Nowadays, i feel emOtiOnless. Like feelingless. U knOw? u doNt kNow. hAhaa. NevErmind la.
In any case, my oRientatiOn coMing up on wEds! yEAhh! i cAnt wAIt tO start scHOOL! hAHaa! my sistEr whO is in secondary sch and the other kids on the block whO are stiLL schOoLin might think thAt iM thE duMbest persOn on eArth as i cUd actually anNOunce my iMpatience tO start schOOl bUt hEy, u doNt kNow hOw i t fEels like hAvin tO sLACK FULL TIME for 6 mOnths fLat! LOL.
Besides that upDate, i haf nOthing much tO update.. well except if u wUd like tO reAd my complaints, i tell u i haf thAt crAaap aLot! LOLOL! But i guess,bEtter nOt. Hmm.. coz im trying tO learn tO be OptiMistic. hAhaaa!! ME?? OPTImistIC?? ok, laUgh everyone! hAHAaa. Well, just now in MUkEBuKu, i saw variety of emotions displayed. soMe ar sad, angry, remorseful, think positive, complainin. aLL sOrts of fEelings. and then, i decided tO change my spOngebOb mOod tO '' beAchy ''. LoL. nO link. okAy. im bEin random coz im emOtionless and that means i am feelingless and it feels like nothing and tOtally blank as there is no expressions that needs to be expressed at the moment and the fact that u are still reading this long sentence shows that u are as feelingless & emotionless and in other words being bored to deAth and that u just fEels like u want to stOp reAding this long sentence by finding the full stOp sign but coz u cant see any dot yet and now u are starting to get irritated and before u get all furious with this meaningless sentence then i think i shall stOp it here and let u click on other peOple's blog as their posts are more interesting & meaningful to read and now ur still trying ur best tO tolerate my nonsense and trying hard to find that stewpit full stOp and i can imagine u are breathing hard and gasping for air as u had to unwillingly read this sentence continuously without any pauses as there is no comas and now ur face is turning red while ur ears are emitting hot gas that comes frm ur bOiling blood and damn it u still cant find that blardy full stOp and now u feel like kiLLing Shai for writing craaaaps but u just cant coz Shai is sOo nice & crazy that u cant find someone like her exactly no matter how far u search and i feel that i better end it here before u start cursing me like hell full stOp.
hEeehAaahAahahahhahahahaahahahahah!! u're PUNKED! :P :P :P
इ मिस उर स्मिले मर स :)
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* 8/25/2009 01:53:00 AM
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Im wondering. How can a persOn be happy & stay chEerfuL all the time? like, 24/7? I mean, i know some peOple who ar like CHEERFUL and HAPPY GO LUCKY type of persOn. They can actually portray that Optimism wherever they gO. In classroOm, during lessOns, during breaks, even while stUdying in the library, outside of sch & at hOme. It's like wherever they are, they feel happy. it's crAaaap isnt it? I believe that this kinda persOn is faking it big time. How can anyone on eArth stay hAppy tt way everytime & everywhere? bUllfaeces iSnt it?
Well, i just... im nt really mad anyone in particular. it's jjust that, i dOnt get it. How ppl manage tO stay optimistic all the time while for me, im always Moody & tEmperamental & pessismistic & furiOus & revEngeful & depressed & rebelliOus and sHits like that. It's reAlly reAlly tiring u knoW, tO be labelled as such & experience that kinda lyfe EVERYDAY. sO tell mE, hOw can i enrol in anger management courses? or maybe soMe incuLcating ''oPtismic perspective in evrything u do'' kinda courses? I need some REAL resurrectiOn. have u heard of im sick of being sick of something that is sickly sick? if yeahz, then gOod, lemme know where u heard tt frm & i wana befriend tht persOn. If nO, then sad for you & its sadder for me cOz nObody experience the same siCk shIt thAt i am experiencing. *sigh* and did i mentiOn i've been getting WEIRD dreams these days?
