uwAaaaa!! thEre's sOoo sOOo much thAt i wAnna dO bUt i just cAnt cOz i hAf no fuLus!! giF mE da mOneeeeyyyy!! grrr!!
1. Escape tHeMepArk @ $7!! ( 7 yrs anniversary! i've chEcked :D )
2. Gym! ( i duN even hAf mOney tO gO tO gyM nOw! grr! oUh well, i'll jus jOg @ da pArk :( )
3. ENCHANTED! ( i wAnna cAtch it! it lOoks iNtErEstin enUff! bUt again, hmM.. X $$! )
4. Rent a Chalet fOr a 'girLs nite' oUt! ( siNce no hsE is opEn fOr any slEepovers!bUt, hmm..)
And sOoo... wAt shaLL i dO nOw? iM daMnn bOred! shaLL i rOb a caSh dEposit cEntrE?? oK, i'll gO nOw!
-_ Whenever, WhErever_-
* 11/29/2007 03:15:00 PM
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woOohoOoo!!
26112007, MOST MEMORABLE DAY in ma lifE!!
1stLy, BIG THANK Q tO Nadiah, Aminah, Ernie, Fara, Nirwani, Salihin, Ridzman & AbduL fOr bEing prEsEnt!
ErniE, it waS really a SUPRISE tO sEe u in fLowyy dREss!! hAaha.. u lOok sWEet in it i muS say! & hEy, rEmEmber, duN lEt thE paSt affect ur prEsEnt & ur fUture aite! wE'll dO suM kiCkabOuts ASAP! And i hOpE u wiLL enjOy the days ahEad aite! tiLL wE mit again suM time reaL sooOoooon, i muSt say dis, i lOve ya tO thE bits!
AbduL, well, a nEw frEnship blOssoms. Frm Fara's bLog tAgs tO thE mSn chAts & tO thE unexpeCted mEeting yeSterday.. LoL. And mind u, iM stiLL shOcked abt hOw u suddEnLy appEar nxt tO mE during thE pHototAking! Out of thE bLue, a taLL dark-shirt gUy appEar during mAgrib at thE rOoftOp next tO mA left! hMm.. U are reAlly a biskUt! hEehe.. And thAnks uH for thE vidEO yg kOng asaM tO thE mAx!! Grrr!
Amy, ur unsEttLed businEsses arE aCcumULatin man, dO sOLve the onEs thAt u hAf a tOtaL contrOL first aitE twin? And reMember, i'll bE ur saviOur shall u nid it. Dun wOrry, iM surE things wiLL gO ur wAy & i hOpe u & hiM will resoLve thIngs sOon.. i lOve tO sEe u strEss-frEe again.. be stRong aite!
WAni, iM gLad thAt u & ham ham arE gOin on smOothLy again! Ur sMiLes evrytiMe u greEt mE wif wEnever wE mit sAys it aLL.. i lOve tO sEe u sMiLe again, kip it thAt wAy aitE? ouh, & wen shaLL wE coMplEtE thE geOg tUtoriaL Qns .......... hEehe..
Fara, nOw tht ur wErkin, i nOe our miting tiMe is limited, bUt dis i aSsure u, anytiMe u misS mE, jus koL ma namE & i'll bE dEre rigHt bEhiNd yOu.. chEyyy!! hAaha.. mAke mOre mOnEy aite! And kip the wOrries asidE, i loVe tO sEe u tEArs-frEe! hEehe..
Nad, wAtever shits ppL say, lEt thEm. They will stOp it uNtiL thEy arE tired of wAitin for ur replies.. and i lOve ur strEngth & i love the spEciaL sMiles tt u gif tO mE whEnever iM fEelin lOw, sO, usE thAt giftEd traits of urs tO pErsEvere thE critiCisMs ppL gAve u aite! U nid xtra brUtaL heLp, iM a phone caLL / a sMs aWay...
I'in, im bEwiLdered at hOw u cAn think of thEories & analOgies thAt mAkes sEnsE at thAt spur of thE mOmEnt, jus like that! i adMirE thAt spEedthInkin of urs man. That mUst bE GOD's gift tO u man. bcOz of u, i nOe wAt pAramones r aLL abt.. & aLsO thE visuaL tOo.. LoL! thAnks brO, u r onE smArt quiCk-thinking kniGht. kip it thAt way dudE!
Maman, hEyy hEyy, i noe ur nOt fEElin thAt weLL dis paSt few days, PLS PLS dun bE stUbborn like mE! tAke xtra GOOD CARE of ur heaLth! pls! And ur bOredoM at wOrk, if it kiLLs u, teLL me. i cAn kiLL it baCk for u. heEhe.. Ouh, our next miting shall bE in....2 wks tiMe yeS? ur 'spEciaL girL's special day' yes? hEehe.. dun wOri, iM a gOod evEnt pLanner! U can coUnt on mE! hEehe..
THANKS fOr aLL the laughters, the jOkes, thE tEasEs, thE hEArt2heArt taLks, thE nOnsEnsE, thE wArriOr taLks, the siNgings, thE hUmmings, thE fOod rOtatings, thE kEcohnEss when FK caLLed, thE phOtOtAkings, thE crAzieness, thE sMiLes, thE whiSpers, the hUgs, thE comfOrt & thE evEry lil thing thAt u gUys did! i lOve evry singLe mOmEnt oF it. EvEry bits of it. :D
-_Letting it gO, it's syMpathy, nOt lovE._-
* 11/27/2007 11:52:00 PM
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My Favourite weApOn: 1. StarSpikes_ThrOwer
My Next FavouritE: 2. BLadE_WriStDaggErOOOoLAaaAaa!!
Ok Ok, annOunceMent!!
i've chAnged my NAME!! yeSsssa!
InitiaLLy : Lady oF shAdOwz
NEW: LADY OF MYSTICS , Shaikah thE Fading Mirage.
