My throAt hurts! ReAlly reAlly hurt. It feels like a needle poking at the side of my throAt. ouch! and its the 3rd day now. And plain water dont really help much. :(
hOHoHO! anyway, lastnight, i kinda haf a split second of happiness! LoL. Just felt uN-lonely for the 1st time. Ever. :)
And, i dOnt like it when this happens. And it happened. Again. hmm. This whole week, i just feel... like how i felt last time. All come at once. hMm. And dont tell me i hAd to be my evil self again. Thou its fUn to be da real ME, i dO feel a lil sympathetic. And i bumped into him at the mRt platform tOday. UnexpEctedly. Felt ackward a little. And he asked, '' sO wat ar u doin here?''. And i answered, '' Im waiting for..soMeone.'' And his face changed. and i just smiled. And his trAin came & we said byee. And this week itself, 2 of my old friends, well, nt tt old but both of them i knew for quite awhile now, asked me abt boyfriend. 1 of em asked: '' So.. u still haf a bf?'' while another asked: '' No bf meh?''. hAhaa. i lAugh when i reAd those qns. And yeAh, i told em simply, ''nOo, no bf.'' and ''im nOt a lesb but i dont like bOys''. hOhOHO :O ouh well, but i treAt both of them as my friEnds. yeAhz, u guys ar in my good Friends list. dont worry. :)
And i jus feel like letting someone know this. Dear *whOever*, i've rejected 2 boys & 1 girL only because of you. yeAhz, coz i WAS head over heels over yoU. bUt now, i dOnt know if it's worth hurting others coz of you. And since we ar on good terms & i've stOpped my childish moments, i feel thAt, i shoUld learn to stOp hurting others bt instead, accept them considerably. and yeAhz, tt's why im keeping my options open now. And having done that, maybe soon enuff, i will be with someone who cares for me for quite some time now. And i hope, im doin the right thing here. And again, i wanna ask yOu to do me this favour, please stOp makin me puzzled by using that term on me. Thank yOu.
Ernie, thAnks for updating us readers with the escalating no. of bAbi flu caseS in our national cty. hEehe :D Faley, lEts dig in BJ since u reAlly want it. hoHohO! :O Fara: i miss yOu. And i really do. Zilah: hEe, 1st time jOgged wif ya! cant believe it! and then the morning jog was fun tOo. yeah, 7am jog on our bEd. LoL. :D To Forknose, Sprinter Rag & Sporty Chick Ash: E.c.p probably on nxt wEekend yaw! :D