wAt wiLL u dO whEn u found oUt thAt ur clOsE fren like suMonE whOm u hAve like fOr sOo lOng nOw? wUd u jUs igNore hEr & gEt along wif thE guy u like?OR wUd u sACrificE fOr ur clOsE's frEn sakE? SACRIFICE ur 'lOvE' for Ur clOsE's frEn's hAppinEss?? is thAt lOgiC?is thAt aCceptEd?is thAt okAy? OR wud u gO aLL oUt tO chAllEngE wif hEr & sEe hU gEts hiM? thAt wud meAn u haf tO SACRIFICE ur frEnship wif hEr iSnt it? whAaaaat?? SACRIFICE? AGAiN?? weLL, in bOth wAys, thEre's stiLL suM SAcrifiCing nids tO bE dOnE.. oUh weLL, wAt iS SACRiFICE in the 1st placE? is it a goOd thIng? or bAd? hOw wUd u dEfinE it? oUh... weLL.. is it really thAt iMpoRtant tO sacrifiCE? if nOt, aRent yOu bEing seLfiSh? hMm.. i guEss.. u aLL muS bE diZzy sEeing mE bEing skEptic abt SACRIFICEs. oUh, & dO u realisEd thAt i've typEd thE wOrd 'SACRIFICE' fOR 9 tiMes nOw? oUh weLL, lEt's maKE it 10, SACRIFICE.
i dUnO wAt tO dO... i guEss thAt's da beSt wAy tO kip thIngs goin..i duN wAna breAk any frEnship thAt has bEen made wif lOts of fond mEmOries.. iT hUrts. hOw do i nOE? bcOz i hAd paSt expEriEnces abt frEnship brEakUps. iT's nOt cOoL. trUst mE. i dun Ever wAna bEtray a CLOSE FREN, jus for hiM. bUt at thE samE tiME, i really dO likE hiM. instEad, i spEnt eQuaL tiMe wif hiM & my closEfrEn. sO, thEre's EQUALITY in both relatiOnship. bUt i duNo thAt SHE waS gOnA mEet wif thE unluCKy inCidEnt & thAt HE happens tO bE dEr, to heLp hEr.. thAt's fate i guEss.. bUt hE dun likE her, or do hE? i likE hiM bUt i kEpt it silEnt coz i wAna takE it sloW. bUt aM i really takin a lOng tiMe thAt hE stOpped wAitin & movE on wif hEr? my CLOSEFREN? is he gOna do thAt? nO hE cAnt. cOz i like hiM firSt. yEs. i noE u miGht tiNk im bEing seLfiSh nOw. bUt dEn, wAt shUd i dO? sUppreSs my fEeling hardEr & let hEr initiate thIngs wif hiM? & sEe hoW it goEs? in shOrt, SACRIFICE? hMmm...
weLL, i duNo. i dunO wAt tO dO. i gUess, jus lEt it bE. mAYb, i'll kip it lOw wif hiM.. fOr my frenship sakE. :(