF SHITZ HAPPENIN & i cAnt coNtroL it anymOre. likE FARK! GRRrrr!!
* 6/21/2007 11:14:00 PM
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LOST . CONFUSED . MAD . ANGRY . GILER .
Im bEcOmin C R A Z Y ! YEs!!! CRAZY!!!
FREAKIN SHIT! wHY aM i in cHArgE of EVrytINk?! iM not a ROBOT u MORONS!!! fREAkiNg mOroN! shIts!!
OKOK, ANNOUNCEMENT TO EVRYONE WHO NOE ME.
1. iM gOnnA quit SkOoL.
2. iM gOnnA reSign my pOsitIOn aS cAPtAiN fOr DX.
3. iM goNnA stEpdOwn my poSitiOn aS bEin LEadEr fOr PW.
4. iM gOna bEfrieNd thE gHoSt/SPirits.
YES. iM gOnnA dO jus thAt. THAT. ALL of thE aBOVE!
fREak. iM gOnA bE frEe totaLLy aftA i dO aLL thAt doN u tiNk sO? yEs? HA hA hA.
thErE's aLOt of tHings gOin oN & ppL arE bEComing SHITTY. hOw aM i gOnna livE? fREAkOs!
& u nOE wHy iM gOnAa dO aLL THAT?? bECoz,
1. uPcOmin X'Ms & i cAnt stArt REVISiON ( for thE firSt tiMe EVEr, i dOnt revisE my woRk)
2. somE plAyErs arE giviN mE pRObLEms & DLF orgAnisEr arE bECOmin shItty by puttiN up 2 sTEwpit teaMs fOr my tEaM tO vErsUs agAiNst.
3. MembErs arE nOt cOopErAtiNg & nO onE carEs abt thE gradEs anymORE.
4. tO stOp thEm fRoM hAUnTin mE aroUnd, whY doNt i jUS be thEir frEns & bEcomE a SATAN? yEs?
FREAK.
* 6/21/2007 01:15:00 PM
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OOoooo!! gOooaaattt!! dis is wHen a BLOG is USEFULL!!
i wAnna teLL u! i likE hIM! yeAhz! i like hiM!! i Like hiMM!!! i like hIM!! i like hiM!! i like hIM!! i realli realli like hiM!!!! !!!! kakakakakakaka!!!
bYEeEE!
* 6/13/2007 01:48:00 AM
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Ok Ok, lEts gEt dOwn tO BuSiNESS!! yES!
oUh well, the silat CLOSING ceremOny is finally ovEr! My family chAlEt is oVEr! sO, wAt's next? hMMm.. DIVA LA!!! yeSSsssaAaA!!! kakAka...den.. mid yr!! NOoOoooo!! hEehE..
nOw, diva la will be on 23rd jUne.
sCh reopens (whiCh mEAns Mid yr X'm) stArts on 25th JuNe.
sO, hOw? hAf tO trAIn aS weLL aS reviSE CorreCt? hmm.. ssOoo.. wat shall i dO nOw? haha..
well.. u nOe wAt, fOr thE firSt tiMe ever i skip sOccA trAInin! ( apologies tO dx bAbEs!cAptAin is FATIGUE lar..) thAnks tO my oVAslEpt-neSs! haha.. well comE on', i gOt chAlEt ovA thE wKEnd & thAT meAns i dun get enuff slEep. & yeSTerdae i wEnt baCk quitE latE aftA the IVP CloSing CEreMOny. wEnt tO chiLL wif fAra & i'in @ admiraLty mAc'd b4 hEAdin hOmE .. thAnkieW i'in fOR thE iCEee cReeEaAam!! yAy! heEhe.. well..well.. dEn got baCk hOmE.. yadayadayada.. dEn online till 1 AM.. hmM.. cOz i waS chAttin wif M3.. yeAh.. u nOE.. haha..well.. u nOE i nOe publiC duNo( quOted frm ChA).. kErkEr.. if i nOE dEn u dunno dEn lEtS aCt duNnO coz i dunwAn u tO noE... hEehE.. ok, stOP it, it's cOnfuSing ppL shAi! haiz... & ouh ya, wEnEvEr I'IN is AroUnd, BEWARE!! kErkEr...
