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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Updates!

And just 2 days aFter ma 19th birthday, things get oUt of hAnd. was down wif a rEally rEally bad fLu & sore sore thrOat. 3 days off sCh. laCk of rEviSon. bEd-ridden. wAt happEn? i duNo. ppl say its thE seAson of bEing siCk. bUt thAt sounds rathEr cliChe iSnt it? hMm..lEt's pray for thE bEtter. and thAnks tO aLL of thOse kind hEarted frieNds of minE hu wiShed & prAyed for my spEedy rEcovery! thANks alOt once again! it hElped tO put a smIle on ma face & made me more Disciplined tO tAke ma meds on tiMe & reguLarly so tt i cAn rEcupErate faST. :D

abOut siLat, hMm... thEr's sOo muCh gOin on. i duNo wher tO bgin. anyway, lEt's just taLk abOut mE. i was rEally rEally diSappOinted at maseLf for nOt dOin up tO ma abiLity during thE trg on fri. it is true that our tRainin becoMes mOre intEnsive each day and i dun mind thE high intEnsity driLLs coz it is doNe tO benefit us. However, thE fact tt i cUdnt pUll it off well and thAt i was on mEdicAtion thE whole of laSt wEek makes me fEel like a tOtaL weAkling. i waS dEhydrated, lOw gLucose leveL and laCk of oxygen on laSt friday. Yes. it was thAt bad. that wast the first tiMe ever i cudnt coNtiNue trg. sEriOusLy oUt of fOcus and low eneRgy. i nEarLy fAinted when this angel came and attend tO me iMmediAteLy. She saved me froM a miShap. thaNk yOu dEarest Siti Aminah. bUt stiL, i fElt like im a wEak persOn afta tt incident. seEms like iM loSing my energy & strEngth slOwLy as days paSsed. it sEems like iM nOt thE oLd stroNg brAve energetic Shai tt i was befOre. whAt happEned? im nOt sure maseLf. thIngs likE very actiVe physical stuff dun usuAlly hinder mE frm anything bUt nOwadays, i fEel like iM lOSing ma grip. iM reaLLy diSappOinted wiF myseLf. *sigh* anyway, prEsident chOse thE coAch, wE agrEed on hiM. But thE teachers arE stiL delibErAting abOut thE approVaL of hiM being our coAch. why sEh?! bytheway, i do lOok up tO thE coAch as his prEsEnce rEally mOtivate us further and his tEachings are like an eye-opEner for us tO back up and gEt sEriOus and coNtiNue moving and never cEase or adMit dEfEat. Thanks tO the coaCh! thE yr 2s attendance nEed tO be bruShed up sEriOusLy. thE yr 1s nEed tO bE rEAlly disCipLined. thE sEnIors nEed tO bE back on trAck & suPport each othEr likE how wE usEd tO if wE wAnna succEed. thAt's aLL i cAn say for nOw abOut siLat. i hoPe thIngs wiLL get bettEr for me & aLL. iNsyALLAh. aMeen.

okayy.
another thIng tt bOthers ma mind is this, DLF VS IVP.
Both are hapPenin in JUNE. whiCh shud i focus on? i wAnna go for DLF of coUz, dun wAnna miSs pLayin it since i had jOin it since 3 yrs agO. on thE othEr hand, i cAnt miSs IVP. its my laSt yeAr iN this martiaL art tErtiary levEl. i wAnna fight for my sch,my teAm & for myseLf. the bOttom line is, im intEreSted in bOth coMpEtitiOns. BUt, dis yr is a crUcial yEAr & i nOe i cAnt dO all at once. i hAve tO sAcrifice suMthink cOz i nEed tO spEnd tiMe on A levels sbUjects tOo. So.... ShAi!! pLs dECide ASAP!! grrr!

and sO, iM in a diLemma + iM not satiSfied with wAt's hAppEnin tO me and aLso wAt's gOin on around mE. i obServe suM things arnd me and iM quite diSturbed by thE lack of reSpect & mAtUrity tt suM pEople are showing and bLame othErs for their discipLinary aCtiOns & miScOndUct. *sigh*

-_What's happEnin tO mE? And the society?_-

* 3/29/2008 11:49:00 PM
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