TAke nOtE of ma NEWEST wArriOr namE aite!
-_wOOohOO! i've foUnd da aNsWer!_-
* 11/27/2007 02:45:00 AM
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Ok, nOw i gOt 2 oPtiOns. whiCH shaLL i choOsE?
hMm.. suMonE caLLed mE tOday & hE shAred wif mE suMtiNk.. weLL, dESpite thE 'F' wOrds n aLL...i rEad bEtwEen thE linEs.. and hE aSked mE tO dO wAt iM suPpOse tO dO & hEck wATevEr ppL sAy. Now, ma cLosEst acquaintances thE Lady oF Faith agrEed tO wAt thE guy said. Lady oF ConQuerOr aSked mE tO dO thE 'hiNt' thIngy, evEn Nik sUggested thAt mEtHod. Lady oF Heroes aLsO offEred tO be ma aCcomPlice in aCcompLishin ma miSsiOn. I really thAnk GOD fOr giviN mE heLp thrOugh aLL thEse spECial mortaLs. Now, iM clEAr of whAt tO dO. But, i hvn dEcide oN whiCh optiOn. F*** thE otHer probLems. Now, jus fOcuz on this oNe bIg tHing thAt hAs bEen bUggin u fOr awhiLe nOw. F*** wAt ppL sAy. This is ur lIfE, it iS UR sAy. F*** wAt u hEard. Dun liStEn & bEliEve bLindLy wAt othErs teLL yOu aBt hiM. You shUd dO thE wOrk. yOu pLay thE gaMe. itS nOt thE othErs. You dO wAt's riGht & dO wAt u nid tO do. YeSss. iM gOna dO jus thAt. U wiLL nOe it sOon.
THE LADY OF SHADOWZ SHALL RISE & COMPLETE THE JIGSAW PUZZLE OF THE AFFAIRS OF THE HEART. ThOu shaLL wait fOr hEr retUrn frOm the misSion of the cOnQueSt! mUahAhaha...
-_DeniaL nO mOre. HidE aLL thE fEars._-
* 11/24/2007 03:00:00 AM
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oUh weLLs.. mEt Miss GothiC aka Emo aka... MERMAID.. ok ok, Mrs MetaL.hMM...shE's in lOve.. yEAh, gOt da guy that shE wAnted. LuCky hEr..May ur hAppy wiF hiM aite babE! iM reAlly happie fOr u.. ;) ( i eNvy U!!) ;)
ok, i nearLy tEared up jz nOw cOz my daD didnt wAna eAt thE pAncakE tt i bOught fOr hiM. yEAh, i nOe i caMe baCk latE, bUt at leaSt, say thAt u will eat it tMr or suMtink.. bUt u jus bruSh it off like thAt... right infrOnt of mA sistaz.. i waS sad. But a fEw mins latEr, hE camE baCk and tOok thE pAncakE & eat it. ThaNks daD.iM really sOrry for my actiOn. pLs disCipLine mE. oUh, nO nO, i hatE discipLine..daMn.
Anyway, MrsCrazyBear has aLso foUnd hEr MrBEAR.. cOngrats tO u babE! May u get aLL thE lOve & bLiss whEn ur wif hiM.. ;)
And i went tO thE gyM jUs nOw fOr suM wOrkOut.. i spEnt 3hrs in it. First tiMe ever, 3hrs in a gyM. well, i wENt der wif ma ta-jie...wE diD swEat alOt.. and i fEel bEttEr afta swEatin it oUt.. BUT, dUrin my tiMe in da gyM, i kEpt tiNkin of it. abOut evrytiNk. espEciaLLy it. iM confUsed abt it. About everytiNk tOo. And iM aShaMe tO sEe anyone.. iM jus mAd.. i duNo wAt i wAnt, wat i shUd dO & wAt i wiSh fOr. Ma mind iS tOo fuLL wif aLL thiS stUpid stUff thAt it jus gOt blaNk. And whEn tt hAppens, i wiLL stArt stArin intO spaCe.. & gEt aLL confusEd & eMotionaL. jus liKE in the trAin, i was sittin nxt tO hEr, bUt when thE pHOne rAng & shE talK to thE FREAKIN BIG FAT OLD PIG, ma mOod is spOilt. i feLt like gOin suMwhEr fUrthEr aWay frM her, hOw i wiSh i duN nOe her. DAMN. iM sEnsitive? yeAh, i gueSs sO. i nEvEr fELt dis wAy fOr sO long nOw..iM sEnsitiVe tO evrytiNk tt's happenin arNd mE! wAtever ppl sAy. wAtevEr ppL dO. it jus got on ma nErve! DAMN!!
Ok, im gOna bE out evryday... tO ... whErever i wana gO.. nO one can stOp mE. i haf the right tO bE mAd. U jus shUt up! FREAK!!
ouh, i bought a nEw bLack&red hOoded jaCket! i siMpLy lOve it! i wAna makE u aLL jeAlOus. i wiLL.
-_ Why cAnt i gEt the thIngs thAt i wAnt?!_-
* 11/22/2007 12:45:00 AM
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Happie BirFdaE tO Mr. S!
hOld oN dEr dUde. itS gOna eNd soOn. wiSh u hAppineSs & mAy bEAutifuL thIng sUrroUnds ya aLways & aLwayz..
* 11/20/2007 07:52:00 PM
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Ma mInd waS nOt on the pAper. DAMN. i hAte it. i hAte mAseLf. fArk it. And i hvn sEttLe it. Im cOnfUsed wif maseLf. DAMN!!
* 11/20/2007 07:47:00 PM
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Ookayy.. tmr is thE day, ma last h1 papEr 1.. yUpp. ALL thE bESt to ME. yEAh, thAnks.