anyWAyz..yeAh,, i gOt a big big pRobLem hERe. u nOE WAt? i cAn't stARt rEvising! oUh nO! i cAnt stArt on my rEviSion uh!! hElp hElp! i nid tO gEt dWn tO my stUdy! MYE in 2 wks timE & iM stiLL nOt gEttin dEr! wAt thE tOotiE tOot! grrrrrrrr! & early tOdAy, i waS hAvin a gOod tiMe MOviE mArAtHOn-ing wif my bElovEd faMm!! gAhahha! how cud i dO thiS??? oUh noo.. Now, iM fEeLin GUILTY. and i mEAn, REALLY GUILTY. shittzz!!
-_aNd iM guiLty_-
* 6/11/2007 04:43:00 PM
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ThEsE are suM piCs dUring our silAt trAining! hahah! aLL CANDID! hEehE.. enjOy! :D
* 6/05/2007 04:27:00 PM
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iM a sTRong girL! kAkakaka! u nOe why? cOz, i enDurE thE pAin on my bOdy! & i aLSo endurEd thE pAin in my heArt! kakaka! yeAh, heLL yeAh, iM a stROng girL AgAin! yeAh! i duN nid anyonE elSE! yUppz! kakakaka!
DeareSt M1, i nOE u carE, BUt i duN tiNk i cAn cOmmit tO u. iM vEry sOrry.. i dUn wAnna maKE a fOoL oUt of ur iNnOcEnt bEing.
DeAreSt M2, i tiNk i've clEared my tHoughts. It's juS infAtUatIon. yeAh. iM pOSitivE.
DeAreSt M3, iM spEeChless. i WAnna taLk tO u bUt i duN dAre. i dUno wAt ur tiNkin & i duNo wat impreSsion i gAve u wEn wE met thAt day. oUh shit. i wAnna gEt tO nOE u bEtter! i really do.. hAiz..
WAtever it iS, iM glAd i've mEt u aLL... i will trEASurE all thE happy mOmEnts thAt wE shAre wif eACh othEr. thAnks.
_- iM nOt aLoNe-_
* 6/05/2007 03:39:00 PM
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IVP = SUCKISH
i dUn like it. i duN like thE eNdin at aLL. why? cOz im injUred! thAnks tO thAt 70kg NTU girL! eerkk!! wAtever tO hEr man! WHATEVER!
BUT, im proUd of myseLf cOz at thE very leAst, i tried FIGHTIN in the RING! yEeAahhh!!! i nOe hOw it fEels likE tO be in the riNg, wif ppL chEErin u On & lOokin at u in aCtiOn! it's cOoL! daMn cOoL! weLL, i juS wAnna sAy tO aLL TEAM MILLENIA SRIKANDIz & SRIKANDAz, ThAnk yOu sOoo mUCh fOr all the stRong sUpport & encouragEmEnt & advicEs thAt u gavE mE beFore,dUring & aftA thE matCh! THANKS! i appreCiate it lOts! i Love u aLL! i really dO! :D And, tO thosE whO foUght fOr MI, dUn bE diScouragEd by the lOssEs, we stiLL hAf oUr tOp AisyAh & Shirin tO chEEr oN fOr! sOoo ppL, be gEAred uP & suppORt oUr fElloW wArriOrs nxt wEek for thE sEmiz! yay! &, not tO fOrgEt, oUr dEArest LAKSAMANA AHMAD SALIHIN iS aLsO gOnnA brEAk hiS oppOnEnt's liMbs! aLL thiS is happEnin nxt WEek, SATurday, 1030aM @ NUS SPORTSHALL 5! bE surE tO catCh thEm LIVE wif mE! kakaka! *SOunds like iM advertising thEm on TV!* ;D
