hMm.. aS u cAn sEE, i've chg ma skin. ma bLogskin. rEceived fEedbaCks tt it contAin soMe...diSturbin contents... hAaha.. well, sUm of ma lOyaL reAders r nOt comfortabLe wif the gOry & scary imAGes of ma bLog & the vidEo 'miSsing' by Evanescence. sOo.. hEre it gOes, CHANGED!! :D
anyways.. ChristMaS is near! hmM..anyone's hOuz opEn fOr attaCk? hEehe.. well.. in conjunCtion wif the christmas, i've chosEn redstArs tO bE put as the backgrnd imAges in my bLog! hEehe..well..aCtualli, it's a coinCidence. hMm..
anyway, i went tO ECP wif the famm yEstErday.. hMm.. waS gOOd..bUt, i waSnt fEElin weLL sO i dUn realli swiM in thE sEawater... juS plAy arnd wif the waves & sand wif ma siStErs! it waS fuN yEAhz! BUT, if onLy im nOt havin ma japanese fLag, i wUd haf puLL my siSters intO the sEa! (jus like wat i diD tO DearESt Nirwani..hEehe!!). But heLL yeAhz, it waS an enjoYabLe oUtin i muSt say, afta sUch a lOng lOng tiMe sincE i wEnt oUt wif the famm! And yeAhz, i initiAted ytd's bEaCh oUtin.. hMm... i dUnO man..it'S the hOls and wE arE nOt gOin oUt as famiLy?? i waS really FREE dis whOle wEek bUt nO one aSk me oUt. And when i wAnna spend tiMe wif thE famm, one by one disappears... oUh weLL, gUess i shud stOp whining in hEre.
Anyway... i thOt 3hr 45 mins waS the lOngest bUt ytd, it beAt that durAtion. it waS the whOle day & the whOle nyte. oK, whAtever!
anYway, im piSsed off at dis very guy. He wAnted tO mit mE & i kip tUrnin him dWn cOz im oCcupied wif suM othEr mAtters. So, on thAt very nite, afta sUch a lOng tiring day, i wEnt tO mit hiM forawhiLe jUs tO cAtChup on sum stUff and frm cityhall, we taLked all the way in the trAin. And then, @ oUtram, lOts of 'HITAMEESE' bOarded the train. And yEahz, thEy wEre lOokin at me like thEy've nvr sEen a girL b4. DAMN it lar! KurAng ajAr nye bangLa!! ANd then, dis gUyfren of mine is juS sOo DUMB. He is nOt at all concErn abt ma well being lar! u sEe, the mrt train is fuLL of BANGlas & it waS at 10+pm & the leaSt he can dO is tO accompany me tO JrgeaSt Sttn ryte? bUt inStead, he gOt off at commonwealth.(tt's whEr hE stays nOw). i daMned hiM lar! He knEw i cUdnt stAnd thEse HITAMEESE & yet, hE dUn wAna mAke tt extra effOrt. And nOw, he wana aSk me oUt on SatUrday. kip msgin mE ' fREe on SAt?? Sat frEe??' Otak kAu uh frEe! akU frEe pun, akU tKnk mit kAu lAr! BUang maSE je! And whEnever we mit, he aLways bring out thE tOpiC abt his lovelife & tryna gain ma syMpathy. HellO?? u wAn me tO syMpathize wif u bUt u r nOt pOrtrayin a gOod image of urseLf. Havin scAndaLs & taLkin abt lOvin other girL bEsides ur girLfren n all...it's nOt gOnna wOrk man. i tried tO heLp u once bUt u dUn wana liSten tO mE & kip dOin the shits. so nOw, u will hAf tO facE the coNseqUences lar. hMm... lOoks like iM the 'GUY' here tryin tO heLp u eaSe ur pRob & clEar ur wOrries abt ur lOvelife & accOmpany u tO wherever... iM nOt gOna dO anyMore of thAt. NO MORE. And stOp expreSsin ur feElings tOwards ur ex & aLL. whEr wEre u when shE nid aLL thE cAre & heLp? Even ur oWn friEnd is coNcErned & suPport ur exgirLfren bUT you? Busy wif ur scAndaLs? wAt a guy. And sO, iM nOt gOna EntErtain u anyMore. u dUn dEserve ma heLp. eerk!