And sO, tMr shaLL bE thE tEntative day thAt iM gOna expreSs wAt i've bEen hidin aLL dis whilE. yeAh.. i hOpe i cAn dO it. i duN wan any More deLays & prOcraStinatiOn.. i hAte aLL thAt. And i aLso hAtE being rUshed. thOse hu nOe mE weLL wiL nOe thAt. i likE tO gif it suM tiMe & tHoughts & nOt tO rUsh. on tHE othEr hAnd, i dUn gif suCh a long lOng tiMe untiL i grOw beArd lar. thAt's tOo mUch. i wiL onli dO suMtink whEn thE tiMe is right. And i gUess, afta tMr's pApEr, i'll be in thE perfEct state tO fiNish off ma unsEttLed buSiness. yUpp. wAtever hAppens, wE'll sEe tMr.
-_ tMr shAll be thE Day._-
* 11/19/2007 02:31:00 PM
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wHoaa! dammmnn... i jUs dunO hOw tO describE ma fEeLins ryte nOw!
i kinda hAf suM fEeLings for him. BUT, i dUnO if its really 'likE' or jus 'infAtuAtiOn'. it is reAlly 2 differEnt tHing oK. But if its infAtuAtiOn, i wiL onLi hAf like hiM last tiMe & dEn daSh! it stOps. But thE thing is, it is dEvElOpin, yEs, thE fEeling, it dEvelOps by itseLf! i triEd tO puSh it aWay...bUt it kEpt coMin baCk. it jus feEls....rEtArded. yEAh.. wAtEver tO thAt! i waS realli tiNkin, tiNkin hArd,,...iF i shUd lEt hiM nOe abt it... bUt i duNo wAt tO xpeCt afta tt!
ok, thE pOssibiLities as we aLL nOe, hE might fElt thE samE as mE, or hE might nOt. But i duN carE abt aLL that. i juS wAn tO heAr hiS hOnest aNsWEr. Honest opiniOn. thAt's aLL. & i aLso duN wan anytiNk bAd tO happEn btw uS. or amOng our othEr frEns. wat iF the sEssiOn is a bad mOve? wAt if it tUrns oUt tO bE a stArt fOr suMtink wOrst? wAt iF it wOrsEn thE sitUatiOn nOw amOng the othEr ppL invOlvEd? wAt iF it triggers a wrEckage of rElatIons btw his mEmbers & aLso bEtwEen miNe?
But, oN thE othEr hAnd, wat iF its suMtiNk thAt can gIf birtH to a neW sEnsAtiOn? wat iF it briNgs a nEw jOy tO his & ma lifE & alsO tO thE othErs iNvolved? wat iF its a gOod mOve that cAn savE aLL oUr sOrrOws & tUrn it tO hAppinesS? wat iF it cAn heLp tO strEngthened watever lOose reLatIons tt is hAppenin nOw? ....................
i nOe, mine is a sUrpriSing onE. nO onE xpeCt it. nO onE wiL bEliEve tt it is trUe. No onE wiL stAy quiEt abt it. EvryoNe will bE fiLLed wif doUbts & coNfusiOns & bUrnin queStiOns tt nids a reaLLy sAtisfYing ansWErs. but i dUn uNdastAnd. wHy mUS evryone queStion it? And why r suM pEOpLe tUrnin our lives upsidE dwn & changed oUr fEelings abt eaCh othEr wif eNdless rEmArks? why arE they sO iNsEnsitive & obliviOus tO thE huMan natUre & emOtiOns? aaarrrrggghhhhhhhhhhh!!! i hatE bEing obsErved. STop iT! iF onLi i can rEally bE inviSibLe & live iN mA owN worLd. wUdnt thAt bE sOo mUCh bEttEr fOr uS? yEs Mr. ............... ?? :/
-_ i nid a BREAK. SeriOusLy._-
* 11/19/2007 12:45:00 AM
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hAaha!! yEsterday i went tO wdlnd tO buy oREo & pEAnUt bUtter muNchy dOnuts and gUess wat?! i mAde 2 nEw frEns!! hAaha!!
okok, thE stOry goes like dis, while i was Q-ing, onE makcik bEhind mE started talkin tO mE & askin mE why thE lOng Qs and waSsup wif thE doNuts and aLL.. and sO, i stArted inTrOducin to hEr thE dOnut flavOurs and waSsup wif thE Qs and stuff... suMhOw, i became the spOkespErson for the donUts lar ( thAts wat ma twin wud say).. LOL! i went der wif i'in & my twin.. they were standin nxt to the Q line but thEy nOe wats gOin on lar.. and thE makcik kip aSkin mE abt thE donuts lor.. and sO, i dEcided tt since oLd ppL like coffEe, y nOt intrOduce to hEr thE coffee fLavOur? hahAa! and sO, i did. And, she actualli bOught it. cOffEe fLavour.. LoL! and while i waS payin thE donuts, thE cashiEr, dis taLL mAlay bOy sEems tO be aSkin mE sumtink,but i cUdnt figure it oUt,
And so, i said ' sOrry?'
dEn hE asked, ' r u frm regent sEc?'