anyways... i jus reAlisEd sumtink vEry iMportant abt myself. I knOw thAt iM stRong enUff to hAndLe prObLems regArding FaMiLy, Love & FRiends nO mAtter hOw hard it is coz i've expErience a Lot in thEsE arEAs & i cAn handLe thEm sOo weLL thAt nOw, i cAn easiLy aCt accOrdiNgLy whEnever im fAcing sum shitz in thEsE arEas. sEriOuzLy. But recEntLy, i juS realisEd thAt, whEn it comEs to fightiN phySicaLLy wif a living thing & fightin mEnTally wif a nOn-living thing, iM nOt as tOuGh. Now i nOE thAt at the externaL, i appEar tOugh & indEpEndEnt & hArdcoRe ( 1St impreSsiOns : mOst ppl thOt im the brAve minAh who loves tO gEt involvE in gangfites & a pErsOn whO wiLL eAt ppL up) bUt let mE teLL u, im NOT aLL of thAt! dEep dOwn insidE, iM stiLL a girL whO nids a gUidance & lOve & pRoteCtiOn by suMonE elsE. iM nOt a WondErWomAn. iM juS an ordinAry girL whO is tryin sO hard tO endUre wAtvEr shitz thAt's happEnin arnD hEr. & i dO gO crazy at tiMes whEn i cuDnt tAkE it anymore. i did lOtsa thing tO torturE myselF whEn i gEt aLL EmO-ed uP. & i jus realisEd thAt, iM actuaLLy, a wEaK girL.My dAd is a sTrong gUy, mY stEpmom is a stRong wOmAn bUt iM nOt a stRong girL. iM onLy TRYING to bE strong. bUt in aCtual faCt, IM NOT! aaaarrrggghh!!! SHIT! i HATE dis seLf- diScovEry! i hatE thiS reaLiSatiOn! i HATE thiS faCT! whY did i realiSEd this onLy nOW?? WHy?? hOW coME?? WhAt thE heLL!
-_iM a sTrong girL, aM i? or aM i NOT?_-
* 6/04/2007 04:41:00 PM
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weLL.. hEre it GoeS.. the HAUNTED CAMP ..
Day 1
i waS in sCh.. haha.. thEre's dis stEWpit sCiEncE marAthOn tt laSted foR 9 hrs thAt i HAD to atteNd. 9-5. my aSs werE burnt. Yucks. sO, i skipped day 1 in camp.
Day 2
I wEnt wif Salihin tO thE camp frm sCh. yEs. its' tHE sci mArAThon again. yUCks.
sOo.. we went in tO thE eASTLOdgE hOsteL.. yeAH.. fOund Our rooms.. & cheCk-ed in... mEt the fightERs & thE artiSticaL warriOrs.. waSs sOoo glad to seE thEm! But.. amy told mE thAt thEre's an empty bEd in hER rOom, her rOom waS a 6 bEd rm & suppOsEdly, i had tO shAre with my 4 girLs (fAra,ShikiN,HaifA & Marini) in thE QUad rOom whiCh consiSt of only 4 bEds, bUt sincE thEre's an xtra bed in Amy's rOom, i wEnt tO hEr rOom n unpaCK my sTuff dEr. weLL.. & i had tO oCcupy thE tOp bEd, cOz thE reSt arE fuLL sOo no woRries. i juS climbEd uP & reSt & did suM waSh up & juS chill oUt for awhilE wif thE reSt in thE bUnk.. dEn suddEnLy, Icha waS laffin like a mAd woMan in thE gUy's bUnk.. im cErtain that shE tOok thE laffing gAs.. bUt sOon enuf, it waS baCk tO quiEt & normal situation sO we wEnt oUt fOr nighttrAinin & dinnEr wif all my cAmPmAtes.. trAinin waS tiring & sWEatin.. it waS humid at thE trAinin place, tHOugh thEre's sum wind heRE & thEre.. thE dinnEr was Ok Ok.. not really dElicious, hEy, it's a cAmp. so u cAnt expect a 5 stAR hOteL fOOd ryte? sOo.. since it dun really taSte SOo goOd, i jus atE thE ricE & fried egg wif sum pOtAtoEs despitE the sPooOnfuL of otHEr diSh on my platE. dEn.. off tO thE bunk.. ( weLL, i duNo why bUt i fELf nAusEa wEn i stEp into my bUnk, sO i wEnt tO thE toilet & vOmit oUt evrytiNk) dEn bAthE & den chill 4aWhilE at FArA's rOom, jOkE hEre n dERe.. yadayadayada..
