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Friday, February 12, 2010

i live each day this week feeling lifeless. well, apart from the assignments and meetin datelines for project, its really a tiring mind boggling week. on top of that, i am really unwell. hit by flu bug again and now cough. and my voice is fading. and i did my assignment thinking i was on the right track but ended up, i realised that my sources though complements my topic issue, it does not directly talk about my issue. false hOpe! And sO submitted the freAking paper an hour late. plus xceeding the word limit as iF i usually doNt. haaaaaaaaaa. and the only complement i got this week is by my tutor tdy pointing at me while saying ''she is the only one i hear and its not fair coz u guys are not contributing and so, we dont learn much tdy. other classes i give alot, but this class, only 70% of my effort.'' i know its a gd thing for me tt she recognise my contributions, however, things are nt tt simple people. and i dont deserve any round of applause for that either. coz i didnt complete the work tt we all suppose to complete. thats my failure tdy.

and my results ar up. shall not comment on it. and well, i feel dejected. so dejected. coz it seems that every soul is busy with their own life that i feel neglected and abandoned. and no one is available and interested to share my happiness with me. ouh well, a lonely delight. u can say im childish, sensitive and whatever. bUt tht is what im feeling right now and yes, that's just it. craaaap. and i just wish that every single night, when i go home frm sch, there will be a chauffer waiting for me to carry my heavy bag and drive me hoMe peacefully. and i NEED a laptOp. and i WANT a crumpler. to facilitate my learning and lift the burden of my shoulders. ouh well, just IN MY DREAM. even if i grow beard, i wont be able to get all that. coz im living in an unfair world where sadly, im one of the worst off population. freAk.

And i shall stOp fantasising over anyboday. cOz noboday is fantasisng over me. truthfully.

MystiQ

* 2/12/2010 11:11:00 PM
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