Err.... ok, i was kinda suprised and bLurr at the same time n sO i answered, ' yEah...err... are u tOo?'
he said ' yes, im frm rEgent tOo..'
hMmmm..........thEn while i was lOokin at hIm tryna recall if i noe him, the malay girl nxt tO hiM said ' yEah, hE has bEen lOokin at u since jus nOw.. :)'
i waS likE wat the hEll? hAaha,.. dEN i asked him ' oUh...ok, erm, whiCh yr arE u?'
hE repilied, ' erm..im nOw 1st yr in poLy.. wat abt u?'
i replied, ' ouh, im in 2nd yr in MI nOw.. yeah.. hAaha..' ( in ma mind, i was tinkin, ok, hE's 1 yr my juniOr...bUt i nvr sEe hiM befOre! hmm.. for gudness sake! i duN remEmber him at aLL! LoL!)
dEn i said thAt i gOttago and hE nOdded his heAd and said bye..and i jus say byE at hIm and the girL and quickLy wEnt up tO i'in & matwin.. and i told them, 'hey, i've jus made 2 frens here! haaAaha!' and they were teaSin mE lar.. sAyin ' u hAve a lOt of frEns hEre uh shai! ' lol... thAt was a gOod xpEriEnce tHou.. its been a lOng tiMe since a stranger comE up tO mE And talk tO mE and told mE thAt thEy nOe me whilE i dun even rEmember the bridge of their nOsE! hAahaa!! well well.. dEr it gOes! iM pOpular dUrin sEcondary skOoL i gueSs.. hAaha!! well, its trUE actualli, i waS...coz of suMonE larh! grrr... And ouh, i miSs my 'sEnIor'..SalahUddin! LoL! hE's gOod lOokin! and hE lives nEar my area! hAaha!! okok,i bEtter stOp fLoatin in air nOw b4 i reaCh the cloud 9. oncE im oN cloud 9, it will bE hard tO lAnd me back on the land! LoL! woOoo!! :D
-_Evryday, EvryhOur,Evrymin is SPECIAL_-
* 11/15/2007 03:59:00 PM
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hMm.. i read his nick. it says there in da private nick, ' i have tatoos!'...
sO, wat exactLy do u wana say? wAt msg are u tryna convey? And now he's online, den put his status as offline.. den he msg me in msn.. tryna start a convo wif me.. wif a private nick ' FLames to dUst, lOvers tO frens..why dO all good things comE tO an eNd?' ... hMm.. and nOw he's askin abt my mOm n my sistErs well-being.. y duN u aSk abt ma dad oSo? HUH??grrr!
DAnNy says:
whats up girl? hows it goin?..ur number 94245479 right?
DAnNy says:
eh no wait a minute..is it 94845849
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
hEy
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
hMM. . nopE
DAnNy says:
ya hey..i noe im close what is it...
DAnNy says:
94855489
DAnNy says:
??
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
hMm
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
u gOt it aLL juMblEd up i sEe
DAnNy says:
well?
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
y u offLIne
DAnNy says:
just coz....
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
coz. . ?
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
hMmm
DAnNy says:
gime ur number..ill kol u soon
DAnNy says:
94594824?
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
hw coMe u loSt my nO.?
DAnNy says:
some numbers didnt come on my new phone
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
OkaYy
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
yUpp, tt's ma nO.
DAnNy says:
cool! i knew i cud remember
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
:D
DAnNy says:
hows ur fam
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
thEy arE fiNe.
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
xcEpt suM miSuNdaStandings
DAnNy says:
mum's good?...the younger girl is doing ok?
DAnNy says:
thats going to be normal..but hey,trust me..misunderstandings are signs of love..
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
guEss sO
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
my siStErs arE fiNe
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
Hows urs?
DAnNy says:
good..
_shAihAkki_ nO proMisEs. says:
ur carEeR buiLdin up?
DAnNy says:
alhamdulillah its been good so far
So, wat can u derive frm dis convO? u teLL me. i dun undastand.. is he tryin tO impreSs me by sayin aLhamdulillah & evrytink? and i remember dat i wished him all the best & be a goOd man when he was gOin tO Canada. And his previous msn private nick was ' iM wOrkin on it..tO be a goOd man'. But now, u've gOt a tattoO? and *** is ur drive? iM sEriOusLy confused. Confused by wat ur tryna pOrtray infrOnt of mE & wat u really arE nOw. Danny, pLs, jus be urseLf. i duN gif a **M* if u are nOt da guy tt i dream of and if ur character is thOse of westernised or watsOever. i duN care. U & I are nOw jus.... nOthing.. jus...yeAh, i cant even say tt we frens...its juS... nOt right. Arrgh! im realli cOnfused. seriOusLy. Ok, lets juS be freNs. gueSs, that's fAir fOr bOth of us. yUpp. But why are u offline? why cant u answer me tt qn?? dOes tt meAn all dis whiLe ur onLine & wen u sEe me online u disguised as offline? iF its true, why? oHmagOat...iM fuLL of doUbts wif a pErsOn tt nO longEr lives in ma heart..
-_cOnfusiOn hAs takEn ovEr mE dis fEw days..._-
* 11/11/2007 02:06:00 PM
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yEAaaahhhhzzzaaaa!!!
oooOo! okAy, today mOrnin, hAd a dx gathErin cuM saBotage day! hAaha! sabOed Ernie wif flour! LoL! And sO wE aLL wEre meSsy wif flOur under thE bbLk! haAha! the court wEre oCcupied by suM cinOs and sO wE decided tO clEanse ourseLves at the CC and hAd lUnch at LJS! :D it waS fuN.. we caMwhOred, jOke & teaSe eacH othEr.... it was FUN!! yay! i LOve DX!!
anyway, wEnt tO RP tO wAtch SiLat frenLy mAtCh wif TP... gUess wAt! i wEnt wif ziLah! woOoo!!its bEen a lOng tiMe since we met and sO, we did lotsa catChin ups!! yay!! :D
and, gueSs wat again?? i wEnt wif Sha tOoo!! hAaha!! it waS really.. erm.. shall i say... enexpected la... first, i n zilah abit late, sOo wen we reach, Sha wasnt arnd.. den few mins later, he came tO me... at first i thOt, hE was sum MAT wif cap & shade lar.. i cUdnt rEcognise him..den wen he smiLed & open his shades, den i sEe his eyes.. hAaha.. den i nOe its him.. so i jus say hi n intRoduce zilah wif hIm.. den we went to take bUs to rp.. in the bus, he sat 1 sit away frm me.. tt's wat i call respect.. yUpp. the thing is, he wOre red tshrt while i wore pink pOlo.. hAaha!1 mCm kENE jer eh!! haAhha! den in the bus.. jus taLk2... den reach ready.. we find the sports hall.. and hE teaSed mE while i was on the fone askin my twin for direction n stuff.. hAaha! den zilah layan him abit... yada yada yada.... hAaha!!