den Icha suddEnly wEnt bErsErk. aMy & mAseLf tried oUr vEry bESt to calm hEr dOwn. shE went mad, shoutin,laffin,kiCKin arnd.. Amy & I nOe suMtink is insidE hEr, sO wE wEnt tO read sum prAyErs & whiSpEred in hEr eAr thE prAyers.. Amy gave hEr a drink that shE had chAnted sum prAyers on whilE i grabbed hEr arms n legs tO prevEnt her frm, hittin hER self cOz shE was really reActed vioLEntly wEn we said thE prAyErs..bUt aftA awhile, shE waS baCK to hEr nOrmal sElf, & shE said she felt weAk & thAt shE duNo wAt happEned.. dEn she joined thE reSt ( shirin lily budi shaik .....) whilE me & amy went for our ishak prayer at Fara's rm.. And tHEn, ICHA wEnt bErsErk AGaiN! thiS timE, really SCARY. REALLY viOlEnt. Amy & myself wEnt tO dO thE samE thing wE did eAlier But oUr prEsident tOld is tO gEt oUt & lEt hEr handle... sOo.. wE wEnt oUt.. & dEn an old mAlay WARDEn camE & did suMtink tO cUrE Icha... evritink wEnt baCK tO nOrmal.. dEn wE all deCided tO slEep. bUt AMy & Myself cUdnt sO we stAy uP & haf a chAt..whilE thE rest of oUR bunk mAtes & suM guys wEnt oUt tO shOp..it was midnite.. bUt thEy stil wAnts to go out..sOo.. up to em la..Me n Amy hEArd thAt THEY ( shirin's gAng) dO nOt bELieve thAt Icha was PossEssed. Instead, they said thAt shE was jus aCtin tO grAb our attEntiOn. BUT, ME & AMY ( and thE rest, fAra,fa,rini,shikin,ain,nad) nOes thAt she WAS being pOssEssEd. WEll, it was still my first night dEr, & this had tO happEn. wAt a luCk. hahaha...
DAY 3
It's thE laSt night. in thE aftAnOOn, wE had intEnsive trAinin at NUS. Den wE went baCk tO our hOstel to reSt n prEparE for BBQ @ nite. but at 6pm, mE & amy wEnt to grAb a short nap in our bunk.sOo.. wE slEpt.. bUt thE bUnk is really hOt, i waS sWeAtin despite thE fAn & thE aircon neAr mE. i didnt nOE thAt Amy fElt thE samE until shE decidEd tO adjust thE aircon & dEn, wE slEp agAin.. bUt it didnt help as mUch. it becamE woRst. i waS sWeatin pRofuseLy..& im surE Amy tOo. a lil while latEr, Lily camE intO thE bUnk, & wAke amy up, & sAid, 'why did u off thE aircon mOTor' or izzit ' why is the aircon temp being inncrease'.. & hEncE, thAt explAins why wE wEre sWeatin prOfusely.. but wAit, the fan & thE airCon was tO thE mAx b4 amy adjuSted, hOw comE it's still hOt?It was ON foR like an hr & the heAt waS really extreme. well.. mAyb, our body tEmperAtuRe cudnt reaCt as faSt tO thE tEmpEratUre... wAtEver.
