hEY aLL! well well... sOory abOut ma prEviOus RED entry... waS feElin fUCt up yesterdAy.. hMm..
anyways, i've cOme tO realiSe that now, at mA age, we shud be more mATURED & think wiSeLy aboUt evry dEcisions thAt wE wAna make. wE cAnnOt juS do things tO our liking cOz in the end, we might be the one SUFFERING.
hmm.. my CT resuLt has gOt mE tiNkin abOut the rOad of my educAtion.. whAt if im stUck at sum junCtiOns & cUdnt reversE the whEeL tO exit? or wOrst, what if i mit wif an aCcidEnt whEn im neArly reAchin the end of thE rOad? wUdnt my dREams be cRAshed?? hOwever, i wAnt tO chOose to be optiMistiC. we never knOw hOw far we cAn gO unLeSs we try. And wen we try, we will dO our beSt to compLEte wAt has to be done. And that means, we cAn aCcompliSh wAt wE thOt wE cAnt initially.And aftA we aCcompliSh it, wE'll be grAdEd of oUr wOrk. The grAdes will refLeCt oUr effOrt & intelligence. And if wE manAgE tO grAb the ACE, wE will hAf a bright fUture ahEAd. thAt's hOw life is. Period.
For lOve mAttErs, we haf tO chOose wiseLy. the logiC of ' i will only get attach tO the guy thAt im gOna marry' is obsoLete. but den, it iS the best wAy tO avOid frm seLf-deStruCtion, eSpecially for GIRLS. If we gO fOr cruShes here & there & juS gO steAdy wif any of thOse gd lOoking ppL w/o thiNking abOut oUr priOrities in life, doEsnt thAt mirrOr the leveL of oUr mAtUrity? thAt is sOo 'SEConDAry sCh mONKEY LoVE'. TherefOre, the initial is the bEtter mindsEt than the latter. And iT's up to ME to deCide whiCh is gOod fOr ME. LOVE VS STUDY, whiCh iS gOna be the ultimAte winner in mY life? STUDy of Couz. PeriOd.
By the wAy.. im nOt trynA hAunt anyOne by the abOve entry, im juS trynA makE a stAnd & stop sitting on the fenCe. tHAt's wAt it iS. PeriOd.
-_Life is a rollercoaster of both the mind & the souL_-