Den, reaCh the hall.. sat and watch the match.. Amin saw me first.. and he was lOokin at me wif puzzle lOok.. dEn i jus sMiled n wAve at hiM, den he tap Naz on the shOulder n said loudLy, ' ehh, SHAIKAH!' den naz turned & lOok surprised..den i jus smiled..den he smiled n wave.. den i wave back.. tt's all...den Sha was lOokin but he jus kept Quiet.. den i tOld him tt tHEy wEre my frens.. and he said ' oOh.. hmm..' den..... wE watch the girLs matches den Sha critic em.. den i tried tO defend em & bla bLa bLa... ziLah bcamE the middLe mAn.. hAaha!! den it was Naz turn tO fite, i wanted tO take a vidEo n zoom in but Sha n zilah suggestd i gO abit infrnt.. i was pAiseh of couz but zilah jus pull me tO da front n take..den i asked Sha tO follow tO the frnt.. he was malas.. bUt he did mOve a few steps infrnt.. dEn sat and smiled...while i was recOrdin it, i caught Sha takin gLimpse at me... ter Eye contact bUt at suM instAnces i smiled while at other instances i jus buAt tk nmpk.. hAaaha!!pAiseh la... den afta i tOok the vid & Naz finish 3 rounds dEn wE went back tO take pur bag at the upper steps den decide tO gO off...
Den while we were waLkin Out..wE jOked arnd.. then zilah n sha gang up and tEase me n stUff lar... dEn there dis pOint of tiMe when zilah was tellin sum jOkes den Sha oso exaggerate n stuff.. den wEn wEre walkin, i was in the middle, zilah on ma left n Sha on my right. den Sha siad suMtink funny lar.. dEn wE laff... dEn i was lOokin down while walkin twards the bustoP when suddenly i jus tUrn to lOok at Sha & surprisingLy, hE was lOokin at me & hE waS wif his tOngue out, teAsin at me! hAaha!! hE was paiseh tt i cAught hiM doIn thAt and hE jus smIled blushingLy lar... den i jus laff den i say ' oi, giler eh! ' den he say ' ape oi oi, takde name ker..' hAaha..i jus smILed & he smiled tOo... aWww.... hAaha! And sumhOw wEn hE did suMtink i wil jus say out 'oi' dEn he will repeat da same thing ' ape oi, takde name ker..' den he lOok at mE.. dEn i will jus smiled again.. hAaha!! dEn inside the bus hE saw his barrack fren, taLk tO hIM while me n zila at the back takin pics + talkin sOftLy abt Sha.. hMm.. ziLah said hE was ok.. and nOt a MAt or wAtsOever... yUpp. thAt's a ++ point lOr.. but stiLL i nid tO xplore hiM furthEr tO gEtta noe thE real hiM lar.. cAnt jus based a person jus by one miting mah.. ryte?? :D
and sOO.. afta the alightin frm the bus.. i thot of the wrOng way tO gO up, den hE lAff at me.. dEn kacau mE lar..den he jus lOok at mE... whEn i was aLready pAiseh lar.. ziLah jus smIled....den Sha was takin a gliMpse at mE when i was talkin tO ziLah at da platfrm...hOw dO i nOe? cOz, i was again, accidentLy eye coNtact wif him.. lOtsa tiMess!!! but i jus igNOred as if i tak prasan tt he was lOokin Lor..pAiseh mah... :D :D :D
den bOarded the train... talk abt wOrk.. hE had tO gO home coz hE's werkin at nite..dEn zilah asked mE tO wOrk wif hEr at thiS company as suMwat a tOur guidE... soUnds intErestin... dEn she said sumtink abt orange tshrt, den Sha immediately say, 'Ouh. orange tshrt kan, the tOur guide kan, hAaha.. duLu i pri 4 kEne sEh.. i chief of my class, den da tOur gUide kacau i jer.. den i pun nakal, kacau die alik... sume.. hEehe.. ' i jus smiled... weLL... wat can i say.. den wE wEre standin side by side actually, den trus he turn tO stand in a pOsitioN thAt hE's facing mE n ziLah. yUpp. Den, we taLk, hE rEally lOok intO my eyes... gosh! i tried coverin my eyes by my fringe but i failed man! wEn hE lOoks, hE realli look intO ur eyEs dEn sMile.. ohmagOat! his eyEs n smiLe is kinda cute i mUs say.. And he's freNly, can get alOng wif Zilah.. hAaha... and hE respect me as in he didnt sit sO neAr tO me in the bUs & even in the haLL while watchn the match...he sit near me la bUt nt sOo cLose..like 1 Arms length away like that... yUpp. ;D
And sO, wen reach cCk, he said ' eh, cCk.. da sampai kan...' dEn i say ' yA...well, nanti hAf fuN la kEjE.. hAaha ' den zilah said ' ya, da smp2... cCk...' dEn ziLah said suMtink to shA and Sha ye kAn jE.. dEn i jus said a soFt 'bye' tO Sha and hE oso said a sOft 'bye' tO me.. den we smiled... den i n zilah step out and den gO hoMe.. well, zilah cOmmented abt Sha tO mE.. and shE aSked me a qn tt i cAnt realli ansWer.. buT weLL, ppL say, ' go wif the flow' soOo yeAh........ :D :D :D
iM hAppy! delighted! excited! eCstatic! suprised! shocked! iM jus GLAD.... :D :D :D
And sO, tOday mArked one of the hAppiest mOment i had in my entire 18 yrs oF life! yupp!