sOo.. at 7.30pm, amy wOkE up to prAy mAgrib whilE i jUS wokE uP & wAsh up cOz uNluCkily, my pEriod camE jus wEn i was abt tO tAkE thE 'wudhu' .. sOo.. i cudnt prAY.. sOo.. i jus wENt baCK tO my bunk, alOne & paCK my stuff so thAt the next day, i dun hAF tO paCk up.. hERe's thE thrill, wEn i waS paCKin up, i kept lOokin around thE rOOm.. i dunO why but i fElt a bit diff.... like vEry anxious... well, at that pOint of timE, i guEss maybe i was jUs fEelin wEird cOz of my period & thE faCt that the rm was really quitE at 7 plUs..sOo.. i quiCKly paCk wAtEever i cAn & rush oUt of thE rOom tO mEet fAra & thE othErs.. dEn at 8, we wEnt oUt fOr BBQ@ EC!
at 11.30pm, amy fara shikin,rini,fa,salihin & myself dEcidEd tO wEnt baCK tO hOstel.. coz thEre's Nothing mUCH tO do at EC late at nite & thEre's onli 1 small tEnt that sumonE broUght thAt i helped tO sEt up.. & its nt eNuff tO fit us all in.. sOo.. off to hostel.
AMY,SALIHIN,FARA & myself was in the 6-bed bunk (AMY's & MY rOom) & wE sat on ICHA's bEd nEArest tO thE dOOr.. & talk.. AiN & NAd jOined us sOon aftA coz thEy said thEre's really nOt mUCH tO dO at EC.. soO.. d 6 of us was in thE rOom. jus taLkin & suddenly, thE tOpic abt ICHA's incident wAs brought up... & wE commEnted.. sOo.. yeAH.. bUt sUddEnLy, i fElt very hOt neAR thE dOor ( i wAs sittin on ICHA's bEd jUs opp thE door wif Amy & fara whilE salihin sat dwn neAr the door & ain n nad was packin sum stuff jus beside me).. sOo.. i jus fan myself abit wif my hand bUt sUddEnLy i fElt differEnt, while thE reSt wEre talkin abt thE inCindEnt, i fElt like tHEre's is suMtink that sUrroUnds mE.. sOo i juS kEpt quitE & sElawat in my heArt.. & wEn NAD tOld us thAt sHE can sEnse thE pREsEnce of thE sPirits & thAt Ain cud sEe at timEs thOse 'THINGS'.. i jUs cudnt tAke it..Ain pOinted out thE pOsitiOns of the 'thing' thAt she sAw & i guEs thAt's thE biggeSt misTAke tt wE cud evEr makE aftA reallin Icha's incidEnt. Fara waS really afrAid thAt shE sWitChed place wif amy & shE sat in bEtwEen me & amy. i jus pAt on hEr & says ' comE on, relax, its nOthing..' i was jus tryin to reaSsure her BUt Again, i sEnsed thAt thE 'thing' was surrounding mE, nEar mE, & it's getting stRongEr. The prEsEnCE is stRongEr. & my heArt was in pAin & my bOdy was trEmbling. i sUddently felt cOld & trEmblEd.i read sum prAyeRs & i nOe thAt 'IT' is cOmin, it is tryin to EntER my body. i NOe. i can fEel it. Fara aSked Salihin tO sEnd hEr baCk tO hEr rm which is 2 doors aWay cOz shE realli cAnt takE it. shE's wEak heArted & shE kNEw it. whEn thEy lEft, Amy stArts tO read the YASSIN alOud.. and hEr vOice waS trembling a lil.. i nOticEd it. it was lOud n Low, Loud n Low + a lil trEmbling. & right aftEr, i cudnt contrOl it anymORe. my hEArt gEt wEakEr & more pAinful den b4, my hands wEre shAky, i cannOt utter anymore prayErs, I jus cried. i bRokedwn cOz i really cudnt fight the 'thing'. it's enterin my bOdy, slowly. i can sEnse it. i jus cried badly. Amy aSked all of us tO leave thE rOom & move into Fara's roOm wif oUr beLongings & jus when wE wEre abt tO leAve da room,shirin's gAng camE baCk baCk n stOod infront of the dOOr, askin what happen & stOpped us frm leavin..den amy or ain said sumtink like ' the room is dirty, shai cant control it' den we jus walkoUt..right afta i put my fEet out of the room, i felt very weak, i almost fall & i was half conscious.. salihin asked me tO stay strong & amy whispered sumtink in my ear & aftEr thAt i dunO wat happen.. den i was in fara's room on the bed, & da WARDEn camE tO mE preSsed my left tOe, i jUS felt very pAinfuL in my heArt. & 'zzzzuup!' i fElt sumtink gots out frm my whole body & dEn i felt weAk & i jus lied dOwn. i was half-conscious & i cudnt open my eyes..