In any case, something good & bad happened today. the gOod thing is, gOtta know a boy who shares similar interest with me on facebOok. well, nO no, not some random boy of coUrse not. It's someone whom i haf met before, chit chat abit, did a demo of fighting moves together, and my friend's friend. :) on thE other hand, the bad thing is that, a close friend of mine, somehow, after a few weeks of nOt contactin, has become a stranger tO me. I mean, i feel likE we ar strangers. i dont kNow wat to say tO that persOn & i am uncertain abt our friendship status now.
Misses!
My misses tO LumiNorianz! ( in which tMr will b havin a mini gathering! )
My misses tO Dearest Ernie & Faley! ( in which im desperate tO meet up with! )
My misses tO Zu & Zilah & Nikki! ( in which i guess we ar gOnna mit up soOn!)
To my silent readers, thAnk u sOo much fOr bOthering tO read my crAps in bubbletea-freako.blogspot.com!
MystiQaL Star
* 8/14/2009 02:14:00 AM
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Im sOooo sick. NO, not that weak sickly sick. It's that SICK of bEing SICk oF soMething tt bOthers.
Dearest Ernie is aWay on a shOrt getaway to the resOrt. Hope yOu enjoy urself as mUch as u cann & hopefully there's some pics foe me tO kayPo on! :P And the LuminOr friends ar all busy wOrking their ass off. hAhaa. In fact, mOney matters. hMmmm.
And sO, i wAtched a mOvie few days ago at the cinema.. Alone. yeAh, some might say this is weiRd. But, i must sAy, it was a good ExpErience! Enjoyed the whOle poPcOrn with CarameL Fraappe all by myself and of couz, the mOvie was greAt tOo. In case u're wOndering wat movie i caught, it was HarrYPottEr & the 1/2 bLood pRiNce.
My younger sister was right, the mOvie was awesome! i dOnt get why the reviews ar bad. I guess, tHose who actually gave the thumbs dOwn reviEw were those whO ar duMb and only goot at seeing actions. Come on, the i must say it has less actions bcoz there ar no 'casting of spells' lessons gOin on in this seasOn's HarryPottEr bUt hEy, if u watch & listen tO the mOvie attentively, then u will realise that they are dOin soMe INVESTIGATIVE wOrk on the siLEnt. And thAt is soMEthing NEW! And thE BGR pArt was really funny bUt nicee! Come on, they ar grOwing up, BGR is inevitaBle. And i doNt get why SOME review-ers state that the BGR part was redUndant & stUff like that. And some others actually criticised hAving the love relationships scenes included in HarryPotter Movie. These ppL must be bLind & again dUMb for some reasOn that they didnt kNow the lOve part was related tO the whole stOry! iT has connection & related tO the lOve pOtiOn! And thAt lOve pOtion was introduced as a nEw lessON in the Hogwards sch of magic! Everything is linked! DuMbass. only gOod at making unconstrUctive & duMb comments likE that without any appreciation of the stOryline & situAtion. Might as well, doNt wAtch the movie! foOoLs.
AnywAys, iM off!
MystiQaL Star
* 8/08/2009 10:03:00 PM
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Bad bad bad.
Everything is in a disorder. A big mess.
My mind is goin berserk. cant run anywhere. stucked. in a worLd full of drAmas. full of hatred. full of vengeance. everyone asked me to be more optimistic. but how cOuld i be when dark memories keep on coming back, sad & hurtful events haunting me time & again? sHitS like this.
iM nOt gOnna smile anymore. im returning back to my world. the world i once lived in. yeAhz, THAT world. the dark one. yeah.
MystiQaL StAr
* 8/03/2009 11:08:00 PM
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i fEel like PUKING! i saw soMe diSGUSTing fACEs & i ReAlly fEEL likE pUKING! BLOOOOOD!
i nEed a breATher. iM sOo stuFFed up right nOw. YeS. i aM emOtiOnally distraught,mentally deranged, physically pumped, psychologically demented. FArkEd uP!
I wish murDering is legaL. I WISH!
MystiQaL Star
* 8/02/2009 03:54:00 AM
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