-_ Today is a Bliss!_-
* 11/10/2007 05:01:00 PM
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i've gOt a sUrprise for EVERYONE! yes! FOR u tOo!!
And so, tMr, thE My dx babes gOna sEe thE surprisE! yeSss! :D
if u wAna sEe thE surprisE, mAkE a datE wif mE & i shALL reveAl it tO u! hAaha!
-_ sAve?pity?love?_-
* 11/09/2007 10:36:00 PM
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Tmr is da day... evryonE gOna be surprised..
hMm.. & tmr is the day, im gOna surprise him.
And tmr is the day, we r gOin tO surprise them.
-_ Let's haf a GOOD BREAk!_-
* 11/09/2007 03:58:00 PM
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hMm.. dis sOng, by akOn, gOes oUt tO my Father. i wAna aPolOgise bUt i cant express it in my own wOrds. hEnce, dis song will dO the work. Here it gOes.
* 11/09/2007 03:38:00 PM
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hMm.. gUess wAt?? soMeonE jUs caLLed! somEonE sOOo uNexpected jus caLLed mE! hAaha!! & fOr the firSt tiMe, wE sAy hi on thE phoNE! lol!! yay! :D
anyway... tOday hAd my cCA mitin At Bugis... yUpp. wE arE nOw sOOoo ocCupied wif oUr cCa proPosaL foR 2008 eveNt as weLL as caMp... yEeSsshh! cAnt wAit! gOna bE soOo damn fun lar! confirM! cOz iM the gaMe i/c! yeAhOoo! :D
anyway.. afta the mitin, chiLL oUt wif my siStaLove & ma twin.. hAd suM hEArt2hEArt taLk wif eACh othEr... well, i gUeSs, MiraCLes will happen whEn u leaSt expeCt it & itS nOt wroNg tO cheriSh aLL thE beAutifuL mEmOries wE had even thOu thE pErsOn involved is nO longEr neAR u.. yUpp. sO tO bOth my sistalove & twin, i wud like tO THANK u girLs fOr bEin dEr jz nOw & reMember, iM hEre fOr u tOo. i lOvvee u twO! *hUggs!*
& tO DX babes! wE shaLL hAngoUt soOon! reaL soOon! yupp. i sERioUsLy miSs each & evryoNe of u rEaL bad. :(
& tO i'in, u hAtE responsibiLities hUh? weLL tOo bAd. cOz im tirEd of it. sOo, u stiLL hAd tO dO it. sOrry dUde.
ok, jus lEt mE screaM in hEre. ARRRAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, tt feLt bEtter abit. now, whAt shaLL i dO? xm's ovEr, tiMe tO sEttle the uNsettLed business. But, how dO i gO abOut it?? gRrrrrrr....i nid tO thiNk. AGAIN. iM tired of thInkin. & im tired of hOping. & im tired of bEing thE giLa giLa mE. i nid to find sOlace. jus nid suM peace. ok, i tink i wil gO tO ESCAPE THEMEPARK tMr. jus to wind up & screaM mA heArt oUt. And hE's gOt a TATOO! grrr! >(
* 11/08/2007 11:15:00 PM
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wOOhhOOoo! ITS OVER!
yEAh, iM sOOoo ovEr it! i meAn, my PW. yeAh, prOjeCtwOrk iS oVER! stARted it weLL & endEd it weLL! Mr yEw gavE uS tWo THUMBS UP! yeSssssssa! Even thE acceSsor prAisEd uS afta oUt prEsEntatiOn.. iM proUd of my grOup & iM prOud of maseLf! yEAh, dEr arE suM miSundastanding amOng us bUt hEy, wE mAnage tO pull it oF & givE oUr beSt shOt! yAHoOOO baBEstoOo!! credits tO ALL of uS for bEIng a cOopEratin' & encOuragin ppL! hAaha... And oUh, i wAnna spEciaLLy THANK aLL 06A2 pEeps fOr coMin dWn tO suppOrt my groUp's OP! ( oRaL prEsEntatiOn) THANK YOU!! im reALli tOuched, esp tO SHoBaNA's grp fOr nEgOtiAtin' wif Mr yEw tO suBmit ur I&R late jus tO sit in & suppOrt my grp prEsEntatiOn! AwwwWwww! :D ;D :D
overaLL, i tiNk aLL thE stUff we did is realli WORTH IT. yUpp. thE jOurney of PW starts when our hOme tUtor anNounced our grp mEmbers & appOinted me aS the lEader, oUr firSt mEeting in da librAry 2nd leveL, our mEetings oUtside at CthaLLs Macs & NatiOnaL LibrAry for reSearch... aWww.. aLL thOsE mEmOries... & dEn off tO skOoL mitings again & dEn tO shivA's placE fOr oUr laSt miNute bruSh ups & rehEArsaLs... aWw! & 6th NovembEr 07, a dAtE tO remEmbEr, our OP @ 9.30aM @ F08! gAagaa... hAaaha! thAts it mAn! THAT'S IT! YEAhhhha! iM hAppy. reAlly hAppy. iM satiSfied & iM prOud of thE hArdwOrk & muCh effOrt thAt i put in tO mAke thE projeCT a SuCcEss! yEsS! HopE wE cAn grAb thAt 'A'! woOohOo! i lOve thE girLs! & i love 06a2 tOo! & thAnks tO Mr Yew fOr heLping us oUt in one wAy or anOthEr! :D :D :D
And thAnk GOD for granting my dOa's! yayneSsss!
