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Monday, June 04, 2007

IVP = SUCKISH

i dUn like it. i duN like thE eNdin at aLL. why? cOz im injUred! thAnks tO thAt 70kg NTU girL! eerkk!! wAtever tO hEr man! WHATEVER!

BUT, im proUd of myseLf cOz at thE very leAst, i tried FIGHTIN in the RING! yEeAahhh!!! i nOe hOw it fEels likE tO be in the riNg, wif ppL chEErin u On & lOokin at u in aCtiOn! it's cOoL! daMn cOoL! weLL, i juS wAnna sAy tO aLL TEAM MILLENIA SRIKANDIz & SRIKANDAz, ThAnk yOu sOoo mUCh fOr all the stRong sUpport & encouragEmEnt & advicEs thAt u gavE mE beFore,dUring & aftA thE matCh! THANKS! i appreCiate it lOts! i Love u aLL! i really dO! :D And, tO thosE whO foUght fOr MI, dUn bE diScouragEd by the lOssEs, we stiLL hAf oUr tOp AisyAh & Shirin tO chEEr oN fOr! sOoo ppL, be gEAred uP & suppORt oUr fElloW wArriOrs nxt wEek for thE sEmiz! yay! &, not tO fOrgEt, oUr dEArest LAKSAMANA AHMAD SALIHIN iS aLsO gOnnA brEAk hiS oppOnEnt's liMbs! aLL thiS is happEnin nxt WEek, SATurday, 1030aM @ NUS SPORTSHALL 5! bE surE tO catCh thEm LIVE wif mE! kakaka! *SOunds like iM advertising thEm on TV!* ;D

anyways... i jus reAlisEd sumtink vEry iMportant abt myself. I knOw thAt iM stRong enUff to hAndLe prObLems regArding FaMiLy, Love & FRiends nO mAtter hOw hard it is coz i've expErience a Lot in thEsE arEAs & i cAn handLe thEm sOo weLL thAt nOw, i cAn easiLy aCt accOrdiNgLy whEnever im fAcing sum shitz in thEsE arEas. sEriOuzLy. But recEntLy, i juS realisEd thAt, whEn it comEs to fightiN phySicaLLy wif a living thing & fightin mEnTally wif a nOn-living thing, iM nOt as tOuGh. Now i nOE thAt at the externaL, i appEar tOugh & indEpEndEnt & hArdcoRe ( 1St impreSsiOns : mOst ppl thOt im the brAve minAh who loves tO gEt involvE in gangfites & a pErsOn whO wiLL eAt ppL up) bUt let mE teLL u, im NOT aLL of thAt! dEep dOwn insidE, iM stiLL a girL whO nids a gUidance & lOve & pRoteCtiOn by suMonE elsE. iM nOt a WondErWomAn. iM juS an ordinAry girL whO is tryin sO hard tO endUre wAtvEr shitz thAt's happEnin arnD hEr. & i dO gO crazy at tiMes whEn i cuDnt tAkE it anymore. i did lOtsa thing tO torturE myselF whEn i gEt aLL EmO-ed uP. & i jus realisEd thAt, iM actuaLLy, a wEaK girL.My dAd is a sTrong gUy, mY stEpmom is a stRong wOmAn bUt iM nOt a stRong girL. iM onLy TRYING to bE strong. bUt in aCtual faCt, IM NOT! aaaarrrggghh!!! SHIT! i HATE dis seLf- diScovEry! i hatE thiS reaLiSatiOn! i HATE thiS faCT! whY did i realiSEd this onLy nOW?? WHy?? hOW coME?? WhAt thE heLL!

-_iM a sTrong girL, aM i? or aM i NOT?_-

* 6/04/2007 04:41:00 PM
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