I need tO forget this feeling. this thOughts. i need to forget it. No, i need to throw it away! how did it came abOut in the first place??? i doNt know! im nOt suppose to think like this. this is tOtally wroNg. tOtally. rararrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!hope, tmr when i wke up, i will have already thrown away the thoughts. its not right. how cud i even thot abt it? wAke up!!.