And sO, i shALL nOw njOy dis wEek & dO suM cAtcHups wif thE peoPle i hAvEn bEen mEeting fOr lOng! And nxt wEek i shall stARt muGgin again fOr my A LeveL H1 Physic PAper 1! wOooo! :D :D :D
-_aawww...!_-
* 11/08/2007 12:41:00 AM
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Wat thE hELL??? sUddenLy iM BLANK. as in, TOTALLY BLANK! daMmmn! i cAnt think, sEriOusLy, i cAnt think at aLL!! dis entry im typing, its jus wif a Blank mind. ok, im havin a MENTAL BLOCKED i guEss. & my heAd spun a littLe. its nOt migrAine i hOpe. i duN tiNk sO. Ok, i bETtEr gO gEt suM reSt. Arrrgghh! dis is reAlly irritAting cOz i cAnt cOntiNue wif my OP slides & script! Arrrghh!
* 11/03/2007 11:25:00 PM
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hMm... oK, bLoggie! heLp heLp mE.. iM confUsed.. :(
kinda likE suMoNe... bUt i dunO if i shUd say it? or nO? hMm.. wait wait, in the 1st place, dO i realli liKE hiM? if yes, y dO i stiL doubt his charACter? if nO, why dO i hAf hiM in mA mind these days? oHmAgOat, i duNo lar! grrr!!
i lOve being singLe, YEs. No dOubt abt that. bUt dis guy, it sEems like the way we mEt again dis yr is kinda... fAted. i guEss. hmMm... nObody xpected us tO get clOse n aLL.. bUt i duNo man, it juS gOes on..w/O our expectations & w/o anybody's gUesses... hMm...
i guEss, i realli nid tO tink abt it again... nO ruSh, i hAf aLL the tiMe in da wOrLd.. dO i? hMm...
_-aLL i wAnt is lOve-_
* 11/02/2007 04:36:00 AM
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wHOa!! wAt A DAY!
sO, tOday, nOthin tO dO.. hAaha! like FINALLy im FREE! but.. well, frEe la.. sO frEe toDay thAT nO onE aSk me oUt! Ok, ziLah dEar sMsed me in thE mOrn aSkin if im frEe & i onLi wOke up in da earLy aftanOon tO reply ' yEs! iM fREe! ' & only tO gEt replied thAt shE's aLready OUT cOz i mSged hEr latErr... uWaaaa!! And sO, nO sOuL contaCted mE at aLL lar... hAiz.. whEn iM FREE, nO onE bOthEr tO bEep mE up, wHen iM suPEr oCcupied, onLy thEn, caLLs hEre & thEre, aSkin fOr mEet ups & stuff... grrrr! u aLL uh.. WRONG TIMINg lar.. grr.. :(
And sO, i spEnt ma tiMe SLACKIN at hOmE likEnObOdy's bUsiness lAr dEy! hAaha! SLACK in my rOOm fOR hOurs. wAtChin VIDEOS, PHOTOS, DELETING sUM sTuff cOz my mEmOry cARd says ' MEMORY LOW, pLS DELETE SUM STUFF' siNce 3 dAys agO..hAaha..yEAh.. thANks tO aLL thE JLN RAYAS, sNaps tOo muCh i guEss.. :D So, yEAh.. spEnt tiMe ALONE in my cOzy bEd wif my hP aCcompAnying mE..uNtiL 5 + pm dEn oUt tO da livin rOom tO wAtCh CHN 8 sEriaLs...dEn gO bUy suM CHIPS & strAwberry yanyan & SNACK up aLL the wAy, wAtChin hOrroR DVDs & chn8 sEriALs frM 6pm tO 10pM. wOw..
ok, i wAtChed inDon's horror mOvie, 'Suster NgesOt... Jangan.. Dia Akan Datang!' it waS quitE scArry wif thE soUnd effeCts & suM zOom in tO thE ugLy fAce of thE 'ghOst'.. ovEraLLy, i fEel thAt thE mOvie is a GOOD hOrror mOvie. CREDITS tO thE produCer & crEws & actOrs & aLL invOlved in mAkin thE mOvie a SUCCESS in sCarrying mE! LoLz.... And thEn wAtCh chn 8 seriaLs in whiCh i hAdnt had the chance to wAtCh pEAcEfULLy aLL dis whiLe dUE tO my prOmOtiOnaL xms & revisioNs fOr A Level papers.. yEAh.. i hAd a greAt tiMe! And suMoNe wAnted tO scAre mE by crAnkin up ghOststOries & flOod my inbOx! U did a gREat jOb dUde, bUt y dun u try a lil hArder nxt tiMe.. hEehe.. u tAk lOgic lArh.. :D
Den, from 10pm tO 2aM, i WAtChed sO mAny shOws... vERY iNtEreSting shOWs!
1st, i wAtched this shOw called ' 101 More Things Removed from hUman body ', xtReMeLy viOlent larh! gOt dis guy, a BIG FAT DRILL BIT wEnt riGht intO his right eye, oPErated uPon & hE SURVIVED. aNothEr case is, a CID guy, wEnt fOr hid roUnds and on the road, he hit dis super big van & a LOnG pLank of wOod wif ruSty NaiLs & his mObile phOne wire PIERCED thrU his bOdy near his left cheSt area intO his baCk! & wif opEratiOn, he SURVIVED wif a dent on his back. anOther was a penknife being strike on dis tEenage gUy right in betwEen his eyes, piErce tru his skuLL & thru his brAin, well, jus a little, nOt tru the wHOle brAin lAr.. And sO, opErated upOn, and he SURVIVED. YES! And thEre's dis old woman whO gOt stung by 500 bEes and again SURVIVED. And thEre's alOt mOre lar.... a guy sWallow sum car kEy, a diamOnd ring in a baby's bOdy, a man's uterus & ders ovary & feMale stuff inside his abdominaL area, a pOor guy wif an estimated 3 kg tumour on his left jaw, a wOman whO's chest area was pOked by a big shArp FISH bUt survived cOz the fiSh pOked hEr silicon... & dEr's LOTS mORE! wOw! mCm2 uh org putih ni suMer... evEn FINAL DESTINATION is nOt tt viOlent lar as it's just a mOvie bUt these things tt i saw wif my eLder sis is REAL. reaL life hAppenings! whOa!
oUh, dEn, after the shOw ended, watched this TATA sponsOred quiz fOr aLL the Unis in s'pOre... very gOod hOst & contestants.. very EDUCATIONAL fOr mE & my sis. afteer it ended, switched tO anOther m'sia chn, watched dis sports coMpetitiOn such as skating,aErobic gymnastic, fUtsaL( thE arabian gUys are gOodlOoking ppL!) & lOts more!
