Just in case u all dOn't know, iM strEssed right nOw. About what? About work. i've nEvEr bEen this strEssed. ok, lOok, during A lvls, i dun reAlly complAint abt anything & i didnt even dare to say im stressed frm studying coz i absorbed evry confusion & pressure inTo my blood n mAke myself numbed. But for this cAse, it concerns my work, someting im not numbed tOo & cAnt even mAke myseLf immuned tO coz diff things hAppen evryday at a very fast paced. Im jus too shOcked. It al stArted wif the pAy gEttin deLayed. And thEn, thE reAsons behind it. And thEn, thE ppL working tHEre acting like selfless biAtch & buStedz, sAying different things to different ppL. And then now, after gettin trAnsferred into a new dEpt, it is not heLpin eithEr. the inchArges are stOink & bLur wif my presence, acting dumb and assigned me tAsks thAt even a pri sch kid cAn dO. ouh yeAhz, of courz i enjoyed gEttin pAid handsomely for hrs of doin a pri sch kid job but eventually, i fEel sO bored & useless. And then all my energetic pOtential forces wil convert into fAtigue and then lazyness & then demotivated. And then? nid i spell it ouT? ok, lets do it, Q.U.I.T. fEel like quitin. like heLL i dO. bUt a pArt of me, the angelic side of me is sayin im not a person who easily gif up. yeAhz, true enuff, im nOt a quitter. never. sO, the drives to work my ass off tiL the end pOurs over me. and thEn, when i think bck of the pAy and evrything associating wif it thE emotional rush gets over me & i became indecisive & fickle-minded. True enuff, i was resurrected from my curse when i get dis job initially. But now, this feels worse then being cursed. It is not only me, it affects other arnd me as well. this reAlly sucks. thE mAnagement is like tons of shitz. communication brkdwn + unprofessional work ethics = suCky shitty humAn reSource dEpartment & hence, a Tarnished (onced/ used to be Reputable) Company. COw Is Shit CrAp Oink! FREAK.