SILENT,CUTE, SHY, HARDWORKING & HUMBLE. usuaL unExpeCted smses & wOrds of encOuragement being sent over. New infos being shared. iM really gLad.
LOUD,PLAYFUL,GENTLEMAN,FRIENDLY & CARING. HappY when tOgether. teAses & laughters made my day. im overjoyed.
ThAnks for entEring ma liFe. Thank GOD for crEating suCh uniQue & cOoL individuals.
-_ iT's thEre, buT it's untOuchables._-
* 5/24/2008 01:03:00 AM
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pEople kip sEndin emaiLs and sAy.. 'oUh, hOw pOwerfuL mothErs are', ' a mother's love is unmeasurable',' mothers knows best', 'i love my mom', ' a mother's sacrifice' and yada yada yada... but THINK abt it, y are they glorifying mothers only? wat abt fathers?? arent they the one who gave us life tOo? arent Fathers the one who tOok great care of our mothers when we were in her womb? arent Fathers the solebreadwinners for yeArs and arent they the ones who had sAcrifice alot for the faMily? arent' their love priceless tOo? dont we love our dad toO? they have bEein doin their job without much complaint jus to bring us up. So, shudnt FATHERS receive a very nice treatment & high reSpect tOo? shudnt they be aknowledged & recognised for their nvr ending effort to kip the ricebOwl on the table for us? THINK ABT IT.
i wAnnaa say THANK YOU to my FATHER, SRbSR fOr all da lOve & cOncern tt u shoWer me! im thANkfuL & grAtefuL tOhAf such a RESPOnSibLE & hArdworking famiLy-oRiEnted FATHER! I LOVE U DAD! No amnt of money cAn rEpAy whAtever u hAf done for me! I LOVE U DAD! i reAlly dO!
* 5/24/2008 12:42:00 AM
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TEARS
A single drop of tear,
worth a million words.
A minute of worry,
worth a year's memory.
the eyes seems to be holding back a baggage of tears,
trying very hard not to let it flow.
but the shear stress overpower the shear strength
there it goes, runoff on the smooth tender cheeks
a gentle finger tries to wipe them away,
but it fails to stop the tears from flowing.
as the mind is in perplexing state,
the heart frozen into ice crystals,
the melting occurs again frm the eyes of the innocent one.
A perpetuating cycle.
Never cease.
~Shaikah N.~
* 5/19/2008 11:11:00 PM
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IT'S NOT OVER by Chris Daughtry: '' But a part of me is dead and in the ground.''
BLEEDING LOVE by Leona Lewis: '' My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing. And it's draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believeI'll be wearing these scarsFor everyone to see''
OVER YOU by Chris Daughtry: ''You took a hammer to these wallsDragged the memories down the hallPacked your bags and walked awayThere was nothing I could say''
HOME by Chris Daughtry: ''I'm staring out into the night,Trying to hide the pain.I'm going to the place where loveAnd feeling good don't ever cost a thing.And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain''
TATTOO by Jodin Sparks: ''I'm sick of playing all of these gamesIt's not about taking sidesWhen I looked in the mirror, didn't deliverIt hurt enough to think that I couldStop, admit that I'm wrongAnd then change my mindSorry but I gotta be strongAnd leave you behind''
From all the above lYrics, Here i present u a REMIX of the lyrics tO express my inner emOtion. tAke it or leAve it.
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say.
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing.
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
Thank yOu. =(
* 5/19/2008 10:28:00 PM
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19th May..
hAPpie birFday tO my lOvely junIor RINI HARTINI & my gUrLfren FATIN ARZAT! MAy ur lives be fiLLed wif lOtsa hAppineSs & Love frm evryoNe hu cAres! i lOve u bOth! :D
* 5/19/2008 10:18:00 PM
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I've bEen gOne for sOo sOo long. And now, im here again. FInally hAvin suMtime tO bLog.
Been really caught up wif stUdies, tuToriaLs, aSsignments, projeCts, mEetings, cCa trgs, frenLy matCHes... and yes, i hAve NO time for sOciaL life. Not even for maseLf. hMmz..
i duNo wat im dOin.... i need a break. yes. i've been lOsing weight tt im not supposed to. Even ma president thot tt im on diet which im not. i jus cant affOrd proper meals anymore. tht's why. and my frenly matches.. i must say i try to fight like a fighter but it's still not the best yet. can i really do it? even for my A.. i cant tAke it tt time is passin so fast and A lvl is nearing... it seems like im feeling guilty all the time when i dun touch my readings even for 1 day. is tt wat lyfe is all abt?ryte now? at dis stage? i guess so.
and on top of tt, many disasters occuring all over the world resulting in endless deaths & wounded. and eVen our close relatives, sisters & brothers of Islam are retUrnin to their creator one by one. as i've said in my previous entry, Our lives are vulnerable. Anytime, anyday, any moment, we can breathe out our last breath. i really hOpe tt we dun regret it when sumone dear to us leave us in times to come. Whatever u wanna do, watever u wanna say, do it now. if u love sumone, show ur love. if u care for sumone, show ur concern. if u like sumone, tell him/her. Even if u get rejected, at least u noe tht u haf nothing to lose coz u informed tt person ur true feelings and who noes, even if u got rejected, maybe tt he/she appreciate u mOre than before.
Hmm... and der's 2 new beings in ma lyfe. they are siMiLar yet different. one will appear unexpectedly and another one will appear when expected. bOth are cOoL & nicE. but although both are within ma reach, 1 is more observAnt while the other one is slower to nOtice. hMmz..no no, im not in any diLemma here. iM not even hAvin tO chOose. sO dun wori abt tt. iM jus expreSsin what i observe of the 2 in here. it fEels like... intrEsting but perpLexing. hMmz....
And sOOo.. more get attaCh.. and more break up. wAt's wif the wOrld & the ppL livin in it? i duno. & i dun bOther. ppl who got attach now, CONGRATS. ppl who jus brOke up, CHILL & MOVE on WiF LIFE. DUN DO FOOLISH thiNgs jus bcoz of 1 fAilure of HIS test. come on, prove ur worth! aLrights!
ok, if u nOticed, there's no 'hAaha' or 'hEehe' or 'hOho' in this entry. why? coz i dun fEel like lAffing. It's not laffin matter anymore. it's SeriOus. im sick of playin all of dis game. i gOtta be strOng n leave Evrythink bEhind. iM treAtin every sEc like its ma last one. yUpp.
_- iF i haf the chOice, i will choOse. bUt i dun. tt's my stOry. & forever it will be.-_
* 5/19/2008 12:07:00 AM
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