after awhile, i heArd AMY sHoUted 'allahuakbar' 3 times & thE third timE was a lOudest. & i heArd evryonE sayin ' Aminah da kEne, die plak kene ' & i immEdiatEly wanted tO gEt uP & help hEr oUtside bUt i was very weak & thE reSt all stOpped me frm gettin up. At thAt very mOment, i jus brokEdWn. i fElt useless & like a failure coz i cUdnt help my very cLose buddy Amy wHo waS pOssessed. i felt like a tOtal useless pErsOn sEriously, cuz shE helped me bUt i cudnt pRoteCT hEr at that very timE. BLAARRDDY HELL. den suddenly Icha started sCreamin. & i nOe thAt 'thing' has gotten oUt of amy's body & transfErred itself inTO Icha's body cOz amy's chAntin waS pOwerfuL & Icha was thE wEakEst at that tiMe afta me cOz shE was still in the HAUNTED rOom while i was already in the SAFE ROOM ( a rOom whEre thEre is prAyErs by the girls and whEre thEre is prAyers bEing played in the evenin). AFta that, the same WARDEN help AMy & Icha by gEttin rid of thE 'thing' & evrytInk went baCK tO nOrmal. oNly thEn, aftA 3 ppL kena consEcutiveLy in the samE night, thAt shirin bElieves thAt thEre is 'sumthing' in d 6-bEd bUNk.
Amy quickly got in the safe rOom and rest while ain tOld her thAt i was wOrried abt hEr whEn shE kena oUtside. Amy hugged me & sat next tO mE tO reassure mE that she's ok. At that very mOment, i wanted tO gEt up & hug hEr back bUt i was realli wEak to do sO. afta awhile, evrythink's under cOntrOl & THE ROOM was occupied by most of the guys. ( weLL, it was instrUCted thAt the rOom is for the guys & nt the girls but shirin ignOred that as tHere are more girls than guys tt came for da camp) & hencE, thE girLs (including myself) occUpied thE rOom.
DAY 4
Gd MOrning! very refreShin! we shOwered & gOt dWn for oUr last breAkfaSt meal! wE wEre all paCked up & ready tO gO! gO whEre? gO HOME la! hEehe.. well.. dUring breakfast, Ain told us thAt shE sAW 'IT' was starin at AMY & den At mE last night. hencE, thAt explains why Amy felt hOt & recited the YASSIN in a trEmbling vOice & my brEakdWn. bUt the frEAkin thing was thAt, i & amy had tO gO back tO THE ROOM to get oUr sHoes coz we left it dEr.. sO, amy went up first dEn i wEnt it. Shaik was thEre togather wif Nad,Ain & Amy. Shaik wAnted To start tAlking abt 'IT' in THE ROOM, bUt Nad was like ' no no, dun stArt, let's get oUt frm hEre'. i jus ignored thEm & quickly grAbbed my shoes & my hp chArgEr which i found at thE cornEr of THE ROOM & left wif my mind sayin ' i wana gEt my belongings oUt & leAve this fREAkin shit BUNK as sOon aS PosSible'. HAHA. sooo.. yeAh, we stAyed at Fara's Bunk for awhile & AMY RINI HAIFA recited sum prayers in tHE safE rOom togAtha wif me, fAra, ain & nad.. Fara was hopin thAt that 'thing' will not fOllow us home. That initiAted the recitAtion of thE Yassin.
