ThanK GoD! ALHAMduLiLLAH!
iM thankfuL for everything Dear ALLAH. ;)
nExt up, it's mOvieee tiMe! :D
MystiQ
* 1/28/2010 10:36:00 PM
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This is the reason why i dont like stayin at hOme! Unnecessary noises! never ending arguments, baby's cry, asking me to do things that is not my responsibility. like whaaaaaaaaaaaaat! and i have nO time to be nice to everyone. if u all think im rude or rebellious or whatever, be it. im sick of compromising. when i say i doNt like someone, means i dont like! doNt try to use emotional blackmail on me. iit WONT work! ever! i really feel like goin back to my teenage years where i can dO stuffs that satisfies my desire although it harms me alot. i dOnt care what other ppl think, i doNt care abt other ppl. i was living in my own world at tt period. growing up reAlly sUcks! i dont like Now. i dont like everything. i wanna escape. from everyone around me. and i can dO what i want without worrying abt whoever. it is exhausting, really.
MystiQ
* 1/25/2010 11:29:00 AM
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it seems like...im lOoking forward to see someone. be it online or real life...im kinda anticipate the person's presence. hMmmm. what is wrong with me? *bangs wall*
MystiQ
* 1/25/2010 12:21:00 AM
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I need tO forget this feeling. this thOughts. i need to forget it. No, i need to throw it away! how did it came abOut in the first place??? i doNt know! im nOt suppose to think like this. this is tOtally wroNg. tOtally. rararrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!hope, tmr when i wke up, i will have already thrown away the thoughts. its not right. how cud i even thot abt it? wAke up!!.
MystiQ
* 1/24/2010 01:40:00 AM
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Somehow or rather, it is likeable, but on another angle, it seems irritating. it is playing in my mind.. images of....is this fantasy? or is this for real? cant be.... but... sure sure, i will stay wif my pledge. but in the corner somewhere, the urge to break it is culminating. Oh my, i need some breather.. *gasp*
MystiQ
* 1/24/2010 01:35:00 AM
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wOo! played streetsoccer jus now. was fun sweating out n match wif some kids tt persistently wanna challenge us. LoL. and they won. and we get to conquered the whole court. LoL. i know it doesnt make sense, but well, my teammates n myself dont really bother abt those kids. LoL. sO we kick arnd! ;)
sch is getting hectic. more assignments comin up! tt means, i will be bUsy wif research n what not. tiring but cOping.
aNd well, it's hard to keep ur thoughts and feelings at bay. sometimes, good things dont come easy. however the fact tt it is reachable, but it is beyond attainable, makes me feel useless. and pictures dont really tell any story. they ar just a common practice to denote wher u have been and what u were doing n with who. that is aLL. no interpretations needed. it is explicit as just that. boring? no? u decide. *sigh* and all i can dO now is stay true to my pledge and live wif any agony tt comes my way. yes, agony. *sigh*
MystiQ
* 1/24/2010 12:29:00 AM
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gOod day! i had an AWESOME day today. ;)
tired buT really happy! somehow.. i noticed the frequent looking even thou stOpped talking. then, at the makan shop, somehow... 'i lOve this!' just made me think twice.. and smiled. and the laugh,jump,shots.dance.drive,bball. LoLOL! i tOtally feel CrAzY today. like really crAzy. in a good way.. bUt well, i better knock my head hard n wake uP frm the fantasy of whatever and then, go to bed. goodnight! ;)
MystiQ
* 1/20/2010 11:30:00 PM
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Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. if im doing this, it doesnt mean tt im feeling cold ok. it means like... daaaaaaang. ouh well, im just feeling uneasy. about everything. from sch, work, friends, family myself. hmmmm. and soMehow, my body feels fatigue. and gonna be like sickly a lil. brrrrrrrrrrrr.
on a positive note, i like hangin out wif the Zs. ZU ZA ZI. hEhee. somehow, they ar my only Zs friends. huggies tO them! ;) and ZAAAAAAAA! where is tha pichas!! LOL!
And i miss Fara. she's a lil unwell. get wEll soOn! :)
And, soccer. yeAhz. Ernie n Faley has bugg me for some kick! i like! hAhaa. InsyAllah, cNy we go play streetsoccer! ;)
And Aminah, recover frm ur injuries soOn! treAt it with icE yaw! ;P
Thanks Raghini for tagging my blog. LoL. at least i know whO my readers ar. i haTe silent reAders. sO, ppl, tag my tAgbOard when u visit! i wanna know who kaypo abt me. hEHee.
And JanuaRy babies,
13 Jan- my babysistEr ShaiKah NuruL FaDhiLLah
17 Jan- my brOyAnkee CaptaiN JiB
19 Jan- my lectUremate FletcHEr
HAPPIEST 2010 BIRTHDAY ya'll! and to those i miss oUt, hAppy birthday tO u too! ;)
And i got lOts to dO todAy. SundAy. the only frEe day i can spare bondin with myself. saheLLu Shai! LoL.