And tO suMmarised, today, i wAtChed
1. 5.30pm Chn 8 seriaLs
2. 7pm Chn 8 sEriaLs
3. 'Suster Ngesot The Movie'
4. 9pM Chn 8 SEriaLs
5. America's Next Top ModeL (ANTM)
6. ' 101More Things Removed frm Human Body '
7. TATA's InternatiOnaL Quiz fOr locaL Universities
8. M'sia Sports CompetitiOns all arnd da wOrLd
WHOA! WOW! thAt's ALOT lar! Wat thE heLL....even mOvie mArathOnners will adMit dEfeat sEh... hAaha! & ma butt is tired oF sitting & lying dwn... nid tO get it mOvin! Let's get it movin' mOvin'! i likE to move it mOve it, we like tO, MOVE IT! wOOo! hhAaaha!! ok, iM MAD! wOoO! :D :D :D
_- aLL i wAnt is LOVE-_
* 11/02/2007 01:55:00 AM
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hMmmm....
ppL say thAt ur facE wiLL gLow whEn ur prEgnAnt.. hAaha! NO NO!! iM nOt prEgnAnt oK! LOL... it'S juSt thAt... ppL aLso said thAt ur facE wiLL gLow whEn ur hEaLthy... yeS yeS? aM i hEAlthy? hMmm... i gUeSs sO, bUt thE tHing is iM NOT prActicing a heAlthy diEt, really. sO, it's nOt prEgnant nOr heaLthy... lEt's sEe... wAt eLsE dOes thosE ppL say....hMm... ppL say ur facE wiLL gLow whEn ur in lOve.. bUt..ermm.. wAit, aM i in loVe?? mE? in lOVE?? hAaha!! nO wAy! i jUs clAiMed in ma MSN niCk thAt ' i LOvE siNgLe liFe! ', sO i cAnt bE in lOve cAn i? nOo.... sOO.. wAt makEs mE gLow?? hMM.. *wOndEr wOndEr* ...
oK, i lOvE thE song CLUMSY by FERGIE! yEAhz, thiS onE tt ur listEnin tO rytE nOw, in ma bLog. yUpp. U gOt mE trippin', stuMbLin', fLippin', fuMbLin'! ( cLuMsy cOz iM fAllin in lOve... )eh no no! i muSt sing it as ' cLumsy coz iM fallin dOwn.....' hEehe... :D
And sO.. i miSs suM ppL... a SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO:
ZILAH! ( coME uh, lEpAk at SENIOR CORNER! )
NIKKI! ( wEi! u wif Mr. M oni!! grrr! scandaL oni! hAaha! oUh, & rOz miSs u tOo!)
ROZ! ( hEy! yEs! wE're gOna mit up sOon! wif NIKKI! hAaha!)
DAYAHCOUSIN! ( wEeweeet! hOw abt luNch? & dinner?hAaha.. lOts tO cAtchUpz!)
ERNIE! ( piNk Mrs BEAR!! whEn u OFF day hUh? u uh..spEndin time wif kiddOs oni...nOt fAir!! uWaaa!)
FALEy! ( oUh mAn! it's bEen fOrEver siNcE wE laSt HUG! hAaha! ok, soUnds lEsbO..errr...)
& tO my cOncOrdians! whEn jLn raYa hUh?? latEr basi oredy dEn u aLL nOe.. grrrr...
& tO my rOck on DX babEs! oUting & gathEring! SOON!! bUt whEn eh... hMm..
& tO my crAzziiee FSWARNS! wOOhOo! MOvIE? piCNiC? okOk, afta ur MATHS! grrr!
& tO my crAnky FAMM, lEt's dO suM crazy stUff shAll wE?? it's bEen a lOng tiMe sincE wE turN upsidE dWn...yay!
OKie dOkEy wOkey lOkey! And if u realiSed, my SHOUTOUTS dun includE any nameS of any gUy at aLL! hOhHOhO! dis shOws hOw FEMINIST i aM! LOL!! iM ANTI-BOYS-GUYS-MEN! hAahaa!! yEAah ryttee shAi! abEh BAIHAkki & aLL thE othEr mAt SOLehz kAu nk tAruK manEr?? tEpi lOngkAng? kWang kWang kWang.... ok lar, iM hAppy today.. weLL aCtualli, im hAppie tOnyte... yEAh.. hAd dinnEr wif 4 mAChO ppL.. hMm.. & i stiL cAn cLaiM im FEMINIST? LOL! ok ok, bEtter stOp crAppin & start crAnkin' fOr my OP slidEs! woOoOhoOo! DAAaAaaaaaaaa! :D :D :D
-_ cLuMsy cOz iM fAllin .... dOwn?_-
* 11/01/2007 12:49:00 AM
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GROOOVY GREEEN LENS! Oooo! Okayy..juSt suM shiOk sEndiri pICs.. hAaha... yEAh.. when bOREdOm striKEs, mA facE wiLL liGht... hAahaA! crApppp lar shAi! hOhOhO! enjOy thE fotOs! :D
* 11/01/2007 12:27:00 AM
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# FaLey
# FaLey II
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# Sabby'z
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# ShiKin'z
# ziMa_CaMp
# FiFi
# DX21
# DX21Part2
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