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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Ok, it suCkssss! everythink juS suCks ryte nOw. Everyone is irritAting. And soMe even aCt likE sOme mOnkEy shitz. DisGusting!

sOrry if mA entry sounds dEpreSsin tO all mA bLogreAdErs.. i Am distUrbed. PhysicaLLy & emotIonaLLy. i gEt irritAted easiLy dis dAys. No. NOt bcOz of thAt tiMe of da mOnth. iT is dUe tO sEveraL cAuses. iM jUst coNfUsed and pErturbed. And it is excruciAting. I wish, i wiSh, thEse nightmAres wiLL jUst disAppeAr intO thin air. I wISh.

daMn it.

And nOw, dEr's a gUy hU wAna add tO nuisAncE. iM uttErLy disgUsted. and im disAppOinted in maseLf fOr nOt bEing hU i aLwAys was. i wAs a stroNg-wiLLed girL with a pErtinAcioUs opiniOn abOut things tt r hAppEnin arOund mE. But dis tiMe aroUnd, im teLLin u, im lOsin mA grip. Mayb cOz, it's unda an aliEn circuMstAnces? suMtink tt iM nOt famiLiar wif? or iSsit of the fact thAt iM lOsin ma strEngth? nO. iM nOt wEak. i am nEver a wEakling. NEVER. hOwevEr tOugh it mAy gEt, i wil stiLL bE hOldin on. uNtiL ma laSt bReAth. But it is eXcruciating and i maself am nOt suRe hOw lOng mOre i cAn hoLd on. ReScue Me froM thEse predicament. Oh GOD. Thanks fOr ur prAyers mA frEns. May U all bE bLeSsed by the ALMIGHTY abOve. Amin.

-_Numbed or immunEd? i duN nOe._-

* 2/20/2008 12:27:00 AM
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