MystiQ
* 1/17/2010 01:55:00 PM
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OhmagOat. whAt wAs i thinking?? ignore the prev post! i shOuld slap myself. *slaps!Slaps!slaps!*
i think im just one cOnfused kid. i shouldnt be havin those delights. brrrrrrrrrrr. lEt's forget it. MeMory LoSs pLeAse! for that pleasure. *sigh
MystiQ*
* 1/12/2010 11:10:00 PM
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2nd wEek of scHoOL! blast! hAhaa. tHou tired. LOL.
hMmm. wat im about to type here might be confusing n not friendly to any of ur eyes.. sOo... just... bear wif me. LoL.
its a twist of events.. just a lil funn here n there. apparently, i...was surprised at how yesterday went. i mean.. it was funn.. no doubt abOut it. just tt 1st oUting together and the eye contacts and freQuent telepathy... just... hMmm.. and it was only given tO me.. and well, for an eXchange of a slice of mine. and the part wher 3 of us had this instant laughter at another friend of ours.. LOL! and today itself, i was, literally, anticipating tt presence. since we ar unreachable, the anticipation bcomes more thrilling. anD vOiLa! sitting there, smiling.. & acknowledging both presence. and another telepathy happened tt my instinct told me to turn and lOok back and there you came walking tOwards jus seemingly with the look of curiosity & glad. as i managed tO convince, there next to each other, we sat and participate. and then the heavy pOur.. shared. some drenching .. but it's okAyy, coz i wont fall sick and u doNt need tO shOwer.
OhmAgoat! i received another sUrprise! it was my naMe first to be commented. like hMmm? hahAa.. and well, my cheeks now feel hoT.. i mean, warm.... okAy okay, i shall stOp right here right now. PoSt! ;)
MystiQ
* 1/12/2010 07:09:00 PM
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HellO!
hang out wif twin jus now. LOL. watch the awesomest movie ever! Avatar 3D. LOL. thE jAkE guy is mAchO laaa. wOohOo! EyWa...sahEllu! hEhee. after tt went to shOpp for some scarves.. hehee.. Pashmina twins comin ur way ya'll! LoL. and the funny highlight was this nyOnya at jrgeaSt mRt, askin AmiNah 'kOmenti? this go kOmenti? then Aminah blur faced & look at me and i nod my head n said ' yes yes' aNd the nyOnya boarded the trAin. AmiNah wif her blur face came to me and i said, '' she ask u if this train go cLEmeNti! LOL!' AmiNah replied '' laa! kau faham eh ape die tanye! aku ingat ape koMEnti kOmenti!'' LoL! and we both enDed up laUghing our heAd off! hAhahAaa! lOoks like i understand nyOnyA's language aye! LOLOL!
And yeAhzza! SunDay's mArathOn! been gyming wif dearest bestfriend NoRaZiLah! hahAaa. sOo funn sweating out! and well, thOu im not really prepAred, but im lOokin forward to the marathon! it's the 1st evEr musLim woMen run in spOre okayy! credits to herhIjAb for organising! :D
1st week of lectures has been quite alright. was glad tt my lecturers ar okayy and nOt boring. LoLoL. and my dearest KoReaN friend LuCy, bought me a gift for kOreAaaaa! yayy! thanks for the beautifuL heart my kOReAn girL! :) and my other friEnd AngeLes is not comin back this sem due to some prob. i miss her! :( Hidayah n JoEy ar as usual crazy n like to laugh along wif me. LoL. the others, thou i dont really know their names, i feel glad to see them back. LoL. however, there is this annoying guy whO kept stretchin infront of me. distracting! hope he wont sit infront of me again in nxt lectures. brrr.
And i feel better abt my friEnds. i mean, the prev pOSt, was kinda sad.. but im hAppy to know tt some of my close friends still care abt me. Thanks babes! lovess! :)
MystiQ
* 1/09/2010 01:55:00 AM
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SoMehow.. i feel that.. my friends doNt love me as much as i love them. i just dont feel it. even like some friends tt i chatted in mSn n stuff, when i said hI and all, some of then only replied a few words and others.. doNt bother to reply. :(
i guess, it's alright. coz, friEnds, they come and they go. it's expected. ouh well, whAtever. that means i haf a fren lesser to care abOut. positive note. brrrrrrrr.
And well, on a darker note, i feel that swEetalkers shud kill thEmselves by drinking pOisOn or burn their tongue off till they bcuM aShes. You know, when someone said to u something and u feel touched n swayed n feeling feeling and all, in actual fact, when u think about what he/she said logically, it doesnt make sense. TaK LogiC! ( i used to say that phrase evryday! LOL.) Really really. and promiSes nowadays is just a way to get ur momentarily trust and hOpe but in the end, it is broken, forgotten, or even, denied of making those promises. sO ppl! wAke up to ur senses! esp to those who ar crazily in love n blinded from logic and those who haf crushes and ar in cloud 9 or 90 or watever, tHinK lOgic! woRds ar easily spoken. actions determine it's truth and fulfilment. in business terms, words ar like accruals. but actions are those that are actually realised. ok, shall stop my iNsanity from pOuring out in here. brrrrrrrrrrr.
