Havin reLease the frUstratiOn bits by bits, iM nOw sAtisfiEd. nOthing is bEing soLved yet. bUt at leAst, thE tenSe atmOsphere is fading aWay as days pASsed.
well, fOr the nUisance guy, it waSnt really soLved as in, it iSnt a coNfrOnted thing, bUt i fEel thAt it's nO use hAvin tensiOn wif hiM. It is NO use. And so, i've dEcided tO forgive hiM and things are cOoL nOw btw mE & him. Just being friends dun hUrt. YeAh. And he accEpts it weLL. sO, yeAh, 1 prOblem sOLved.
the othEr stUffs? i duN wAna tink aBt it. they jUst suCks. it hAppEned. And it's bEyOng ma coNtroL. So, why bOther? gRrr!
aNywAy, iM mUCh bEttEr now. as in, nOt sOo streSsed like laSt wEek and da paSt days. BUT, iM tirEd. Thanks tO MI's suiciDe PE periOd. And thE facT thAt iM in da sPorts grp adds up tO the prEssUre. It is tiring and it is kiLLin mE. It's really a sUicide dOin the 4 sEts of sUicide unda the hOt hOt suN jUs nOw. But, dO i hAf a chOice? NO. sO, why coMpLain? grRr!
sOme things cAnt be soLved. soMe injUries cAnt be heaLed. i guess, iM juS tAkin things in ma stride nOw and kip on accEptin the cHAllenges that i had to face everyday. oh well, i shall nOt taLk alOt nOw. Pending tutoriaLs and revisiOns and work. And i nid tO DESTRESS maseLf dis wEekend. SeriOusLy. iF nOt, i wiLL tUrn crAzy. litEraLLy iNsane. grrrr...
btw, i reAlly taLk tOo mUch on wEd's dinner wif the lUmiNoriaNz. i hAd a suMptuOs meaL and a goOd lAughter. Thanks fOr the hAppy dinnEr LuMiNoriAnz! iM gLad.