& thEn we gAThered neAr thE poRCh & tOok suM pICs & right b4 we left the hOstel, a window pane fell frm the 4th level right next tO us. Luckily thEre is shElter above us & we didnt get hit by thE glAss. And Shirin was sayin " Kite datang glass pecah, nk alik pun glass pecah! " and Everyone was kept silEnt. I noe thAt the broken glass was a bad omEn. But i wasnt at the hOstel on the 1st day, & da rest who wEre thEre might nOt haf thOt that suCh thing wUd happen. And Finally, wE walk oUt of thE place, lEAvin the EAST LODGE HOSTEL & never tUrn behind. ( jAngan pandang blakang). HAHA. That's it. A camp thAt will be in my mind forEver. An experience that i will nvr fOrgEt. EVER.
* 6/01/2007 03:48:00 PM
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Heyy hEyyy !! iM baCk! iM baCK frm THE CAMP! * weLcoME myseLf baCk*
hEehE... okay la... sOoo.. as prOmised, im gonnA teLL u abt my days in caMp! sOo. hEre it goEs!
weLL.. i nvr tHot thAt thE camp waS gonnA bE soOoo FUN! it waSs really ENJOYABLE! we really bOndEd!! YES! we BONDED! we did aLL the things as pLannEd in the itinery & we did a team chEer n aLL.. & during thE BBQ at EC, we did all oUr prEsEntatiOns as plAnned! it waS sOo weLL donE! we gavE oursElf a pat on the baCk! & dEN we gobble up the BBQ-ued chiCken tOgAtha, sat in a circlE ,BBQs & eat tOgatha! wOw! wAt a BOND! i lOve it! it waSss sOooo soOoo FUN! YAY!
* IF U CAN SENSE THE SARCASM THERE, THEN UR A GOOD READER & U CAN BE AN 'A' STUDENT IN LITERATURE* All the CAPS wOrds in the abOve paragraph is the tOtaL oPpositE of wat iM fEelin abt thE camp. & im surE, mOst of my caMp matEs fElt the saME wAy tOo.
weLL, it's typical fOr us tO blOg abt the fUn mOmEnts that we had during oUr camps thAt we went for, BUt wAt happEns if d camp tt u went fOr is nOt at enjOyable & fun aS we usually experienced? wat if its a drAMatiC onE? or shall i say, a hAunting onE? fOr thE first timE evEr, im gOnna bLog wif trEmbling fingErs & trying ma beSt tO reminisce abt the DAYS in camp, whiCh i am SUPPOSED to forgEt & whiCh i've already fOrgOttEn abt. thiS is sOo ironiC. i dun wAnt tO blog abt this, bUt i juS feEls likE it's an obligatiOn foR mE tO type dis oUt, coz i dun wAnna shAre it wif my famiLy mEmbErs, nOr the othErs wHo are nOn-silAt mEmbers. But sincE sum of my silAt matEs had aLready postEd abt it, im surE thE othErs will knOw abt it tOo. sOo... i shall blOg abt THE CAMP. well... nOt NOw. nO. iM nt gonna blOg anytink nOw. mayb, thE next timE whEn i feel like it. SORRY.
-_EASTLODGE HOSTEL 4 dAys 3 nights CAMP_-
* 6/01/2007 03:22:00 PM
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