MystiQ
* 1/05/2010 01:57:00 AM
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hOLa!
how haf u been my reAders?? hope things ar all good gOod gOod on ur 4th day of 2010! for me, things have been cool so far. hAhaa. well, anticipating Wednesday soo much coz i wanna start sch! theres this module tt i cant wait to xplore! it's called PriNcipLes oF MarkEting! yeAhhhhaa! well, comments frm my friends ar that this module is bbboring n hard n stuff. I'll see if what they said is true! but im excited for it! hAaa. i know, im alil bit siow here n there and im anticipating school whereas all of u dread to sch n work. sometimes, i dont understand myself either. but just bear with me! coz u got no choice. LoLOL! ;P
On another note, i am impatiently waiting for my dearest LadyFara to get an 8to5 work coz by then, she will enrol in Uni too! faster faster babe! then i got friend for serious study! hoHOhO! And my dearest twin is carving out her career slowly but steadily. tiring n challenging no doubt, what's more dealing wif kids, and their motheRs n the structure of narrow span of control of reporting officers, it's a huge responsibility man. Nowadays, teachers ar not only teaChing, they ar also responsible for shaping the kids' morality and behaviours as well as instilling creativity in them. Tough one twin, but i am very sure that once u put ur tOtal FOCUSs in it, u cAn make it! sOo jiayOu! tO my other friends who ar working, if u see an opportunity for growth and development of ur skill/talent/interest, GO FOR IT! dun hesitate aNd nevEr procrAstinate! cOz Opportunities comes only once and when they're gOne, they ar gone forever! sO babes! JusT dO it! hEez :D
Amidst of the excitement, comes the pain..again. it's coming back i guess. the strain. like freAk. nonetheless, i shall ignore it. coz.. WONT DIE ONE! hAHaa!
MystiQ
* 1/05/2010 01:14:00 AM
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MErry Merry 2010!
Soooo.. im gOnna list the 1st of 2010s! Lets seee..
1. 1st girl i met: ErNie YusNita!
2. 1st place i went: PayALEbaR CitYpLaza!
3. 1st coLour i wear: Green & BlaCK!
4. 1st happening: Live Gig by IMPROMPTU! (wOohOo!! rOCkk oN!!)
5. 1st Pyjamas i wear: o6A2 class jErsey! (LOL)
6. 1st person i see when i wake up: BiMbO DiLzz! (my younger sister!)
7.1st song i played on my list: Lady Gaga's 'Bad Romance'!
8. 1st song i sing to: Daughtry's 'Call Your Name'!
9. 1st homefood i ate: Queen's (my kAkak) sPicy tOmatO Fried Macaroni!
10. 1st fastfood i had: LjS 2pc chiCken wif coLesLaw!
11. 1st healthy snack: 2 cups of Cupcorn!
12. 1st unhealthy snack: MiLoMcflurry!
13. 1st person to tag my blog: BestfriEnd NoraZiLah!
LOLOL! And yesterday, 1st jaN 2010. i spent the wholE day wif deArest Ernie! she did her hair xtension which was sOoo beaUtifuL long wavy hair! i kinda feel like doing it tOo! and thEn we head to marina sq, had late lunch at lOngjOhn's and guess wat, at 6.10pm sharp, there lights at LjS suddenly sWitch off! evrything was sOo dark in that min! LOL! there was a blackout apparently but it lasted like.. less than a minute. Bbbborrrinng! HAaa. then went tO esplaNade and we went to watch a livE gig by this band called ImPromPtu. And they reAlly very randomly select sOngs to sing n play. i lOve their imPromptness! gAhaaa! And they made me like rOCk for some reAson! hAhaa! then gOt this ApeK who has a crOwn on his head, wif a red shrt printed his face wif 2 other person wif his crown on. i think, it was a selfmade croWn. LoL. then he took out a plastic cup wif the neon lights on it, waving it during the gig. LOL. funny guy. then got anOther druNken oLd Lady or UNcle God kNows what the gEnder of the oLd folk is, dancing n roCking on the stEps on the Esplanade wAterfront! Weirdos. And while Ernie had a thing for this Basist whos name is Nazar or NaZak or something like tt who apparently is a HAPPILY MARRIED man, i was sOo shiOked at the drummer's skill and the other electronic guitarist superb skill! hAaaha. and the songs they played were AWESOME! like bIG tiME! ireally enjOyed the night! Thanks Ernie for the coMpany! *huggies!*
YEAaaaahzzaaaaa! iM ecstatic! hOhOHO! Merry Merry 2010! ;D
MystiQ
* 1/02/2010 03:10:00 PM
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