Abah: Are u gOin oUt tdy? Me: yeAh, i gOt trAinin lAtEr. Abah: wAt trAining? Me: SiLAt. Abah: siLat?? ( mAkin thAt fAcE of hAtrEd )
den i wEnt to tHe kitChen tO mAkE a miLo driNk. WhiLe i waS dOin thAt, i nOe hE isnt hAppy wif it. I knEw hE's gOna giF mE a lOng spELLing sOon. ANd whiLe thAt waS bOthErin mA mind, i tEAr thE MiLo paCket and pUff! A qUartEr oF the miLO pOwder wAs evrywhEr on tHE cOffEe taBle. My bAd. I tOok thE rag & cLeAn it uP. Pour tHE bOiLing wAtEr intO thE cUp & stir it. SuddEnLy mA aBah appEar again.
Abah: i tHot u nO lOngEr pLay siLat? Me: hMm.. Abah: oUh, juS like as a fOrm of exErcisE onLi lar? Me: * nOd heAd *
Ok, i nOe, iM a bAd kiD cOz i liEd tO hiM. Eh! wAit. nOnO. i diDnt lie tO hiM. It's juS thAt, i diDnt tELL hIM thAt iM gOin fOr siLat trAinin all dis whiLe cOz he diDnt aSk. When suMoNe diDnt aSk, i wiLL nOt teLL. That's mE. And sO, i finaLLy diD exPosE tO hiM thE awfUl trUth that iM stiLL in silat. whEn i 1St toLd hiM tt i jOined siLat, hE aSked mE tO quit. as in firMLy, hE said 'Quit it.' But i juS siLentLy waLk aWay & coNtiNue wif wAt iM dOin. it's mA CCA. i cAnt juSt quit it likE thAt. And hE knEw it. He knEw wAt CCA is & hOw it wOrk. I toLd hiM. My siSter haS heLped tO expLain tO hiM. He knOw wAt it is aLL abt. And iM gOna stEp dWn sOOn. It wont bE pErmaNent whAt. So, why cant u jUs gif mE the suppOrt thAt i niD nOw?? Do u noe hOw sad i waS whEn i sEe othEr ppL's parEnt & da whOle faMiLy cAme dWn tO sUpport thEir chiLd dUring thE IVP? And i onLi haf u as ma biOlogiCaL parEnt Dad. Why cAnt u jus sUpporT wAtever iM dOin? A bLeSsing frM yOu iS whAt sAtisfy mE thE mOst dO u noe? Coz when u sUppOrt mE, i cAn feeL likE iM bEing suppOrted by thE whoLe wOrLd. i onLi hAf u cLosEst in ma heart Dad, sO pLs, dis isnt the 1st tiMe thAt u oPpose to wAt iM dOin. 1st, u opPosEd tO ma paSsion. And i gO againSt u. And nOw u oPposE tO a nEw intErest thAt iM devElOpin. StOp mAkin mE oUt tO bE a rEbeLLiOus kid. PLEASE. i dUn wAna gO againSt u Dad. I duN likE it. i fEeL sO sinfuL. bUt i liKe whAt iM dOin & i wAnna dO it whiLe im stiLL abLe tO. So pLeAsE, SUPPORT mE in whAt im dOin & mA paSsiOn, wiLL yOu? That's aLL iM aSkin fOr.
As a fren sAid tO me befOre, ' A pArEnt's bLeSsin is iMpOrtant fOr a chiLd sUcCess.. ' i wAna bE sUccesSfuL in whAtevEr i dO. And iM wAitin fOr ur bLesSin........... and waitin..................