Checked ma hOrosCope a few days ago & it sAys ' U have stopped pioneering! what happen? Explore. Check out the new sites or new eating pLaces, & yada yada yada..'
okAyy.. nOw.. soMe updates for dis week. it's true tt iM nOt as cOmposed as i alwyys do. But, its nOt ma fauLt. i tried tO stAy aLert in cLasses and sTudy weLL and gO for trAining & dO ma beSt in all the mOves i learnt. However, the reSuLts are nOt as wAt i've aLways achiEved & yes, iM very diSatisFied wif my pErforMance dis wEek. it's sEem like iM losing ma energy & strEngth eaCh day. i do eAt on tiMe, hAf enuff slEep & be chEerfuL & sMiLe tO everyOne i mEet eaCh day bUt as i do all thAt, i fEel lethArgic & weAk & i reAlly dun uNdaStand why thAt is hAppening.
SiLat trAining had drAined me oUt phySicaLLy. And the elEcted cOAch sEems tO be piCkin on me. ok, he is gOod in coAChin us nO dOubt bUt i juSt fEel like.... ok, mAyb im jus bein sEnsitiF here. i adMit my mOves sux. Its faiLing me. reaLLy. iSsit my staMina? or iSsit my bLurness? or iSsit iM intiMidated by the coaCh preSence? i reaLLy dunO. BUt heLL, im gOna dO suMtink abt ma it, iM nOt gOna let my stAmiNa ( iF tt's dA reasOn ) to affect mE. NO WAY!
oUh weLL, thEre's sOo muCH tO do fOr nxt wEek. Gotta cAtchup wif thE piLing aSsignments & tutOriaLs and thE mOuntAin of reAdings. Thanks tO Nik fOr da wiShes of luck! Happy eNgageMent tO ma coUsin KhairuL & ShaMiLa! And am lOokin foRwArd tO mEet Hidayah for lunCh/dinner! And lOokin forwArd tO nxt wEekend wiF HunTer & the reSt! bLah!