Phew! thE essAy is doNe! and sOo.. it has been 4 wEeks of sCh. thAt is equivalent to 1 month in Uni! well, things has been gOin on smOoth, adapting well in the new environment, great bunch of new ppL i met and lecturers & tutors are nice. Alhamdulillah. :) despite my bad cough for 3 wks, i managed to do my assignments well and pay attention in classes. i really Thank God for watchuing over me in the new campus. :D
However, there ar some things tt bothers me eversince the anticipation of Hari rAya and nOw, post hari raya. I cAnt hekp thinking abt my misery. sTupid things happened like ppl giving me pathetic peanuts for rAya collection ( i doNt cAre if its anyone else coz i dont even hope to get any hongbAo frm the visits as my purpose to eat the raya coOkies they make! hEhe) bUt, it is frm someone that ....... fine, i shall say no more. i doNt wAnt to be mistaken as being petty. alsO, im beginning to detect someone copying me! cOpying the way i react, the way i speak, the kind of language i use.. Urggh. haf some sense of originality will u?? In anycase, the trAinrides in the morning especially yesterday's was such an irritating ride. ppl acting disgustingly, being stupid here n there. Why cAnt u just obey the etiquettes of a trainride? evryone's life will be a better one then! duMbos!
In addition, i doNt know why my neW friends are sO bothered abt me nt having attached. They were surprised when i answered to them ' no, i doNt haf any bOyfriend now. nOt anytime sOon.' I mean, isnt that a norm? hAhaa. maybe, my face spells oUt ' i shOud be attached'. LOL. In any case, i doNt need 1 or 2 right now.
The reason? Coz 1. I can manage my life on my own, without any 1 'special' person around. ( except for my woNderfuLbabes who keep me going! u know who u are!)
2. Boyfriend/Girlfriend adds tO ur burden. reAlly. i hAve eNuff probLems as it is & judging frm my babe's rship wif their boys, i can see that the guys nowadays expect tOo much frm the girls. i hAte expectations & commitment in things i dO. i prefer to be independent and i am used to make my life decisions by myself withOut anyone's influence to hinder me or such. i doNt like ppl telling me wat to dO or expect me to dO things i doNt agree with. ( and im speaking frm personal experiences yaw. hAhaa.)
3. I think that the boys in sIngApOre are very much hopeless. ( no offense to anyone). They are all sOo skinny ( they looked anorexic, yes.) and their brains are stucked in their S.( they give baseless opinions and expect credits for that. How duMb is that!) Plus, they are very disrespectful towards the female population. And the ideal reAl mAn species are very very rare in the current context. Hence, u tell me, hOw to depent on anyone like that? Might as well i depend on myself coz i know i can do things way better than those so called 'dominant' homosapiens!
And sO, im better left alone anyway. at least, there is nObody to irritate me and annoy me and i can enjoy my life freely without feeling any 1 person dangling on me all the time even when they ar nt there. hAhahaa!